Thursday, 9 July 2009, 12:49 am
Life is been kinda busy since i went into Utar. Now finally after the test this week, i am updating my blog after a period of time. Okay here it goes, things are quite okay in fact running smooth. Lol. This is what did not expected seriously. Well i mean i got some friends, at least. Such a good improvement since my last update. Nothing went wrong and i get along with them pretty good too. But the friends i mentioned about is mostly from my class, and too bad they are those friends from my assignment group. Well, to me, his can be said that is kinda big improvement for me already. I thought i will be isolated like what i encountered before 2-3 years back. Seriously, it was so fucked up back then. They are kinda nice peoples, they help me a lot too. Oh yeah, although I'm the eldest guy in the class, but hey there are still a few 88's in my class too yeah, so I'm not the only one. haha. But still among them, there are still a few fresh outta school kids, still fresh, and don't know a single shit bout stuffs, well, these are the moments that i hate it the most, lack of communication, is it a gap between my age and theirs? Overall, their impression to me are still okay thou. We often do stuffs together, like eat lunch/dinner, play games, assignments and stuffs, but so far did not hang out together. Hmmm, but at the least is 100 times better to me with what happened in my life in Ktar. They kept calling me "dailou", am i one ? or am i look like a big brother to them? Lol. For some other kids from my course, they suck, i do not like them plus i look down on them too. Some of them are like over acting, self-centered and some other fucked up personalities, same shit just different peoples. I know even no matter where i go there will be these kinda sucky peoples exist, so what the hell, just leave them alone and fuck them. As for now, i just hope i can get along better with them, get to tag along with them and communicate with them better so that those bad shit wont come happen to me once again, right? Overall i am still a neutral guy. =] Lastly, the weather here is like so fucking hot!! Unpredictable too. I just hate it. Here are some pictures that i am about to share with you guys.








That's all for the pictures that we had taken recently. No much pics had been taken. But i got this one picture from my friend. Lol. Take a look at that picture, 3 girls were sleeping on he floor in the tutorial block ?! Fucking hilarious. They are in their own world. They did not even know he took their pictures. What a shame.


Meanwhile, it has been a long period since i left KL. Feeling kinda miss the life at there too. As i only got a few friends, true friends are hard to find over there. So i do appreciate my good friends, and i kinda miss them in a way thou. They have been good to me for all those while. We all sat for the exam together, went out together and did some crazy shit together too. Kok fui - my best buddy and room mate, we have been through things together. Wee Sheng - thanks for teaching me to study and your guidance. Edwin - My buddy in the class and stuffs since i got to repeat. Justin - My buddy in the class after changing groups, good friends and we have been through serious shit together too. Yean Hong - You have been a good friend to me, thanks for your support and teachings. I just wanted to say thank you for being my friend. Yeah, i miss them, maybe the last time that i saw them in KL will be the last time i will be seeing them in my life as we are far from each other. Well, hope i will be seeing you guys in the future.

Kok Fui

Wee Sheng

Edwin

Justin

Yean Hong
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050709

Sorry for updating this in my blog for so late. Here it goes. This is the date that i will remember all my life. This is the date, a memorable one. This is the date that marks a another level of our relationship for both of us. Yeah this is the day, the day, our 6 month-sary. Thank you baby for being with me for this long already, we still have a long long way to go. This day, had already marked down a new level and another new beginning for both of us. Time flies like a blink of an eye, it is like just so freaking fast and boom, there goes our half year. Lol. I am kinda happy that i am still with you baby. I love you. Although i am not always be by your side, i just wanted you to know that, you're not alone, i will always be by your side when you needed me, all right? Thanks for all your patience and all the things that you had done for me, thank you very very much baby. You had change alot since back then, and i noticed that, thank you for showing such a courtesy, i know it is hard for you, but still you can do it for me. I know that kinda feeling is hard for you to bear, but i am having it as well. You know what, each time i went back to Penang and each time it is like it will be even harder for me to leave. My feeling is like a stone, like some kinda unknown feeling, deep down and very heavy. I dont know why i will felt that way, but it is true that i do not wanted to leave Penang for you baby. By the way i just wanted to tell you that, i am stuggling hard as well, just do not be sad and cry alrfeady okay? But i am glad and happy because i never had this kinda happy feeling before till he time i am being together with you, you know? I am tired after doing all those shitty assignments, but still i insist that i wanted to update this to my blog and show it to you, as a sign of my appreciation to you baby. Please do not mad at me okay? As for now, what i wanted to say is, the road is still long and hard ahead for us to go on, let us hope we will go through all of them together okay? I love you and i miss you. Goodnight.


Well folks, this is where i shall stop my writing. Maybe i shall update my blog the next time.