Okay, since im away for about half a month, im back again, to update again. Well hereit is, starting from, 20th of October. Pretty much the same till i get back to Penang at 23rd October. 24th October, well, this is the day that i throw a bbq party at my place. It was a bbq party for my birthday. Well, personally i had to thanks Earnest, SY for buying stuffs with me early in the morning and helping me that much. Next, same goes to Ahboo for sponsoring charcoal and lastly, Teik How for sponsoring tiger beer. Oh yeah, not to forget, thanks dad and mum for the carton of beer and the cake plus the chicken wings. Thank you very much for making this bbq a success. Not to forget, PAUL YAO, thanks for that low class VODKA and VSOP that you sponsored too, LCTAN, thanks for the JD. At first it was smooth because i had a feeling that it might rained so i decided to make it at my place. Nothing much to say bout that night, pretty much the same, except 1 thing, ALL DOWN ! Many of them are drunk, especially MIAO, and others, not to mentioned that our GURU YITT also DOWN. We had beer marathon but too bad i was too tired that night and i went to sleep damn early. End up they got no choice andthey had to overnight at my place till the next morning.


In this period of time, i cant actually remember what i did and where i went, what i can remember is that i went out with Teik How and Miao, help out Teik How with his bbq's fire thingy, went out supper with Teng Seangs, SY, Earns, FCK, Tommy, Miao, Soon Chye and others. Lol. What i can remember too is, we went to steamboat at the last day in Penang for me that month. We went steamboat with the usual gang, not to mention again huh ? lol. Oh yeah, Soon Chye bought the earliest bus ticket which is 7am on 28th October and i was forced to go back so freaking early that day. Damn.


Happy birthday to myself. Thanks for all the birthday message that i received from you guys.Thanks to Wee Hwang, you are the only friend who actually remembered and call me. THANKS, i really do appreciate that alot. Well that day, i went out with some friend, actually is my ex classmates, to Pavillion. Same usual thing, but this time i get free lunch, lol, my friends decided to buy me a lunch in Sakae sushi. Well thanks alot guys and girls, after that we went to watched Tropic Thunder. Thanks again for treating me the movie. Well, i had enjoyed myself that day. At night, when i just about to reach home, Charlene called me. What a suprise she came with Ah Lai to yum cha with me at Old Town. Thanks for treating us, Lai. Never thought that u will wish me birthday. lol. What a suprised. Well, that's all for my birthday, till next year guys, till next year.

This is the day i moved out from the previous house, finally i set myself free from them bastards housemates. Damn, i really hate them alot man. They seriously sucked and they had mental disorders. What can i tell you about them is seriously they got fucking atitude which i cant stand it either way. No doubt that they hate me and i hate them too. Yes, im speaking that I HATE YOU GUYS seriously. Thanks God, that i finally leaved that cage. Oh by the way, thanks for cheating the money, the rentals and the electricy bills, really do need to thank you so much for cheating our money. Dont think that we are stupid enough to let you cheat on our money for more than 5 months ? Damn, seriously, anyone who moved in after us is so unlucky. Just three words, three words, which is FUCK you guys. Now that im in my new room already, i felt more relax because i dont need to face fake ppl with sacartic attitude. Well at least i got to live in my own space without problems. Hmmm, i dont know bout my new housemates yet, they seemed to be enjoying themselves in their rooms without coming out. Its okay with me as long as you guys wont mind if i played my songs too loud. haha. That's all for my housemoving story.

Bie, thanks for being with me on that day, i really do appreciate that you choose to be with me on that day. Im really happy and touched. Although im not always in Penang, but all i wanted to say is i will try my best to give you the best k? Although im not really a good person or a "BEH KI" guy that you spoken of, but because of you, im wiling to change myself, do anything to make you happy, always listen to you, and stuffs. To be honest, i thinked that i love you more than u love me. LOL, although it sounds like so old school, but i just wanted to tell you, that im willing to do anything just to be with you. I dont wanna lose you for nothing, Bie I love you. Although theres some problems, but i think we can sort things out right ? I dont wanna give up anything, i mean seriously anything bout you, im trying hard not to let you lost faith in me, and i hope it will be the same for you too. I will do anything that i could just to make you stay with me okay? I promised that to myself, i will try as hard as i could. Please dont give up on me so easily okay? Hope that you wont give up on me after you think okay ? NO RUSH bie, NO RUSH, you got all the time in the world, just think and decide, after that give me the news okay? Hope it isnt a bad one. No matter what, i will stand by your side. Even if things cant work out as i wanted it to be, i still wanna love you. Once again, i aint giving up things so easily. I Love You, Bie.

Well, is the same old shit again repeating everyday, till now, its still the same. DIFFERENT DAYS, SAME SHIT, aint nothing good. Yeah, you bet, everyday its almost the same, woke up, do stuffs, college, back home, lunch or dinner, went out, assignments. Im repeating these kinda things every single day, when can i stop these kinda shit anyway ? Its like totally no life man, if i were in Penang, i still can go out and chill with my friends, but not in KL guys, i got not much friends that i can chill with them. I mean like i was reapting that shit for two years man, two years, how many years more i need to go through life like that i wonder. Life's a struggle seriously, i felt boring with my life, why is it that peoples can enjoy their life so much while i cant? I know i know, im too young to say bout enjoying my life, but comparing mine and others, i was like speechless with mine. Well, this is the life i got i guess and i had to go on and on. So, conclusion, i hate my life. Another thing is i hate my college, like i said before, i hate my fucking college, affordable education, my ass man my ass. Guess i need not to tell you guys why i hate this college so damn much. Peoples that went in tarc kl campus before they will know why. NO shit man, i hate this retard college alot.

There you go, recent updates about me has finally came to an end for tonight. Will update it if i got anything to write, but im busy recently. So, maybe will update it a little bit slower. Till next time !!

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