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Sunday, 9 August 2009, 1:44 am
I am sorry. I got nothing else to say except sorry. I couldn't stop telling myself to apologize for what i have done. I know its impossible for you now to forgive me. Maybe we wont be friends anymore. But i just wanted to say sorry, no matter how many thousand times. I am sorry. I know you seriously hate me for what i had done. I do not blame you for hating me, if you feel that hating me is the only way for you to feel better, just go ahead and hate me. I am sorry. There are more than words that can describe how much you hate me. I know no matter how many times i say sorry, you wont be forgiving me. It's all my fault, not yours. Do not blame yourself. It's me. I am the one that leaved a scar in your life. I am sorry. I just wished i did not exist at all. Maybe without me appearing in your life will be better. I am sorry for the jerk that i have been, i seriously regret for what i did, I am an asshole, i am a selfish and ungrateful person. I am sorry for being the person that tell lies in your life, for now, who i am hates who i have been. You might think i am a heartless person, yes i am, so i sucked, i am a worthless piece of shit. Just put all the blame on me k? I am having a bad time for myself too, if only i can turn back time, i wished none of these ever happened. I know its my bad just to leave the mess i did behind and just leaved, I am speechless myself, all i ca do now is just repeating the word sorry.

p/s: i am still sorry