December
Tuesday, 4 December 2007, 10:32 pm
3rd of December, Tuesday, after a long goodbye to my blog, its time for me to keep my blog off those dust and rust. Many things happened lately, and i cant even stand it. It's quite a hard time for me last month and its even worst this month. December, it is actually a good month for everyone i guess? but definitely not me. This is the month. This is my December. It is full of sorrow-ness and emptiness, like what i said last time, this month is much much more than loneliness,depression and other shit. This whole month, i guess i wont be good. well, enough said, i hate my life even more from now on. i wished i could end it now, today, tomorrow. Depends on my luck, maybe i might die tomorrow? well, who knows? Depression is my life, i suffering from serious depression now. Although it might sound very stupid but it is the fact. As long as im still in this fucktard college, my life will be the same. Today, the beginning of a nightmare has begun, we will see. many and many and many of shitty stuffs will continue. But im myself, let all the problem come at once and make me even more miserable. -End-