Tuesday, 24 November 2009, 2:54 am
"Life" - what is it about actually? endless torment and suffering? Guess untill now i still cant find the answer, perhaps they key of my life, seems unreachable and so so far away. Struggling with every might that i could, these years are hard for me, i guess, but for those who do not know what suffering and torment feels like, they never will understand the pain within me. Emo-ing is not a way to settle them problems, i am just tired of undergoing these sequences. I felt that the more i tried to think and get real, the more i wanted to get out of it.

Set aside all these shit, taking a break from studying, and rearranging my songs in my playlist, i found a song that i had never play it for quite a time, it has been the theme song of my life, likes its been describing my life throughout the whole lyric. The song that i could end up listened and played for the whole day back in the days, and i had decided to put it in my blog here. To me, the lyric is so meaningul and its true on what happened on me, i felt. Here it is.

"Blurry" by Puddle Of Mudd

Everything’s so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody’s empty
And everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my sea
You know that I’ll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There’s oceans in between us
But that’s not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?

Everyone is changing
There’s no one left that’s real
So make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my sea
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There’s oceans in between us
But that’s not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me

Oh, Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you where to run away
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you where to run away

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me

No, this pain you gave to me
Take it all away
Take it all away
Pain ya gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

Okay and, i think you are right, bad personality is what makes a person, guess i had finally learnt it today. If a person never will, he or she never will ...