tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49573155077375768302012-02-16T22:29:24.319+08:00ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.comBlogger781100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-64361615243923143742010-03-24T18:41:00.000+08:002010-03-24T18:43:04.055+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;">10 days had passed, couldnt be more worst. Hmmm, saw this article when i was surfing facebook ... felt that its kinda meaningful, so i decided to post it here.<br /></span></div> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" ><br /></span> <div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >一句我等你,不知道需要多大的勇气</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br />它远比我爱你三个字,来得更需要勇气<br /> 不是每个人你都愿意等待,也不是所有人都值得你去等待<br /> 一句我等你,包含了很多的,无奈,心酸,苦涩<br /> 或许是爱不到,或许是不能爱<br /> 无论怎样,我等你这个承诺,远比我爱你更动听<br /><br /> 看看身边,有多少人曾经对你说我爱你<br /> 可有谁会说一句我等你,谁会愿意那样卑微的等待<br /> 不计较任何的回报的等待,<br /> 说一句我爱你很容易,可却和少有人愿意会说一句我等你<br /> 在我看来,<br /> 一句我等你,是三个字的承诺<br /><br /> 也许你面前的这个人,一句我爱你感动了你<br /> 但你却忽略了那个说我等你的人,<br /> 只是三个字,<br /> 前者的爱有激情但肤浅,后者的爱单纯又执着<br /><br /> 年少的时候,我们向往那些激情<br /> 钟爱那句我爱你,受了伤也不投降<br /> 当被伤透彻了才知道一切都因为一句--> 我爱你<br /><br /> 那个时候,你更愿意听到那一句我等你<br /><br /> 如果,在你身边有那么一个人Bold<br /> 他愿意毫不计较的为你付出,默默的等你<br /> 那么,请千万珍惜<br /> 他会是一直陪你走下去的那个人<br /> 他不会在半途中将你丢弃<br /> 因为他懂得珍惜与付出,他懂得那一句,我等你<br /><br /> 可是你知道吗？<br /> 为了爱你,选择等你,等你<br /> 是因为更能好好爱你 …<br /> 让你给他一个家，陪她走完这一生,<br /><br /> 如果正有一个等你的他，<br /> 好好珍惜，能拥有对你这样痴情的他，<br /> 有的人一生都不会有这种机遇…，<br /> 你遇到了请不要辜负他的心，<br /> 因为说出等你时他就决定，<br /> 放弃等你的途中一切幸福的机遇…<br /><br /> 或许对她来说错过的不是他的幸福，<br /><br /> 即使他对你们的结果心里没底…都一直等下去，<br /> 说明他真的对你太痴心！<br /> 你也可以说他傻，但是一切都是为你傻，<br /> 能等到你，和你永远在一起才是他真正的幸福！<br /><br /> 相信和这样的爱人共渡一生你也会幸福…<br /><br /> 经常给他传个短信，他就会兴奋不已，<br /> 在孤独也不会觉得空虚，<br /> 因为虽看不到你，心中都装满了你…<br /><br /> 好好珍惜吧………<br /> 祝天下等待的人都能有好的结果…<br /><br /></span> <div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Quote from a friend : i used to love you, i still love you, and i will love you ... </span><br /></span> </div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-6436161524392314374?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-31641874415684997182010-03-23T18:09:00.007+08:002010-03-25T14:15:12.019+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">No more</span></span><br /></span></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Your love to me, is gone, it is no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Everything happy that has had happened to me, its no more by now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I still can remember it clearly that ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time if i faced any problem, you will be there for me, but its no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time, if i am sad, you will be there for me, its no more now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time if i am happy, you will be the one i wanted to share with, its no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time i hold your hands, i can feel the love, but its no more now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time, i hug you tight, saying that i love you, its no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time we kissed, the moments had shattered, its no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time we said i love you to each other, its no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when we sat so closely together while talking to each other, its no more now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when i need support, you were the first one i seek, but its no more by now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when i am down or what, you were there by my side, its no more now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time, the smile you gave me when you are happy, its no more by now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time i chat with you happily through the phone or what, it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when we went out happily together, it's no more now ...<br /><br />Every time when i message you, you felt happy, it's no more by now ...<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when you said you love me, i was so happy, too bad it's no more by now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time that we said something funny and laugh out so hard, it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time that we plan out our things together, it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time that you said you missed me, you were sad, but it's no more now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time we sang the song together in the car, and it's no more by now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time i poked you through facebook, you said you were happy, but it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time that you saw me coming back to penang, you were so happy, but no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time that i made you angry, and you said you hate me but you're not, it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when i got new post in my facebook, you will be there to comment, no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time i went out with friends, you were worry bout me, it's no more now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time even you made me angry, but after that you made me happy, it's no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time no matter how busy are you, you will still reply me, no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time no matter how busy are you, you wont forget to call me, but it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when you said you read every single post in my blog, it's no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when i wanted to went out with you, you never say no, it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when there are problems, you will be the first that help me to solve, no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when i beg you for forgiveness you wont say no, but it's no more now ...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Every time you viewed my facebook profile regardless how many times, it's no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Every time when you worked, you wont forget to use the phone to call me, it's no more now ...</span><br /></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time, the first thing you do when you woke up is looking for me, but it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time that we hug ourselves so tight when i left, it's no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time that we talked happily on the phone, it's no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time you felt sweet when i said i love you, sadly, it's gone by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time that we argued, but end up we are still good as new after that, no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when i made you happy, you said you like it, and it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when we cuddled each other, you said you like it, it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when i said lame jokes, you laugh out loud, but its no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time that i failed to make you happy, you'd said you still love me, and it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when im down, you sure will be there to cheer me up, but it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when you went to my house, i said dont worry, it's no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time i said you were ugly, you were angry, but it's no more by now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time that we went out and eat together, you said you were happy, it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time i went to your house you will be there waiting for me, it's no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time i said something hurtful to you, you will still be there for me, but its no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when you wait for me for lunch while i was working, it's no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when we smoked together, it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when i said you were the one i love, you were happy, but it's no more now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when i looked at you, you sure hug me, but it's no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every time when we were in your car, i touched you when you were driving, its no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every moment that we spent together before, it's no more now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every things that we done together, it's no more by now ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every places that we went like, KL, Genting, Hiking, Hanging around &amp; etc, it's no more now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every single little thing, every single piece of thing, i remember it clearly, it's no use now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every words that i told you,no matter how i said it, it is useless now i know ... it's no use now ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Every words that i said, i meant it, but it wont change anything now, it wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I know now, that you heart doesnt belong to me anymore, no matter how hard i tried to change myself and non stop loving you day by day, you still wont be giving me a chance already anyway </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">But when a girl said she never will, she never will ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Maybe the things that we used to do, the one you love now will do it with you ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Maybe he will love you more than i do, maybe ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Maybe you love him more than you had ever love me, maybe ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Maybe there wont be a chance anymore for you and me, maybe ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Maybe you will be together with him in the future, maybe ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Maybe you will be better if you get together with him, maybe ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Who knows ? ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I hope he will treat you better than i do, even you said there wont be anything that will happen ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how hard you said you want me to give up on you, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times you said it's not worth it for me, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times you said you want me to stop loving you, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times you told me on the phone you dont want me to wait for you, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times you said you dont love me anymore, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times you you said it's not fair for me, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how hard i have tried not to love you, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how hard i told myself to give up on you, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times i said i wanna stop missing you, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times i lied myself that i dont love you anymore, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times you had rejected me, i wont ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times you want me to give up and find another, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter what happened between you and that guy, i wont ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times you had asked me to open for other peoples, i wont ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times i had wished both of you happy ending, i wont ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how hard i forced myself not wait for you anymore, i wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how many times you told me that you cant give me promises that you will be together again with me in the future, i wont ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how hard i have tried and tried, i just wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I wont ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Give up hope on you ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">As i will still be waiting for you ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Stop loving you even more day by day ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Stop waiting for you ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I dont mind if you're with him or not ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I dont mind to wait ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I dont mind to sacrifice for the one i really do love ... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Give up on myself ... and ...<br /><br />I know i am a better person when i am with you ... and ...<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I love you ... </span><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3164187441568499718?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-26362087862888950602010-03-20T05:14:00.003+08:002010-03-20T05:25:10.489+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Yesterday, i found some songs from my laptop. After i listened to them, i felt that it's kinda good. It's old, but it's gold. It's dope, suits my current feeling alot. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Starting from ...</span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;" >献世 </span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><br /></span><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:180%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >我没有胆挂念 你没有心见面 试问我可以去边 </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >只要我出现 只怕你不便 亦连累你丢脸 </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >你是我的秘密 我是你的废物 缺席也不算损失 </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >今晚你生日 祝我有今日 地球上快消失 </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >眼泪还是留给天抚慰 你是前度 何必听我吠 </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >再不走 有今生 无下世 你是否想我 起这个毒誓 </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >宁愿失恋亦不想失礼 难道要对着你力歇声嘶 </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >即使不抵 都要眼闭 我这种身世 有甚么资格 献世 </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >我共你不够熟 眼泪也比较浊 也没气质对你哭 </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >不介意孤独 比爱你舒服 别离就当祝福 </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">即使不抵 都要眼闭 </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我自卑不怕 有自尊只怕 怕献世</span></span> <br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">and </span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">我不是偉人</span></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><br /></span><br /><div style="text-align: center;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><p><span style="font-size:180%;">不肯祝你兩人戀愛愉快<br />是否很古怪　要去肢解<br />舊情人即使假裝好友狀態<br />誰又希罕我賣口乖 </span></p> <p><span style="font-size:180%;">肯祝福你有如肯放下你<br /> 還是肯寬恕　對我不起<br /> 未別離花光好心地去待你<br /> 留下的骨氣還是想刻骨至死 </span></p> <p><span style="font-size:180%;">無法死心　忘掉自私非愛人<br /> 還有私心　仍能令你為我牽掛<br /> 餘生偉大到自卑也是人<br /> 無法誠懇豁達做偉人<br /> 恕我狠心　無限大方非愛人<br /> 還有真心　才難偽裝自己遮蓋良心<br /> 你就當我小氣殘忍<br /> 餘情未了總有記恨　我講真 </span></p> <p><span style="font-size:180%;">真想不到你如此看重我<br /> 難道祝福你　你更好過<br /> 我為何必須扭曲本性做我<br /> 難道委屈我來為你點播情歌 </span></p> <p><span style="font-size:180%;">如要講真　忘掉自私非愛人<br /> 還有私心　仍能令你為我牽掛<br /> 餘生偉大到自卑也是人<br /> 無法誠懇豁達做偉人<br /> 恕我狠心　無限大方非愛人<br /> 還有真心　才難偽裝自己遮蓋良心<br /> 我待你曾恩厚像神<br /> 然而為愛總有記恨　我講真 </span></p> <p><span style="font-size:180%;">無法死心　忘掉自私非愛人<br /> 還有私心　仍能令你為我牽掛<br /> 餘生偉大到自卑也是人<br /> 無法誠懇豁達做個偉人<br /> 恕我狠心　無限大方非愛人<br /> 還有真心　才難偽裝自己遮蓋良心<br /> 你就當我小氣殘忍<br /> 從前絕配不夠道行　變配襯 </span></p></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2636208786288895060?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-16140091771747234122010-03-18T23:45:00.002+08:002010-03-19T03:27:31.700+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;">Its been 4 days. These 4 days are kinda slow to me. My time, every minutes, every seconds, seemed so slow to me, it freeze and passed so slow, and within these moments, i kept thinking about the time we used to had together, all those happy and sweet moments. After i came back to Penang, i tried everything to do anything just for her. I know you will keep on say that its not worth it for me, but for me, my answers will still be the same, i wont give up on you, as you are the one that i really really do love very much. You asked me to forget bout you, I cant, even though a thousand times i told myself that i had to do so, but seriously i cant, i cant live within my own lies. I am very very very down and sad after you told me that thing. NO joke, its really really do hurt me alot, like a millions of dagger stabbed into my heart at once. Every night i woke up because i cant sleep, every night i dream about you, waking up and knowing this is the truth that you had left me. Waking up almost every night with the taste of tears made me realized that i cried again that night. I know begging things and stuffs wont work on you, but deep down within me i am praying hard and harder as days goes by. You said you needed time, i had all the time in the world. i am not rushing you for anything, just wanted you to know, please do seriously think bout it first only make your decision that i am worth it okay? I will wait for you no matter what happened. Just wanted you to know that, my feelings towards you wont change no matter what happened. I realized that i had fallen in love with you deeper than i can ever imagine. Just hope that you could just give me one last chance just to make things right this time, i promised you i wont messed up and i can assure you that i am not the old Eugene you had ever knew.<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><br />P/S : I still love you like how i did at 050109 </span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1614009177174723412?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-25679852642952322732010-03-15T20:00:00.004+08:002010-03-15T20:49:51.269+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Sorry my blog that i left you to dust for quite some time. But i am back right now, with some news. 14th March, the worst day of my life. These few days kept raining, its just same as my mood, i might looked okay outside but its raining blood within me. I am back to the old days i used to had. I had lost my everything, my whole world. You decided to left me. At first i do not want to make that decision, but after that, you got me no choice, but to promised you. But a day after the promised had been made, i found out that i am nothing without you, i kept thinking about you, even when my eyes are closed, the fragments of the memories will still keep playing it in my brain. I know i have been wrong, i know i have been selfish, i know i have been treated you badly, i know, i finally realized these fatal mistakes that i had made. I am an asshole, i beg for your forgiveness for everything that i have done. I realized that you were the one i love the most. You were the one that i wished to spent my life with. But now, you had left me. I am suffering now, i have been crying, and stuffs, but you dont care me like you used to be before, how i wished i could turn back time, and erase all the stubborn mistakes that i did, and try to improve myself. Since you have been gone, you changed alot, that hurts me. You seems like got no feel and stuffs, that hurts me even more. Plus, you had been cruel to me, the feeling was like got hit by tsunami and i will be gone forever. I never been so before, because my feelings towards you are real. To me you are all that i've got. I know you dont love me like how you did last time, but i can be sure my love for you wont change, nothing is gonna be able to change it. You said that why cant i be gone and let you go? The answer is, i cant, i cant do such things, its like millions of knives stabbed into my heart at once. You said why cant i just treat as you had already fallen in love with another guy? The answer is i cant, because i cant imagine it happening, seeing the one you love said such things is a torment. I just want you to know, i love you, love you very very much, every hour every minute i kept flash back on how we meet, how we get together, how great things happened between us and stuffs, oh yeah not to mentioned the sweet moments we are when we are together, i kept reminiscing the past. I will be just fine, pretending i am not. Your presence still lingers here, and it wont leave me alone. These wounds wont seemed to heal, this pain is just to real, excruciating, there are too much that time cannot erase. You said that i need time, but to me, time wont heal me as the scars that was brand on me is severely deep. I try not to let the scars grow, but i failed, it stayed. All i want is you, i need you now, you are my everything now and ever. I seriously do not want to see these things happened to us,i just do not want this chapter of us came to an end just like that. I will try and do whatever it takes just to get to you back together with me again, i will do everything, including changing myself to fit you, and things that you said i wouldnt change, one by one i will show it to you that i can make it. For you, i will. I am willing to change. I do not care on how peoples looked at me, but i am still begging you hard for just letting me to have this chance to alter back all the mistakes that i had done, and prove to you that i am worth it. Please do not just give me up without second thoughts after i said those words that i wouldnt said if i am the previous me. Who i am hates who i have been. You are so wrong when you said this</span></span> <span style="font-family: verdana;">"</span><span style="font-family: verdana;" class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span">I'M JUST SO FUCKED UP!! PERHAPS I DON'T FIT TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVED BY ANYONE! PHOBIIIAAA~!!</span></span></span><span style="font-family: verdana;">"</span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">No you are not and you just seemed to confuse only, but you cant stop the love from me towards you. I will fight away all your phobias and fears. I swear and i promised that i will change to be a better person and love you more and more day by day. Hope you read my blog. I pray to god, and i pray for myself that i have faith in this. </span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">P/S I STILL LOVE YOU. </span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2567985264295232273?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-18295620044443317372010-01-28T03:06:00.003+08:002010-01-28T03:14:41.199+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >It's about time that i realized that ... </span><br /></div><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" ><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">" I am an asshole. "</span> </span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1829562004444331737?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-48275078672707013702010-01-27T01:32:00.006+08:002010-01-27T02:03:13.740+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I cant felt a single thing lately, maybe my numbness had overcome my pain. Arent we human supposed to have ups and downs? But to be honest, i seriously dont know what am i doing now. Things are just way too complicated for my simple mind. I do not know where to start, where to stop, where to take a break, all i know is that im lost somewhere out there, its been so long and i still failed to find myself back, the real me i mean. In my life i felt that everyone has multiple personalities, but there are some peoples in my life are just so fake, acting according to what fits them the best, i am sick and tired of these peoples. I know i am none better than them but i can said that i am at least not a faker, i do not hide my attitudes and anger in front of nobody. Enough said, i had questions in my mind, do i give peoples the wrong thought when they first saw me? Did i really looked like some gangster that i shouldn't be? Does my face looked like some pervert or some kinda playboy? To be honest, i felt sad when peoples said so, why? First, caused i am not, Second, maybe i did involved in some "stories" in the past, but i m not now. Sigh, i felt that i always gave peoples the wrong thought. I wonder why is it so. I do not mind how and what people look and thought of me, but recently, it does matter me a lot. Its not my fault that my face might looked like one of them, i do not have a choice, in fact i felt kinda down. Does my face looked so scary? I do not know what more to say. Maybe it is really true that i had this face problem. Okay, i admit sometimes the way i talked was really harsh, but i do not meant it. Say it this way, some books cant be judge by its cover, wait till you know the real me, i can be good and i can be mean, depends on situation. Seriously i do upset when peoples give negatives marks on me based of their first impression. Does impression from their first sight is really really that important? I might not looked handsome, cute or whatever, but i am a nice person. I do not hope that the end results of their first impression towards me are avoiding me, looked at me in a different way and others. It hurts me a lot. I am loser, a sore loser. I looked down on myself. If i could turn back time, i will take this chance to change all the obscenity of myself. Shoved myself back and run away. Sorry if you guys felt that i am a bad person because of how i talked. Sorry if i said something wrong, sorry that i teased you. Sorry for everything, Sorry guys and girls, Sorry for myself. Night. </span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-4827507867270701370?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-74024298004131197122010-01-20T16:43:00.000+08:002010-01-20T16:44:42.510+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" >Tell me all about life ... I wished i can get to know all the answers to my questions ... but seems that the more i tried the more i neglected ... Sometimes i wonder, is there a place for me like some library of knowledge where i can find the keys to all my questions... But what the hell, life turns out to be harsh to me, its like rough landing on some rocky mountain... Just lately, quite many things happened and i was like oh life is so short and fragile, and its fast, nobody can do nothing about it. Cherish it when you had the chance, there's no turning back tonight. Dont hesitate when making your decision, it might jeopardize your entire life, only that time you will realized resistance is futile. There are too many people talking too many things around me, but they dont know the real me, what is it feels like when i am alone, or what is it about deep down inside me, nobody can really feel me. Just like sometimes, all those things i hate kept revolves around me, but neither did i tell out nor did i seek for help, i just kept it in me. Sometimes i did felt that me myself should just swallow the problems myself silently, in pain. But i had chosen not to face the reality while keep running away from them. Running and escaping, i got no idea how long is it i had been so, escaping is the remedy. Once i heard someone told me, life is just another damn thing, take it or leave it, get rich or die trying. Its fucking true. Us humans, either born rich, die later, or die trying to get rich.</span><br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/S1a2czDf6ZI/AAAAAAAAArY/xHNm0zVvyCc/s1600-h/watislife.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 318px; height: 210px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/S1a2czDf6ZI/AAAAAAAAArY/xHNm0zVvyCc/s320/watislife.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5428727006699186578" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">How i wished i were free of this, bind. Can i have my own way of life? Seems this time i know the answer. How i wished i could swing life away. Feeling free, is our modern disease, keep asking for freedom? Theres some freedom we cant achieve. Emotional, haunt me almost everyday, i wont like the feeling but its seems like its my best friend thou. No matter how hard i tried to kill you, but sadly, i lost, i surrender to you. I may looked like i happy or even laugh out loud and all, but like i said, you dont know me, deep enough yet. Oh not to mentioned i realized there are alot of emotional peoples around me, congrats, lets join the army of darkness. haha. By the way, arent us human are all professional actors and actress? With the thick skin layer of them, lying and faking is what they do everyday, not to mentioned how sarcastic a person can be. I do respect those peoples, on how "nice" they can be sometimes. Leaving them alone is my choice, not bringing problems to me is their choice. So do not mix it up. Planned perfection sought in my dreams, hoping and hoping things will get better, but the more you hope for, the more you die for and last, the higher disappointment you can get. Congrats. Well as for now, i do not hope for anything but i hope that i could change back time. Sigh, such a silly thing isnt it? FML. OH not forgetting those who are mr. and mrs sensitive, stop this act will you, i am tired of being mr. nice guy anymore. You wont want to see me when i am pissed. So, just chill out when people are talking and teasing about you allright? Relax , they are just joking, they meant no harm at all. Just plain joke, no big deal at all allright? CHILL. Dont be so hard on yourself okay. Exam's round the corner and shit i cant find back my study mood at all, where is my study enthusiasm, seems that the word had been long gone from my brain. I seriously do need some motivation. Exam is such a torment to me, but i cant do shit, well just get it on. Maybe i will find my way out of this mess. Time turns out to be so insufficient, and i guess consequences is what i need now. Bye.</span><br /></span></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">P/s I hate to see you tremble. </span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-7402429800413119712?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-25008484364135322972010-01-08T04:49:00.002+08:002010-01-08T05:07:39.889+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;">People often said : New year new hope. But for me, New year is just nothing but endless problems are coming towards my direction. Like i said, life is nothing but a symphony of destruction. We humans, are just so tiny. Lately, life's been not so bad, just a little bit of tired, little bit of this, and a little bit of that, but it doesnt mean that it makes me felt better thou. I had been damn tired and lazy update my blog. But tonight, some of the friends had mentioned about the emptiness of my blog, so well, here it goes. Its been 8 days since new year, i can recall back the things that i saw, all sorts of new year wish and stuffs, but to me, its still the same, no matter what, money goes first.To be honest, wihout money, we cant do shit, even a single candy cost you too. Peoples that are borned rich will never ever understand the pain of poor peoples. Not to mentioned lately i had problems with the uthorities. First of all, some idiot lecturer who teaches shit and telling lame jokes, pretty lame. Yeah you sucked. Staffs of my damn institut are not giving some respect to the students too, damn fucking bad attitude was shown. i ws so fucking pissed with them. But what the fuck, like i care, as long as they dont step on to my nerve then it shouldnt be a problem. Besides, problems are coming out, i can feel it, i can see it but i choose not to care bout it. A lot of lover boys and girls had came out from my friends circle. First congrats to them, secondly, a piece of advice, do not hesitate and just go ahead and do not waste your opportunities. There goes my recent happening in the past 8 days of new year. P/s this is not an emo post. Till next time.<br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2500848436413532297?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-33051054852339993392009-12-19T04:41:00.003+08:002009-12-19T05:00:46.777+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:130%;">Sometimes ...<br /><br />I felt<br /><br />REGRET<br /><br />If only i could turn back time ...<br /><br />But sadly i can't ...<br /><br />I only can ...<br /><br />Reminiscing the past ...<br /><br />Refresh my fragmented memories ...<br /><br />What if ...<br /><br />Things don't go this way ...<br /><br />Will i be the one i am today ?<br /><br />I hate who i am more than who i have been ...<br /><br />Please, i hate this kinda feeling ...<br /><br />I wished i was free of this ...<br /><br />I wished things like this never happened before ...<br /><br />It's so brain killing ...<br /><br />My mind is blank, questions filled up my brain ...<br /><br />Just ... one last question ...<br /><br />What if ?<br /><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3305105485233999339?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-12321804299119300012009-11-24T02:54:00.003+08:002009-11-24T03:10:24.167+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"Life" - what is it about actually? endless torment and suffering? Guess untill now i still cant find the answer, perhaps they key of my life, seems unreachable and so so far away. Struggling with every might that i could, these years are hard for me, i guess, but for those who do not know what suffering and torment feels like, they never will understand the pain within me. Emo-ing is not a way to settle them problems, i am just tired of undergoing these sequences. I felt that the more i tried to think and get real, the more i wanted to get out of it. </span></span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Set aside all these shit, taking a break from studying, and rearranging my songs in my playlist, i found a song that i had never play it for quite a time, it has been the theme song of my life, likes its been describing my life throughout the whole lyric. The song that i could end up listened and played for the whole day back in the days, and i had decided to put it in my blog here. To me, the lyric is so meaningul and its true on what happened on me, i felt. Here it is.</span></span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><br /></span><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >"Blurry" by Puddle Of Mudd</span></span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1">Everything’s so blurry</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> And everyone's so fake</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> And everybody’s empty</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> And everything is so messed up</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Pre-occupied without you</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> I cannot live at all</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> My whole world surrounds you</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> I stumble then I crawl</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> </span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> You could be my someone</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> You could be my sea</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> You know that I’ll protect you</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> From all of the obscene</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> I wonder what you're doing</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1">Imagine <a id="KonaLink0" target="undefined" class="kLink" style="text-decoration: underline ! important; position: static;" href="http://www.lyricsdownload.com/puddle-of-mud-blurry-lyrics.html#"><span style="font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ><span class="kLink" style="font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ></span></span></a>where you are</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> There’s oceans<a id="KonaLink1" target="undefined" class="kLink" style="text-decoration: underline ! important; position: static;" href="http://www.lyricsdownload.com/puddle-of-mud-blurry-lyrics.html#"><span style="font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ><span class="kLink" style="font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ></span></span></a> in between us</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> But that’s not very far</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> </span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> When ya shoved it in my face?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> This pain<a id="KonaLink5" target="undefined" class="kLink" style="text-decoration: underline ! important; position: static;" href="http://www.lyricsdownload.com/puddle-of-mud-blurry-lyrics.html#"><span style="font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ><span class="kLink" style="border-bottom: 1px solid orange; font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ></span></span></a> you gave to me</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> When ya shoved it in my face?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> </span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Everyone is changing</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> There’s no one left that’s real</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> So make up<a id="KonaLink3" target="undefined" class="kLink" style="text-decoration: underline ! important; position: static;" href="http://www.lyricsdownload.com/puddle-of-mud-blurry-lyrics.html#"><span style="font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ><span class="kLink" style="font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ></span><span class="kLink" style="font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ></span></span></a> your own ending</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> And let me know just how you feel</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> 'Cause I am lost without you</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> I cannot live at all</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> My whole world surrounds you</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> I stumble then I crawl</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> </span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> You could be my someone</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> You could be my sea</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> You know that I will save you</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> From all of the unclean</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> I wonder what you're doing</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> I wonder where you are</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> There’s oceans <a id="KonaLink4" target="undefined" class="kLink" style="text-decoration: underline ! important; position: static;" href="http://www.lyricsdownload.com/puddle-of-mud-blurry-lyrics.html#"><span style="font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ><span class="kLink" style="font-weight: 400; position: static;font-size:11;" ></span></span></a> in between us</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> But that’s not very far</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> </span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> When ya shoved it in my face?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> This pain you gave to me</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> When ya shoved it in my face?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> This pain you gave to me</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> </span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Oh, Nobody told me what you thought</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Nobody told me what to say</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Everyone showed you where to turn</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Told you where to run away</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Nobody told you where to hide</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Nobody told you what to say</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Everyone showed you where to turn</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Showed you where to run away</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> </span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> When ya shoved it in my face?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> This pain you gave to me</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Can you take it all away?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> When ya shoved it in my face?</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> This pain you gave to me</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> </span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> No, this pain you gave to me</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Take it all away</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Take it all away</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Pain ya gave to me</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Take it all away</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> This pain you gave to me</span><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;font-size:130%;" ><span class="txt_1"> Take it all away</span><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: normal;" class="txt_1"> This pain you gave to me</span><br /></span></div><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Okay and, i think you are right, bad personality is what makes a person, guess i had finally learnt it today. If a person never will, he or she never will ...</span> </span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1232180429911930001?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-2961426972005829422009-10-25T04:06:00.003+08:002009-10-25T04:55:17.153+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">As usual, after holiday, here comes the torment of attending classes and going to school again. But, i had a hard feeling leaving my hometown again. Maybe its because there are something that i am unwilling to let go? Im sure of it, the feelings are so heavy. Or maybe in these 3 weeks time i have adapted to my self crazy-life-style again? Up side down lifestyle, feels like im started to become a nocturnal animal again. I know this is bad but i cant just quit it. I kept telling myself that i really should change it, but seems like it is too hard for me. The days in kampar are like fucking slow i dont know why. But special dedicate to a classmate of mine last semester, although the days we known each other was not very long, but i still wish you goodluck and all the best in your future after you had left utar for other choices. Friendship is at an unlimited border, maybe we will meet again someday? Enough said, recently, i have been feeling kinda regret of my choices made in my life. Its painful. Try to think back, on this road of my life, i had made alot of mistakes, not to say that it is fatal, but its enough to let me regret for now. Although i am not really old to say that, but it is true, i really do felt fucking regret for what i have done just a few years back. Since high school, i have made many choices. But now, looking back at it, i felt i ws so stupid. I wonder why? After high school, the twisted fate had brought me into a junction or i can say a point of no return. Sorry to say that but i am sorry for myself i felt. As for now, lots of regret coming up in my brains like some unstoppable waves. I keep on wonder why, and i keep on looking back. Why is it that i am so stupid at that time? If i did not take that move, what would be of me at this point? If things are different, what will it be now? Question marks began to filled up my mind. Once i heard people said, you cant predict future, so dont complaine, but now, its different, i had a strong feeling that i had jeopardized my future by my own hands. Damn it. Its so useless now. At this moment, if only i could turn back time, and erase all the mistakes that i have done and rewrite my future and endings, will it be better? I got no idea. But no doubt, if only i could turn back time. things will be different.</span></span><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SuNltxtKABI/AAAAAAAAArQ/MmvckRviQcs/s1600-h/110754_5_23_2008_12_34_52_PM_-_BoB_-_Turn_Back_Time.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 304px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SuNltxtKABI/AAAAAAAAArQ/MmvckRviQcs/s320/110754_5_23_2008_12_34_52_PM_-_BoB_-_Turn_Back_Time.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5396268615631241234" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">So, i saw alot of peoples celebrating their 21st birthday. Some with their family, some with their friend. Some even have their family to make a big big celebration for them. But as for me, what will my parents do for me? HEH, let me guess, its NOTHING. Hate to said so, but this is the only place for me to express my feelings. Sorry blog. Its true, nobody cares about me, to you all who do not know me, you all might think i am big enough for my parents to take care of me or i am capable to take care of myself. In this case, i hate to say that my parents are both losers. Once i saw pictures of my friend, his parents and his girlfriend secretly planned a birthday party, a big one for him, and he said he is happy. Some of my friends had their 21st birthday celebration as big as possible, but me? What can i do? Without money, i cant do shit, i envy them, envy them damn hard. I hate my life seriously. Like i said, life is so damn unfair. Why someone can have such good life while others cant? Fuck it! I just cant take it anymore. </span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Fuhhh, there you go, i finally release all the hate, envy, that breed inside me. There are nothing more that i can do than just sitting in front of the computer and release all my tension in my blog. What will happen next? Only god knows, since im so pathetic, just throw it all and drop it on me untill i am downed. The end of this post. Goodbye, so long and good night.</span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-296142697200582942?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-46663767538758795952009-10-16T03:37:00.005+08:002009-10-16T04:25:41.343+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I felt very down lately. Finally i god damn felt a downward sloping in the curve of my life. I felt that my i am so unlucky all the times. I hate to say so, but it is true. No matter from any aspects, from hookups until study, it is the same, i am so useless and worthless. People often see me as a happy-go-lucky person, but deep down in me, who knows that i am bleeding inside? I tried to take everything from the inside just to talk to anyone that could help me but it seemed that there are no one that i can really share my problems with, even though there are some peoples that might just can help me out, but the best they can do is just console me, and the problems remained. I felt that, i cant fucking share my problems with my parents too. They sucked to the max. It is not that i am bullshitting, but it is the truth. So many times i feel that im so helpless, but i still do not wish to share it with them. FUCK. For so many yers i had spent my life, the word poverty surrounded me and seems that it is not willing to leave me alone. I found out that, Money is fucking important, money is everything, money is power, in short money = king.</span></span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Std8bH7rliI/AAAAAAAAArA/nm8P7qe0BHc/s1600-h/moneyking.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Std8bH7rliI/AAAAAAAAArA/nm8P7qe0BHc/s320/moneyking.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5392915884227139106" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">In my darkest moment of my life, i am fucking poor, i am penniless. You guys might think i am joking, but im not shitting. I repeat, i am fucking poor. As i said, Money is KING, money is everything, money rules. Without money, we cant do shit, that includes me. Without money, life suffered. You guys might wonder why i said so, but to be honest, i am not from a fucking rich family, and not to mentioned about my family, it only can be described using one word = POOR. How i wished i had a wealthy life, like those motherfuckers that are born wealthy. I hate them bastards. They dont even fucking know the feeling of poor, maybe to them the word poor doesnt exist before in their dictionary. Life is so so unfair, some peoples are borned from a wealthy family, they do not even have to work their ass off to survive. But its different case to me, to me, if i want anything, i have to beg hard or even work hard for it. This is the major different between a poor and a rich. The contrast is so fucking obvious. To be honest, i envy them, ENVY them. Jealousy filled up my mind every time. But what can i do? NOTHING. I hate my life, fuck my life. Why it is just so unfair. I know, once a friend of mine said, we cant keep on complaint bout our life, we should just try everything to make our life better. But to me, a human, will do anything for money, that includes me. I know it is useless just to write it all down here, but to me, it is just for the sake of release all my feelings from the bottom of my heart. I felt suffocating, i felt that i cant breathe. Family problems and financial problem is ghosting me haunting me now and then. I cant breathe. Please give me a break. Nobody is going to help me. In the end, i think i will choose to end my life to escape from this torment. I had forgotten since when, i hate my life even more.</span></span><br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SteD46g03tI/AAAAAAAAArI/L71zQr9vozk/s1600-h/3328369727_c581017a64.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SteD46g03tI/AAAAAAAAArI/L71zQr9vozk/s320/3328369727_c581017a64.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5392924092602310354" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Are there answers for my question? Are there solutions for my problem? Is it still unknown. I wished that there will be a light of hope shines upon me. </span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-4666376753875879595?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-3911814224293428072009-10-09T01:30:00.004+08:002009-10-09T02:01:37.917+08:00<div style="text-align: right; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:130%;">The writer is</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;" >DISAPPOINTED</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >&amp;<br /><br />FULL WITH </span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Ss4kIc4PCYI/AAAAAAAAAq4/vD-47QmeKvo/s1600-h/disappointment2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 239px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Ss4kIc4PCYI/AAAAAAAAAq4/vD-47QmeKvo/s320/disappointment2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390285531618675074" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Once i heard a friend of mine said, HOPE = DISAPPOINTMENT. Now i really do understand the feelings. What is the differences between happiness and disappointment, it came across my mind. Sometimes, no matter just how hard you have tried, but things just wont be done as what you have predicted. Like i said, life is so unfair. What i am feeling now, i am disappointed and full of disappointment with my result. Enough said. I am not gonna post much about what happened. </span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Just,plain disappointment. Hate the feeling. </span></span><br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-391181422429342807?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-15702141027900849782009-10-02T03:27:00.004+08:002009-10-02T03:40:00.904+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;">Okay.. Im back in action. Finally my suffering had ended. Those demon days are over. Exams are over but still awaiting the results. I do not know what can i get for the papers, and to be honest, i always prepared myself for the worst scenario, if my results are killing, i might think of something. hmmm. Well, just after the last paper had ended, our class peoples plan to have a bbq at minyi's. Just a simple session beacause not all of us attended. Sorry for updating this late beacause i am dmn lazy since i went back to my hometown. Kinda borig thou because i got nothing better to do. Felt like everything is just so boring in my life. No ups but keep on downward sloping or just straight line. Hmmm, enough said, let me post up some picures that are taken during the bqq session.<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUEUuK6zZI/AAAAAAAAAqA/0NTBvKWlRi8/s1600-h/DSC00774.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUEUuK6zZI/AAAAAAAAAqA/0NTBvKWlRi8/s320/DSC00774.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387717283256389010" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUEVJbuHhI/AAAAAAAAAqI/QXC6bY70CG0/s1600-h/DSC01485.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUEVJbuHhI/AAAAAAAAAqI/QXC6bY70CG0/s320/DSC01485.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387717290574618130" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUEVjqKfHI/AAAAAAAAAqQ/kBzWDg6cZbI/s1600-h/DSC01486.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUEVjqKfHI/AAAAAAAAAqQ/kBzWDg6cZbI/s320/DSC01486.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387717297614519410" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUEWXcqHvI/AAAAAAAAAqY/rQdwku4Ai10/s1600-h/DSC01487.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUEWXcqHvI/AAAAAAAAAqY/rQdwku4Ai10/s320/DSC01487.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387717311516516082" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUEWxxJHyI/AAAAAAAAAqg/PGSz7AI3BWc/s1600-h/DSC03747.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUEWxxJHyI/AAAAAAAAAqg/PGSz7AI3BWc/s320/DSC03747.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387717318581755682" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUFDJkslrI/AAAAAAAAAqo/WyngyTNZEtw/s1600-h/DSC03748.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUFDJkslrI/AAAAAAAAAqo/WyngyTNZEtw/s320/DSC03748.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387718080886249138" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUFDqdrXbI/AAAAAAAAAqw/A0boTvHhItk/s1600-h/DSC03750.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SsUFDqdrXbI/AAAAAAAAAqw/A0boTvHhItk/s320/DSC03750.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387718089715178930" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Just a simple update before i sleep. Will update when i felt im not so lazy. </span></span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1570214102790084978?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-12560056657093759622009-09-25T15:14:00.002+08:002009-09-25T16:06:29.438+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Here we go again, im back, after a long long period of time. Sorry for the previous post, and sorry because not posting and updating anything. I have been busy and all, and above all, i am so damn lazy nowadays. Well, After reading someone's blog just now, i began to feel that there are more reasons for me to update my blog than not to. First of all, within this few months, there are lot of changes in everything in my life, including my friends and etc. Last month, i went back to melati to find a few of my friends, and so i noticed, some of them had chage their attitude towards me. Especially him, the words spoken from his mouth was like something poisonous and sharp, kept stabbing me like a dagger. I do not know why he act so strange lately, and i felt that he looked down on me, from moment onwards, i began to hate him, we used to be friends, but now what are you? Plus, some of my friends, refuse to meet up with me. I felt fucking diasspointed with them. i had already made my courtesy to come all the way down and i did told them that i was at kl at that time, yet... But in the meantime there are some friends that really do appreciate me, thanks to them, especially KokFui, Edwin and Justin, and not to forget SayJe, KokBoon and KokFai too. Friends around me changed too. Some had their own life and gf and started to isolate from their normal life, not to mentioned who they are. Another story, which is my another friend, not to mention his name here too. He is such a motherfucking womanizer, staying with girls and they had polluted and poisoned his mind, yet the girls had already psychoed him too. He will just listen and act according to what them girls said. I was like what the fuck, are you crazy? Please be rational, but he is still the same. Amen. Maybe it is just my feelings, but i can be sure about what's going on with them. Since i am no longer in kl anymore, i think i should just leave them alone. Back to kampar, my fucking housemates are damn inconsiderate. Fucking hate them. The others are still okay, i mean my classmates, i really do appreciate you guys, its better than what had happened to me a few years back. Meanwhile, exam season now, i am not sure whether i can pass my papers or not, but what the fuck, i had to try. Tomorrow's the last paper for me, but i am still here updating my blog, got no mood to study at all. Guess from the beginning till the end of the exam i had no motivation at all. I dont know what more i can do. Plus, i do felt like there are something which are still missing in my life, i began to felt bored of my freaking lifestyle already.. its just like a normal straight line in my life graph. Yesterday night, when i am all alone in my room, i felt that a pulse of emptiness surrounded me, the feeling rush through my veins to my brain. I just do not know why. Is this consider emo? So far i cant find myself answers to my questions yet. I felt that everything around me and including me needs a change, but how, why, when? These are the questions that i asked myself. I am wondering why i always created questions for myself to answer. Gosh, i dont know what am i doing now too. Guess, i am lost again... Somebody please enlighten me and show me the path i should go on with. A few days more, and i will be back to Penang again, what should i do then? Oh besides that, untill now i still cant give up listening to metal songs, its a good way for me to release myself, i guess. Everytime when my inner self is struggling with me, i would rather turn of the music and blast it loud. It feels good. I am freaking poor nowadays, i cant do whatever i wanted to, there are always limit to myself. My laptop is going to its end, and yet, i got no money to buy another one. I got no transport now in kampar, felt so helpless when you needed help so much sometimes, kept asking help from people is just so not my style. I would rather not begging people to help me than asking one. At this moment, a car is what i needed badly. Without money, i cant do shit. My parents wont give a shit about these kinda stuffs i asked for, they never will. I felt so tired of this family, i know they have their limitations too but this is what i needed for now. Whenever i talked to them regarding this matter, they will just "buat bodoh" around and trying to change topic. Let me ask, is any of you guys are like that? What kind of parents are they? I am not saying that i am the most unlucky guy around, and i am not asking for pitiness, i just need to let it all out from my mind. I wonder did my parents think about my situation now. I bet they dont. They just knew how to come back home and complaine and throw their pressure on me, i felt that its better off if i am not back at home. Problems around me, when only can you disappear. I felt tired already, but who gives a shit about me seriously? To who you know you are, and for those readers, those who had a good and wealthy family, please do not demand more and more and take things for granted from you parents okay? I fucking hate those people that who dont appreciate what they had now and kept asking for more. Besides that, i fucking hate those peoples that do not have to work and their parents keep giving them money to spend, imagine, one day if their parents are gone, they will be so fucking helpless, and that is the time i will be beside them and laugh out hard and loud. Enough said, this is where i shall stop writting and complaining. Till next time. </span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1256005665709375962?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-37717771774451953592009-08-09T01:44:00.003+08:002009-08-09T02:14:05.086+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;">I am sorry. I got nothing else to say except sorry. I couldn't stop telling myself to apologize for what i have done. I know its impossible for you now to forgive me. Maybe we wont be friends anymore. But i just wanted to say sorry, no matter how many thousand times. I am sorry. I know you seriously hate me for what i had done. I do not blame you for hating me, if you feel that hating me is the only way for you to feel better, just go ahead and hate me. I am sorry. There are more than words that can describe how much you hate me. I know no matter how many times i say sorry, you wont be forgiving me. It's all my fault, not yours. Do not blame yourself. It's me. I am the one that leaved a scar in your life. I am sorry. I just wished i did not exist at all. Maybe without me appearing in your life will be better. I am sorry for the jerk that i have been, i seriously regret for what i did, I am an asshole, i am a selfish and ungrateful person. I am sorry for being the person that tell lies in your life, for now, who i am hates who i have been. You might think i am a heartless person, yes i am, so i sucked, i am a worthless piece of shit. Just put all the blame on me k? I am having a bad time for myself too, if only i can turn back time, i wished none of these ever happened. I know its my bad just to leave the mess i did behind and just leaved, I am speechless myself, all i ca do now is just repeating the word sorry.<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sn3ALC0UpCI/AAAAAAAAAp4/bghxRqejVbk/s1600-h/sorry-cover.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sn3ALC0UpCI/AAAAAAAAAp4/bghxRqejVbk/s320/sorry-cover.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367657626862920738" border="0" /></a>p/s: i am still sorry<br /><br /><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3771777177445195359?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-35575193925743443052009-08-02T02:01:00.002+08:002009-08-02T02:31:43.186+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Yeah, its me again. Same entry words again, sadly. Well seems like, i am not been missing my blog for most of the time. Okay starting off with the same post that i posted previously. Here it goes again, complain, complain and complaining. This following post of mine has no intention of creating hate, prejudice or what, just my thoughts. First of all, if you all dont like my attitude, do not tell me, because i do no wanna know, and if you guys hate me, feel free to do so because i wont care. I am pretty sure that in this small social circle of my classmates, there are a few peoples that hate me? Enough said, honestly, i do hate some of the peoples in my class, guys if you all mixed with me frequently, you all should know. Mr and Mrs you-know-who, it is my pleasure to work and study as the same group as you. But its my misfortune to be linked with you, so sorry to say that, but this is my true feeling. Well, some of them are like, so WTF if i wanted to describe them in a simple way. Just wanted to share out, i felt so pressure comparing than the days i had spent in KL. I mean seriously, this place is okay to me, but some of the peoples here just make the situation fucked up. Speaking of which, when it comes to assignment time, everybody will show their true colors, no matter black, white, red, green or blue. Personally, if you all do not awnt to do assignment, just inform me. I wont force you to do so, feel free to contact me then. Im not saying that others did not do their jobs, just some, yeah SOME. I just cant stand why are you a person like this? Have you got no fear, no shame? Well, enough of complaining, you all shall know what will happen to you guys when the time has come. Next, other than that, the guy that has been making noise over the lecture hall, tying to take everyone's attention, trying to draw everyone's attention to focus on him, well this is what i wanted to tell you, FUCK OFF. Why? Because you know it is too lame for you to do so, wanna take girl's attention? Such a lame way, just banished from my sight next sem, please. Another thing is one of my classmate keep saying that he dont have our classmate's attention, trying to accused that we do not wanna make friends with him, keep complaining that he do not have friends in our class. Well this is what i wanted to say, THIK TWICE before you trying to say that on me, pal. Its you youself who do not wanted to mix with us all the time, not us allright? If you shall mix with us, then its a different kinda story, so please stop all the complaining yeah. You fell down beacause of your own clumsiness, none of my and that dude's buisness. Sorry to be so rude and cruel, but this is true. Another thing is that you hope everybody will accompany you to the infirmary without asking any? Do not have high expectations on me okay? RUN your mouth if you want help. This is a very simple way of asking people for favor, if you dont talk or ask asingle shit, how the fuck will people know? And oh yeah, dont trying to be act like you're so cool okay? Trying to keep quiet all the time and let the girls come and do the talking with you? This is not the way it is, so please pelase stop complaing through you blog. I know its none of my buisness to write bout you, but this is my comment, so if you do not like it, fuck off, it is none of your buisness to mess with what i had written. I might sound harsh in everyway, but this is me, i am myself, this is the way it is. I am a straight-to-the-point like person. Life is brutal, unfair, so please DONT fuck with me. Finally my laptop has returned, but, alot of functions, features, and stuffs had became retarded in a way. Felt kinda sad bout it, but there is no shit that i can deal with it. So what the fuck, just let it be. Currently, im so fucking broke, nobody can help a single thing, well, here it goes again, thoese are the memorable moments that i had encountered before. Well, i hope this time i could solve it. Brokeness, i awaits your arrival. LoL. One last thing before i end this update. THANK YOU to all of them who supported me, help me in every aspects, especially assignment, thank you very much. This is where i shall stop my update. Till next time, stay tune. </span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3557519392574344305?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-32995304788625469332009-07-16T03:25:00.002+08:002009-07-16T03:50:41.491+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;">It is quite a long time already since i step into Utar. It is only just a month and 16 days, and there are quite a lot of changes on how i looked at some of the peoples in my course. I had realized and found out that some of them have serious attitude problems? or they are like some kinda retard? A few of them tend to do things their way by not listening to other's ideas, some of them like dont give a shit but anything, and there are some like think they are like Mr/Ms.-known-all. Well, my reaction towards them is like what the fuck. Dude, are you serious? These peoples here are like so imature, childish, serious behavior problems, showing off, talking shit, trying to take the whole class's attention, and the list goes on. Oh before i forget, there are some individuals that are from our course, think that they are like so oh-handsome. Just please, please, take a look at yourself, although i am not handsome at all but i just can't stand the way how they acted. To you-know-who-you-are, please, i beg you, do not do that again. We are in the middle of the discussion and you are half way through surfing your net, talking on the phone, messaging, walking here and there etc, oh god i just cant stand it already, that's why i wanted to write it out all here. To be honest, you actually did not participate in the work, you did not contribute any shit other than giving us the venue and did some shit in the beginning. Please, i just hate it, i had told you before, if you do not have the will of doing group work, might as well i go back and do my stuffs rather than wasting time. But seems that you do not understand? Are you some kinda stupid retard freak? Next, there is someone that thinks he knows all. Not to mention who he is, he thinks that he owns everything. Seriously, i felt that he is like so self-centered, never listen to peoples, do not accept the fact that he is wrong sometimes. Lately, he even speaks louder than his mouth can do. Hey dude, one piece of advice, go back and learn things the hard way and you shall understand, you are seriously having some attitude problems which i do not like it your way, allright? You are lack of experience in your life, therefore do not come and compare shit with me, i had gone through suffering and gained more experience that you can never imagine. Please do not bull shit in front of me. DON'T BE STUPID. I do not want to do anything that can hurt your young-hearted-mind by my words and stuffs. DO NOT mess with me, else i will not tolerate wit you and you shall know the taste. Please all, do not make me hate you guys. There are still a lot of peoples that are okay. One of my simple rules of my life, if you're okay, i am okay. I hope i can go on with these kinda things, i have patience, but it has it's limit, please do not test me. The rest of the peoples are still kinda good and okay. Thanks for treating me good. Goodnight.<br /></span></div><div style="font-family: trebuchet ms; text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sl4ykQ7I_9I/AAAAAAAAApo/VBwnXPC7O-Q/s1600-h/Yk8J8RLKmp2p7s00zoS4FJ1jo1_500.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 226px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sl4ykQ7I_9I/AAAAAAAAApo/VBwnXPC7O-Q/s320/Yk8J8RLKmp2p7s00zoS4FJ1jo1_500.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358776205217169362" border="0" /></a><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3299530478862546933?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-56962472206990127512009-07-12T18:50:00.004+08:002009-07-12T19:22:59.698+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Today, a normal Sunday, i should have studying all the shit i can put it into my mind by now, but instead of studying, i am here, updating my blog. I do not know why, every time when i wanted to push myself to study, the harder i push the harder i neglected. Is it something to do with my laziness? Or is it something to do with my stud momentum? Guess it is both. I felt that i had abandoned study since a long time ago and now although i am here again to study ; the feeling of me wanted to study is like totally banished. I just do not seemed to have the mood to study at all. Everybody said, keep your study on high spirit, on schedule, and after you started your engine, keep your speed and momentum consistently, so that you will do it everyday. But now for me, it is like so fucking hard for me to do it. I had two test next week, Monday and Tuesday, and after that i have to do my 5 minutes presentation. What is wrong with me now, i seriously do not know. I was studying in the past 1 hour, but it seems like the tings that i have read through just don't flow into my brain. Guess i have ruts all over my brain. I got no idea how i can polish up my studies, especially maths, i think i am fucked too. I know the midterm exam is important, but i just do not have the will to study. I know it myself too, but i just do not know why i do not have the will. I played too much already, i know it is the time, the time has come for me to study again, everybody deserves a second chance, this is my second chance, as my future lies untold, still kinda blur thou, i told myself that i needed to appreciate this second chance. This is seriously my last chance already, if i still do not change my way as it was before, i will be seriously fucked as i mentioned before. As i know, the journey to my future is still a long way to go, indeed a long long way to go, my future is untold, i can't see bright light in it, just blank and peoples do told me that our future lies on our hand, what you do today will affect how you will be in your future, that's true. Mostly peoples by my age now had already done something meaningful at lease, but me, i am still here, stuck in nowhere, straggle in the middle. This is just like, i am still a blank paper, white paper, there are no marks at all on it. This is the question that i seriously wondered all the time, how to and how can i make my life meaningful? i had failed myself, i did nothing in my whole life, i achieved nothing. Currently, my feelings are like mixed up, i felt that i should do something, at the least just study, but in the meantime i felt like giving up all the time. Shit. Am i content with losing? am i just some loser that fated to do nothing in my whole life? I mean seriously who doesn't want a good life, who doesn't want to have success? I am trying hard. I am now struggling within myself. There are nobody that can help me now, i am the one who can help myself, but it is like so hard for me to make it, God please give me the strength that i need to continue and go on. Sorry i know i am greedy to ask more, but i seriously do not have any other choices left, i just need some strength to go on with my current life. I know life i like a race, there are alot of obstacles, many times i fell down. I finally threw everything that i ever wanted to say here once again. A breathe of relief is te feeling that i felt now. Maybe i should just continue my studies now. Goodluck! I wished to myself for the upcoming test and presentation. Lastly, do i looked like i am in need of some kinda motivation?</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlnHVyxu6rI/AAAAAAAAApg/ph0x5YLfFKo/s1600-h/Ansel-Adams-Road-Nevada-Desert-1960.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 230px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlnHVyxu6rI/AAAAAAAAApg/ph0x5YLfFKo/s320/Ansel-Adams-Road-Nevada-Desert-1960.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357532408955464370" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-5696247220699012751?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-20328728893816830542009-07-09T00:49:00.010+08:002009-07-09T02:14:18.273+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Life is been kinda busy since i went into Utar. Now finally after the test this week, i am updating my blog after a period of time. Okay here it goes, things are quite okay in fact running smooth. Lol. This is what did not expected seriously. Well i mean i got some friends, at least. Such a good improvement since my last update. Nothing went wrong and i get along with them pretty good too. But the friends i mentioned about is mostly from my class, and too bad they are those friends from my assignment group. Well, to me, his can be said that is kinda big improvement for me already. I thought i will be isolated like what i encountered before 2-3 years back. Seriously, it was so fucked up back then. They are kinda nice peoples, they help me a lot too. Oh yeah, although I'm the eldest guy in the class, but hey there are still a few 88's in my class too yeah, so I'm not the only one. haha. But still among them, there are still a few fresh outta school kids, still fresh, and don't know a single shit bout stuffs, well, these are the moments that i hate it the most, lack of communication, is it a gap between my age and theirs? Overall, their impression to me are still okay thou. We often do stuffs together, like eat lunch/dinner, play games, assignments and stuffs, but so far did not hang out together. Hmmm, but at the least is 100 times better to me with what happened in my life in Ktar. They kept calling me "dailou", am i one ? or am i look like a big brother to them? Lol. For some other kids from my course, they suck, i do not like them plus i look down on them too. Some of them are like over acting, self-centered and some other fucked up personalities, same shit just different peoples. I know even no matter where i go there will be these kinda sucky peoples exist, so what the hell, just leave them alone and fuck them. As for now, i just hope i can get along better with them, get to tag along with them and communicate with them better so that those bad shit wont come happen to me once again, right? Overall i am still a neutral guy. =] Lastly, the weather here is like so fucking hot!! Unpredictable too. I just hate it. Here are some pictures that i am about to share with you guys.</span></span><br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTU9tSUemI/AAAAAAAAAno/yJE6wwJ-maE/s1600-h/DSC00504.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTU9tSUemI/AAAAAAAAAno/yJE6wwJ-maE/s320/DSC00504.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356140013443906146" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTU-SEiDtI/AAAAAAAAAn4/tIaeau5kDqc/s1600-h/DSC00505.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 275px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTU-SEiDtI/AAAAAAAAAn4/tIaeau5kDqc/s320/DSC00505.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356140023318187730" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTVBITMoSI/AAAAAAAAAoI/IC_JZl40OIk/s1600-h/....jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTVBITMoSI/AAAAAAAAAoI/IC_JZl40OIk/s320/....jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356140072234950946" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTU9_y5uWI/AAAAAAAAAnw/SJZ1Xt7svtE/s1600-h/DSC01030.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTU9_y5uWI/AAAAAAAAAnw/SJZ1Xt7svtE/s320/DSC01030.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356140018412403042" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTW8Dtt-QI/AAAAAAAAAoY/Uc-P5PgV484/s1600-h/DSC00518.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTW8Dtt-QI/AAAAAAAAAoY/Uc-P5PgV484/s320/DSC00518.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356142184127920386" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTVAInFS4I/AAAAAAAAAoA/ZDFE4s74uXg/s1600-h/DSC01031.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTVAInFS4I/AAAAAAAAAoA/ZDFE4s74uXg/s320/DSC01031.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356140055138487170" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTWEzMrorI/AAAAAAAAAoQ/mGjfHuytClc/s1600-h/DSC01038.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTWEzMrorI/AAAAAAAAAoQ/mGjfHuytClc/s320/DSC01038.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356141234801582770" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">That's all for the pictures that we had taken recently. No much pics had been taken. But i got this one picture from my friend. Lol. Take a look at that picture, 3 girls were sleeping on he floor in the tutorial block ?! Fucking hilarious. They are in their own world. They did not even know he took their pictures. What a shame.</span></span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTXjjFgpyI/AAAAAAAAAog/VZ4bzooNMH8/s1600-h/DSC01053.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTXjjFgpyI/AAAAAAAAAog/VZ4bzooNMH8/s320/DSC01053.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356142862564108066" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Meanwhile, it has been a long period since i left KL. Feeling kinda miss the life at there too. As i only got a few friends, true friends are hard to find over there. So i do appreciate my good friends, and i kinda miss them in a way thou. They have been good to me for all those while. We all sat for the exam together, went out together and did some crazy shit together too. Kok fui - my best buddy and room mate, we have been through things together. Wee Sheng - thanks for teaching me to study and your guidance. Edwin - My buddy in the class and stuffs since i got to repeat. Justin - My buddy in the class after changing groups, good friends and we have been through serious shit together too. Yean Hong - You have been a good friend to me, thanks for your support and teachings. I just wanted to say thank you for being my friend. Yeah, i miss them, maybe the last time that i saw them in KL will be the last time i will be seeing them in my life as we are far from each other. Well, hope i will be seeing you guys in the future.</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTZ8j4ctDI/AAAAAAAAAoo/H1a6Iyn8sX4/s1600-h/Fui.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 218px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTZ8j4ctDI/AAAAAAAAAoo/H1a6Iyn8sX4/s320/Fui.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356145491297743922" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Kok Fui </span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTZ8wvfKHI/AAAAAAAAAow/t64hLJy45oM/s1600-h/weesheng.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 278px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTZ8wvfKHI/AAAAAAAAAow/t64hLJy45oM/s320/weesheng.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356145494749816946" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Wee Sheng </span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTZ9MbJA9I/AAAAAAAAAo4/u29LRJ8nRgY/s1600-h/edwin1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTZ9MbJA9I/AAAAAAAAAo4/u29LRJ8nRgY/s320/edwin1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356145502180672466" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Edwin</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTZ9i0aMbI/AAAAAAAAApA/iFhbdEE_Gi4/s1600-h/Justin.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTZ9i0aMbI/AAAAAAAAApA/iFhbdEE_Gi4/s320/Justin.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356145508192235954" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Justin</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTZ91ZR31I/AAAAAAAAApI/NM4EQSeCQj8/s1600-h/Hong.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 238px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTZ91ZR31I/AAAAAAAAApI/NM4EQSeCQj8/s320/Hong.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356145513178718034" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" >Yean Hong </span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">_<span style="font-size:130%;">___________________________________________________________________</span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >050709</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Sorry for updating this in my blog for so late. Here it goes. This is the date that i will remember all my life. This is the date, a memorable one. This is the date that marks a another level of our relationship for both of us. Yeah this is the day, the day, our 6 month-sary. Thank you baby for being with me for this long already, we still have a long long way to go. This day, had already marked down a new level and another new beginning for both of us. Time flies like a blink of an eye, it is like just so freaking fast and boom, there goes our half year. Lol. I am kinda happy that i am still with you baby. I love you. Although i am not always be by your side, i just wanted you to know that, you're not alone, i will always be by your side when you needed me, all right? Thanks for all your patience and all the things that you had done for me, thank you very very much baby. You had change alot since back then, and i noticed that, thank you for showing such a courtesy, i know it is hard for you, but still you can do it for me. I know that kinda feeling is hard for you to bear, but i am having it as well. You know what, each time i went back to Penang and each time it is like it will be even harder for me to leave. My feeling is like a stone, like some kinda unknown feeling, deep down and very heavy. I dont know why i will felt that way, but it is true that i do not wanted to leave Penang for you baby. By the way i just wanted to tell you that, i am stuggling hard as well, just do not be sad and cry alrfeady okay? But i am glad and happy because i never had this kinda happy feeling before till he time i am being together with you, you know? I am tired after doing all those shitty assignments, but still i insist that i wanted to update this to my blog and show it to you, as a sign of my appreciation to you baby. Please do not mad at me okay? As for now, what i wanted to say is, the road is still long and hard ahead for us to go on, let us hope we will go through all of them together okay? I love you and i miss you. Goodnight. </span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTgGJ5UwRI/AAAAAAAAApQ/dWGLbSpr8eg/s1600-h/DSC08759.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SlTgGJ5UwRI/AAAAAAAAApQ/dWGLbSpr8eg/s320/DSC08759.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356152253190553874" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Well folks, this is where i shall stop my writing. Maybe i shall update my blog the next time.</span><br /></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2032872889381683054?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-14254112025321147752009-06-06T13:55:00.005+08:002009-06-06T17:44:54.291+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Its me, i am here again, sitting in front of my laptop, plan to update my blog after so damn long leaving it here empty already. Things really do changed a lot recently. Let me recall it back first as i can't really remember every single detail things that had happened for the last month. I have been so lazy to update my blog recently as i am busy working last month, plus i do not have enough time to rest, oh yeah mainly because i screwed my laptop up. Zzz. Okay, let me start it off from April. Nothing much bout what i had done in the month April accept several outings a week and worrying bout my exam and college, well it has been settle by now. Oh yeah, i got to work at Nike culture starting from April the 20th. Well what i got to say is that i did not thought of going there to work because i had decided to continue my studies in Utar, Kampar. Never mind, what done is done, anyway, nice getting know some friends while i am working too, Sean, Yien, Nicole, you guys are nice nice peoples, good luck and all the best with your studies or courier ahead. Nice working with you guys although i had stop working there already, but i still will always visit you guys when I'm free allright. Actually it is nice working there because i love sneakers and kicks, and i got the opportunity to touch and try them everyday, hahah. But on the other hand our Superior is killing us. I stop work there at 24th of May as i need some time to do some preparation before setting down to Kampar. So time flies like a blink of an eye, its 31th of May and i gotta move to there already, how sad to leave Penang once again. There is goes again, there's some kinda unknown feeling, like empty ? Nope it's not the word to describe it, it's more to missing somebody? Maybe i miss her and my friends as well ? Hmmm. Allright, here it goes, 1st of June, the first day of my Utar life, what i can tell you guys bout it, its sucked. I think things are like going back to the same kinda life i had in KL 2 years before. Its like everyday woke up, repeating the same old shit i did in KL, nothing much different. My housemates are friendly ? I don't know, they just don't have the same click with me, like I'm totally some outer space creature to them, guess we totally got no link at all eh. Seriously i cant really communicate with them, what they did everyday is just sit in front of their laptop and Dota all day long. This sucks. The girls in my house are rather to be listed in the group "arrogant". They think that they are like very pretty and shit, to be honest i do not give a fuck bout them. As for my classmates, hmmm i do not really communicate with them, why ? because i felt like being alone. The feeling of nobody came straight to my mind, hahah. I can survive in KL the shit place for nearly 3 years without a lot of friends why cant i make it here too ? I don't give a shit bout it seriously. This place is a total mess, its freaking hot everyday, especially at night, its like I'm staying in a room of sauna, damn. Cant really imagine for those who stayed here for so long, I'm staying here for 5 days only and i began to have sore throat, you guys can just imagine the freaking weather over here. I'm speechless. What i can do here everyday after class is just go back to my room and sit in front of the com and surf the net ? This place reli sucked hard, no entertainment at all. The only entertainment here is to play games. We have to go to Ipoh if we wanted to watch a movie at the cinema. I am very lucky to have some friends from Penang to hang out with me, if not i will even be more nobody. Well folks, guess im gonna stop writting already, so this is where im gonna stop. Stay tune for my next updates, included im free. The end.</span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >p/s : I miss her. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1425411202532114775?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-50328705225684258702009-04-13T19:37:00.014+08:002009-04-13T22:19:35.256+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Lost </span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Recently, guess i had found myself lost in the crossroad of my life once again. I seriously got no idea when i started to felt so. Maybe this is not i want in my life ?? What am i looking for ? Maybe this road that i taken after my secondary school is not the road i wanted for. I know, everybody keep telling me that every roads have its obstacles to pull me down, but 2 years after things had gone this far, i felt like wanted to give up my current situation. I keep pretending and keep this problem aside but it came to me too at last. Looking back 2 years before, i still thought this might work out good for me, but after i tried, 2 years later, today, i found it wrong, i have failed. I am fucked up. I shouldn't have gone there. I have been wondering myself whether what is the best for me, but till now it seems that i just cant find one. I am certainly lost right now. Since last 3 weeks, i have been escaping to make my decision, i even went to work in some fair, starting off with PenangFON in some property fair and last few days with Sony in some Bridal Fair. I kept myself busy for not facing the problem. But at last, when i got home yesterday night, i began to think. I cant just keep escaping the problem forever. At last i had made my decision, but i still have doubt bout this decision that i have made, whether this is the right one for me now, cause another wrong step that i take leads me to deep shit somewhere in my future, that's why this is serious. I don't hope i got shitty future, just like everyone does right ? Who will hope for a bad future ? Seriously, sometimes i do wonder why i just cant find the right choice. I think i had decided not to continue what am i taking right now, i found it unsuitable for me and since the person in charge had rejected my appeal letter, guess i got no other choice left right now. Maybe i should just start to work and in the meantime look for suitable things to take up ? Some my friends agreed on what i told them. But some disagree, they told me to continue where am standing now which i found it quite hard for me this time. One of my friend told me, life is still long ahead to go, don't just go on with something you cant cope, there are many choices out there waiting, maybe i can find another one even more suitable for me, things will eventually worked out right, he said. So i thought, he is right, if i give up now, maybe i can found a better road out. Actually i had made my decision earlier, but i don't know why i m still having second thoughts here, wondering. I am searching for some answer currently, maybe some of you can help me. But even if somebody gave me suggestion, i am still the one who will be making my final decision in the end. Sigh, seriously i am thinking hard now. Hope there will be some miracle in my life, hope there will be a better life for me. I don't believe in fate, i believe in myself. Everything will be just fine. I told myself.</span><br /></span></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Let's put this matter aside, recently, i had found out this song randomly, from my brother's phone. After i asked him, he told me this song is from some anime named Gundam Double O. Lol, now only i know. He had downloaded them. Oh besides that, when i was driving back home the other day after work, i heard this song playing in the radio too. What a coincidence. The song is quite nice, relax, but, it just don't seemed like the type of song i will like, but i still don't know why i kinda like it. Lol. Anyway, i still will share it here. Here it goes, and the title is " Trust you by Yuna Ito ".</span><br /><br /><object width="348" height="264" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-e4330c89c3094ce5" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v21.nonxt7.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3De4330c89c3094ce5%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331655887%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D8BD0D12A98F779B1D46E179BCF46134D15487CC.664D7EDB636CE0492F67547BD17B56A70818BEF2%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3De4330c89c3094ce5%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DTitbE6PqXHYTyAfRH0v7CYSckvI&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="348" height="264" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v21.nonxt7.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3De4330c89c3094ce5%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331655887%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D8BD0D12A98F779B1D46E179BCF46134D15487CC.664D7EDB636CE0492F67547BD17B56A70818BEF2%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3De4330c89c3094ce5%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DTitbE6PqXHYTyAfRH0v7CYSckvI&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >So, this is it, this is where i shall end my post. I will update asap. </span><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >130409<br />2015<br />Jian™</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-5032870522568425870?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-68725818398525586132009-04-10T01:25:00.005+08:002009-04-10T02:24:37.791+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >Blog war</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><br /></span><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >People, i am back again. This post of mine is not specifically mentioning bout some friends of mine out there, just for the sake of updating and sharing. No hard feelings all right ? Found my post wrong ? I beg your pardon but FUCK YOU! GET LOST ! To whom it may concern, sorry for your misfortune. Recently, friends of mine are having blog wars through their blog. All i wanted to say is just take it easy. Relax, chill yourself okay ? Need not to swear and cursed people also all right ?? First of all, i wanna say that, everything starts and happened for reasons all right ? Need not cause of small matter merajuk till like this, which will leads to unhappy endings. There are always purposes and reasons why and how peoples will judge and say anything bout you, including me, i wont say that im handsome, rich enough, good or bad guy, etc. First, if you dint do stuffs or things that peoples might think you are stupid, then peoples wont judge things wrongly bout you. Don't let your stupidity take over you. " Never underestimate the probability of stupidity " quoted Mike Taylor. Either bad or shitty things will happened if you acted accordingly to your stupidity which i found it quite true. Just don't simply act without thinking all right ? Use your brain to think. Try to accept ideas, suggestions that peoples told you, maybe you will get a better life later on. You think you're totally right ? Think twice, peoples might not like it your way, everything can be solve okay ? Just don't think that everyone must do things accordingly to you own judgment. Nobody is a perfect person, like i said, even im not a perfect person, peoples got the tendency to improve cause they listen to each others. I was wondering, is it very hard for you to accept people's ideas and suggestions ? Don't be mad, im just witting facts ! No offense. Guess until today you still don't know why peoples just hate you ? Pretending to be friendly, but backstabbing you in the end. Like i said, it happened cause of reasons okay ? First, the way you talked. Freaks people out okay ? Like i said once again, use your brain to think first before you open your mouth and talk, seriously. Try not to say something that might hurt peoples. Respect each others all right ? I found it quite true based on how you talk, it make no sense at all. My suggestion, try to learn a proper way of talking, else you might ending up your friends hating you and shit. Get a life ! Please care bout what you did and how you act okay ? Not all people will accept it. People might found it quite disgusting all right ? Oh yeah, Don't do stuffs that you think it will only benefits yourself, try to be a team player. My point is please do not be so selfish, try to think of others first before hand. Im not objecting that peoples will only do things for the sake of their benefits, but in this case, what i wanted to tell you is, try to be a team player, everybody need help okay ? Trust me, one day, things might get worst cause of your selfishness. Plus, try not to be so childish. Like look whose talking ?? you guys out there know who is childish and who is not right ? Please, GROW up ! Thank you. Oh, speaking of naive ? Don't you think that you are even naive than who you know ? Talking nonsense and think bout stuffs irrationally? Stop that will you. You think that everything will be solve by deleting it, and blame all the shit upon people ? In my opinion, you have to admit that you are wrong sometimes when you did things wrongly. Same goes to me. The person who bravely admit his mistake is a brave person, as he can take all the blame upon him or her, and admit that he or she is wrong. Okay, if you do not know the truth bout anything, i mean anything that happened around you, please ASK all right ? Do not assume things in your way. This foolish act will only leads to misunderstanding and above all, might cause serious shit such as how people misjudge you. Im not trying to fire up and add fuel to fire in this case okay ? What im trying to tell here is for the sake of your own good, believe it or not, you will be the one who suffer from problems in the end if you do not change at all. Do not be so stubborn, try to think and accept. No offense all right ? Thank you very much for your precious time to read this long passage that i specially dedicated just for you. =] Stop blog war.</span><br /></span></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">" Arguing over the internet especially blog of yours is like running in the Special Olympics, if you win, you will still be a retard. " </span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" >100409<br />0219<br />Jian™</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-6872581839852558613?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-11081179677053805182009-03-20T17:04:00.002+08:002009-03-20T18:07:21.733+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">.... What? No life.</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Lately, i feel that this kinda life Im having now its kinda like... no life at all you know, repeating the same old shit everyday. Like i have said before, " Same shit, different day. " Yeah, its true, Im having this pathetic life now. Everyday is still the same, everything remained the same, unchanged, that why its fucking boring. Can i not have this kinda life already ? I am fucking tired of this shitty life im having now already, i hope i can change, but i was told that i am a failure in my life, can i really change my life ? There's only 1 and the half months left i guess for me to go back to my sin-tuary, and im still here, doing nothing, wasting time.... what i did everyday was like, wake up, if there's anywhere to go i will go, and if there's anything to do to ease my boredom, i will do, if not sitting in front of the com is likely i shall do. Its like totally lifeless! I can predict, what will I do even if im back in my shithole will be just the same, pointless shit. I wanted something that can make my life a happier, better one. Speaking of which, i felt that i lost my direction of life too. Like, i dont know what am i doing right now, like motiveless ?? Or i can say, i live without a reason, what is this ? It seems that i had lost the direction of my life since.... i seriously dont know, why will this happened to me? Im lost. Can I have some better life ? Can somebody please enlighten me, show me the new path that i shall go on with ?? None better, lately, i found out i have been arguing with my family, my friends, fruequently. Is it something that go to do with my attitude ? or my behaviour ? Or even my anger management? Before, to me, I would just said " Dont like my attitude or the way i talk ? Fuck off! " Seriously, im sorry for arguing with you guys, maybe theer's really something wrong with my attitude, maybe ya all will just think that Im wrong, but in otherway, different peoples had different point of views, just dont think that everything will go by your rules and your ways. Anyway, if I had done anything wrong to you guys, I seriously appologize from the bottom of my heart. Espeacially you, Hazel, Im sorry. I wonder, is it anything wrong with the way i talk and communicate ?? Okay, if anyone of you thinks that im wrong, feel free to tell me allright? I dont know why this recently, im always not in a good mood, maybe because of this unhealthy and boring lifestyle i had ? I just dont know why things will end up in this way. Do I seriously need to think and change my attitude, anger mangement ?? I got no ideas, i wonder who can give me some logical answers. My mind is full of plenty of question marks, a pocket full of questions, questions by questions, when only i can seek out them answers myself and stop this shit im having now. Seriously, I think that I need to change the way i am now. I hope it will be okay in the future. Off !<br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 100%;">200309<br />1807<br />Jian<span style="font-size: 130%;">™</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1108117967705380518?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-39529967186063069252009-03-18T01:12:00.002+08:002009-03-18T01:28:05.500+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">14th March 2009</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Sorry for the late updates, kinda lazy to update my blog once again. Hmmm, today, went out quite late in the evening to fetch her from island plaza. Dinner after that. Back to island plaza again to kill some time and we meet How and Jesslyn there. Later, i fetch her back home. After that went to Pei Yee's birthday party at her new house, i think it is her uncle's house if im not wrong. I reached there kinda late. But late is better than not coming allright ? Happy birthday to Pei Yee once again. Here's some random pictures :</span><br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sb_aQgYMaqI/AAAAAAAAAnY/OtYiwT_vuVI/s1600-h/2652_71900619017_583829017_2209207_7733977_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sb_aQgYMaqI/AAAAAAAAAnY/OtYiwT_vuVI/s320/2652_71900619017_583829017_2209207_7733977_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314206062424648354" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sb_aQpBjupI/AAAAAAAAAnQ/UUSF2PQYaps/s1600-h/2652_71900634017_583829017_2209210_1285021_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sb_aQpBjupI/AAAAAAAAAnQ/UUSF2PQYaps/s320/2652_71900634017_583829017_2209210_1285021_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314206064745626258" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sb_aQUgbhaI/AAAAAAAAAnI/acalAjs-bSg/s1600-h/2652_71900594017_583829017_2209202_5491108_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sb_aQUgbhaI/AAAAAAAAAnI/acalAjs-bSg/s320/2652_71900594017_583829017_2209202_5491108_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314206059237967266" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sb_aQYP0pSI/AAAAAAAAAnA/FsSv-qgIQGI/s1600-h/2652_71900589017_583829017_2209201_6243113_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/Sb_aQYP0pSI/AAAAAAAAAnA/FsSv-qgIQGI/s320/2652_71900589017_583829017_2209201_6243113_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314206060242052386" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">15th,16th,17th March 2009</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Two days already, i have been killing my boredom and my time at night in NetCity playing games with How, Ming and Hazel. Kinda bored at night, that's why i kinda like to go there and play. Hope i wont get addicted like Ming does and need to report to the cafe everyday. Lol. Next, Tuesday, i did not go to net city at night, instead, i went supper with Jeremy and Hui San. Thanks him for fetching us. </span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">That's all for this time. Kinda like dont have stuffs to updates also. Lol. Well, I will see what i can throw in for the next time. Goodnight. Ciaoz. </span><br /></div></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 100%;">180309<br />0131<br />Jian<span style="font-size: 130%;">™</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3952996718606306925?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-89523350064419980302009-03-10T16:23:00.012+08:002009-03-10T21:16:50.865+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Okay, its been almost a month since i last updated my blog. Well, to be honest there arent anything special to write. I dont know which and where i shall start from. After several times of thinking, so this is where i shall start i guess...</span><br /></div> <br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">27th February 2009</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I can still remember, that day, all we had was just a simple outing with How, Yikk and her. We went for some Redbox session for 3 hours. We meet Seang and his hello over there too. Okay, here are some of the pictures that we taken. After redbox session we went back.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbYrLUsiAuI/AAAAAAAAAis/spyqAyk6jok/s1600-h/IMG_8642.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbYrLUsiAuI/AAAAAAAAAis/spyqAyk6jok/s320/IMG_8642.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311480284064121570" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbYrL6TrkTI/AAAAAAAAAi0/Jrk_xLdOKO4/s1600-h/IMG_8655.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbYrL6TrkTI/AAAAAAAAAi0/Jrk_xLdOKO4/s320/IMG_8655.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311480294160437554" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbYrMEvk-DI/AAAAAAAAAi8/FnZIiYio2Zk/s1600-h/IMG_8643.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbYrMEvk-DI/AAAAAAAAAi8/FnZIiYio2Zk/s320/IMG_8643.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311480296961800242" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">7th March 2009</div><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">This is the day when all of us went for a hike to Pantai Kerachut. All of us reached there in the morning bout 9am, and after we finished register ourselves at the counter, we started our journey. This is the permit that the counter gave us upon register. The team includes, Earns, Teng Seang, Me, How, Yikk, SY, Hazel, Hui Ling and LPC.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbYvpYaqUEI/AAAAAAAAAjM/V_bWPUmmajc/s1600-h/DSC02768.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbYvpYaqUEI/AAAAAAAAAjM/V_bWPUmmajc/s320/DSC02768.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311485198505496642" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbYvpOhsUqI/AAAAAAAAAjE/k-U-b4u_FVg/s1600-h/DSC02773.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbYvpOhsUqI/AAAAAAAAAjE/k-U-b4u_FVg/s320/DSC02773.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311485195850633890" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Starting of the hiking trip, i felt abit wore out because its been a long long time since i last hike. Plus i have been smoking too. But in the middle, me, how, yikk and her came leading the team. Besides that, we have lost Earnest, Teng Seang, LPC, SY, and Hui Ling because they hike kinda slow, plus Earnest throw out when we started to hike not long. We spend bout 50mins including rest to reach the destination. After waiting for around 20mins plus, here comes Teng Seang and LPC. Soon, Earnest reached, SY and Hui Ling came arrived at the very last. We thought we can bbq and have our lunch there, everything is prepared but too bad SY had forgotten to bring the bbq sticks up. It Sucked ! Eventually, we have no lunch to eat and SY suggested to take the boat back to the dock near the entrance. Its his fault that he had left the sticks in his car. For me, this trip its not very enjoyable, its like we climb all the way up hill and reached there for nothing, seriously. At last, Sy lead the rest to the boat and they went back paying 10 bucks each as the fare. Left me, How, and Yikk, the 3 of us decided to hike back to the starting point. Its hot that time and we made it with only 45mins of walk. Heres some of the pictures, some sceneries shot by Hazel and Yikk too.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZcc4sG4rI/AAAAAAAAAjU/jlv0DY-4onU/s1600-h/IMG_8674.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZcc4sG4rI/AAAAAAAAAjU/jlv0DY-4onU/s320/IMG_8674.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311534461853557426" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZcczEGi3I/AAAAAAAAAjc/W77ywAact_c/s1600-h/IMG_8680.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZcczEGi3I/AAAAAAAAAjc/W77ywAact_c/s320/IMG_8680.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311534460343585650" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZcdClaETI/AAAAAAAAAjs/G284fBht_sg/s1600-h/IMG_8690.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZcdClaETI/AAAAAAAAAjs/G284fBht_sg/s320/IMG_8690.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311534464509808946" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZcdKTKshI/AAAAAAAAAjk/908E-_S-W0s/s1600-h/IMG_8671.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZcdKTKshI/AAAAAAAAAjk/908E-_S-W0s/s320/IMG_8671.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311534466580787730" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZcdeuktbI/AAAAAAAAAj0/PwgssQW4CNQ/s1600-h/IMG_8730.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZcdeuktbI/AAAAAAAAAj0/PwgssQW4CNQ/s320/IMG_8730.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311534472064447922" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZdzulj9SI/AAAAAAAAAj8/S0T-cXYq_C8/s1600-h/IMG_8732.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZdzulj9SI/AAAAAAAAAj8/S0T-cXYq_C8/s320/IMG_8732.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311535953790367010" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZdz3LZ9SI/AAAAAAAAAkE/iIZn3AyJncM/s1600-h/IMG_8733.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZdz3LZ9SI/AAAAAAAAAkE/iIZn3AyJncM/s320/IMG_8733.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311535956096578850" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZd0ahrXoI/AAAAAAAAAkM/djrduRM9TfI/s1600-h/IMG_8735.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZd0ahrXoI/AAAAAAAAAkM/djrduRM9TfI/s320/IMG_8735.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311535965585235586" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZemT4hUBI/AAAAAAAAAkk/F05QIkxk5xM/s1600-h/IMG_8744.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZemT4hUBI/AAAAAAAAAkk/F05QIkxk5xM/s320/IMG_8744.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311536822795456530" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">The scenery</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZd0Q9Be_I/AAAAAAAAAkU/N4WTFaiSXW4/s1600-h/IMG_8686.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZd0Q9Be_I/AAAAAAAAAkU/N4WTFaiSXW4/s320/IMG_8686.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311535963015576562" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZd0qlgHMI/AAAAAAAAAkc/FtwnOJ2_LQY/s1600-h/IMG_8687.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZd0qlgHMI/AAAAAAAAAkc/FtwnOJ2_LQY/s320/IMG_8687.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311535969896242370" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZemsRBv-I/AAAAAAAAAks/R-LjR0ddfRA/s1600-h/IMG_8689.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZemsRBv-I/AAAAAAAAAks/R-LjR0ddfRA/s320/IMG_8689.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311536829340696546" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZem_3LY8I/AAAAAAAAAk0/t0n8LpKNawY/s1600-h/IMG_8695.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZem_3LY8I/AAAAAAAAAk0/t0n8LpKNawY/s320/IMG_8695.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311536834600985538" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZenWMZ0nI/AAAAAAAAAlE/YAJ5PZEux7Q/s1600-h/IMG_8708.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZgfQq-pYI/AAAAAAAAAlM/bRi1-h6k7Fs/s320/IMG_8710.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311538900697523586" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZgf0xDtdI/AAAAAAAAAlU/zMoxoaJ4t50/s1600-h/IMG_8712.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZgf0xDtdI/AAAAAAAAAlU/zMoxoaJ4t50/s320/IMG_8712.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311538910386697682" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZggAFAqKI/AAAAAAAAAlc/dmG9ALGNVwk/s1600-h/IMG_8725.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZggAFAqKI/AAAAAAAAAlc/dmG9ALGNVwk/s320/IMG_8725.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311538913423173794" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZggQhrm2I/AAAAAAAAAlk/aFJSHAe-5BE/s1600-h/IMG_8726.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZggQhrm2I/AAAAAAAAAlk/aFJSHAe-5BE/s320/IMG_8726.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311538917838396258" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiA2ciIMI/AAAAAAAAAl0/5zvb7AfKAAk/s1600-h/IMG_8737.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiA2ciIMI/AAAAAAAAAl0/5zvb7AfKAAk/s320/IMG_8737.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311540577284792514" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">The dock near the entrance</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiG2KFC0I/AAAAAAAAAmc/OLuTZzpRwb8/s1600-h/IMG_8763.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiG2KFC0I/AAAAAAAAAmc/OLuTZzpRwb8/s320/IMG_8763.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311540680286604098" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiBXswAkI/AAAAAAAAAmE/BfgSJxrZSOg/s1600-h/IMG_8747.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiBXswAkI/AAAAAAAAAmE/BfgSJxrZSOg/s320/IMG_8747.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311540586211181122" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiBJfVbWI/AAAAAAAAAl8/6hPM9RizdkU/s1600-h/IMG_8746.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiBJfVbWI/AAAAAAAAAl8/6hPM9RizdkU/s320/IMG_8746.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311540582396816738" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiBQWXjBI/AAAAAAAAAmM/y50KTo-zzvA/s1600-h/IMG_8750.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiBQWXjBI/AAAAAAAAAmM/y50KTo-zzvA/s320/IMG_8750.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311540584238255122" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiBtBjFEI/AAAAAAAAAmU/qtoKf35JLm0/s1600-h/IMG_8758.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZiBtBjFEI/AAAAAAAAAmU/qtoKf35JLm0/s320/IMG_8758.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311540591935558722" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">After leaving the place, we decided to head to Hazel's place and cook our lunch. We went to her house without Teng Seang, LPC, and SY. End up we finished up the 5packs of sausages and 1 big pack of fishball. Thanks Hazel's mum for cooking us the fried rice, the sausages and the fishballs. Earns even bring the pail up to chill the beer. After cleaning up and stuffs, we left her house at about 8something at night.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZlVcxCjNI/AAAAAAAAAmk/ummjo6sRzhg/s1600-h/DSC02762.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZlVcxCjNI/AAAAAAAAAmk/ummjo6sRzhg/s320/DSC02762.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311544229703617746" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZlV4L4jkI/AAAAAAAAAms/DG9t02jvbGw/s1600-h/IMG_8766.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SbZlV4L4jkI/AAAAAAAAAms/DG9t02jvbGw/s320/IMG_8766.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311544237063966274" border="0" /></a></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Allright, this is the end of my updates. Till next time. </span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 100%;">100308<br />2117<br />Jian<span style="font-size: 130%;">™</span></span><br /></div> </div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-8952335006441998030?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-18469585665874478912009-02-17T00:35:00.005+08:002009-02-17T01:39:29.397+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >14th February 2009</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Happy valentines day to us. Actually we did not really celebrated it. We just went for a movie, and end up eating dinner together only. Like the things we usually did. Oh we watched " The House " lol. That's all. Anyway, thanks for spending time with me that day. =] Here's a simple dedication to you. " I love you bie, i know i made you angry every time but at last you had forgive me in the end. Im sorry bie. Seriously, i love you so so much. " Happy valentines day to us again. <3<br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZmeG_nIukI/AAAAAAAAAiE/yAkiZQP8Rp4/s1600-h/DSC00492.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZmeG_nIukI/AAAAAAAAAiE/yAkiZQP8Rp4/s320/DSC00492.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303443879197456962" border="0" /></a><br /></span></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZmeGkOZwGI/AAAAAAAAAh8/UsYM7mBHn0I/s1600-h/DSC00516.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZmeGkOZwGI/AAAAAAAAAh8/UsYM7mBHn0I/s320/DSC00516.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303443871845957730" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >15th February 2009</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">An ordinary Sunday, nothing special. As for today, i slept till bout 4.30 in the evening, woke up, got ready and rush to gurney to meet her up. lol. I was kinda hungry that time, and we end up eating our dinner at xuan sheng. After our dinner, we went to watch " Valkyrie ". Thanks for the dinner and the movie k ? =]</span><br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZmjF8Ln8NI/AAAAAAAAAiM/5EVprExrp1A/s1600-h/DSC00506.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZmjF8Ln8NI/AAAAAAAAAiM/5EVprExrp1A/s320/DSC00506.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303449358655025362" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZmjGoolBrI/AAAAAAAAAiU/zK6GaedrxFc/s1600-h/DSC00496.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 258px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZmjGoolBrI/AAAAAAAAAiU/zK6GaedrxFc/s320/DSC00496.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303449370587629234" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Okay, this is it, a simple update for what goes on in the past two days. Till next time</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">. </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Ciaoz.</span><br /></div><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;" >170209<br />0137<br />Jian<span style="font-size:130%;">™</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1846958566587447891?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-78630895679394528472009-02-13T03:21:00.006+08:002009-02-13T03:42:42.075+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Same as the way is it, im still so so LAZY to update my blog again and again. It begins after CNY as i had to go back to KL to finished off my stupid exam, 2 more papers and i had to stay there for 3 more days. As my exam finished, Seang, Earns, Chye, SY and her came to Kl and we hang out to several places. Im not going to type it all out because i had forgotten part of it, seriously i've got no idea which, when and where we went those day, so i will only post them pictures here. Here it goes again :</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR6JNlnFvI/AAAAAAAAAh0/fHpYS5TOWZE/s1600-h/n818210362_5803112_574.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR6JNlnFvI/AAAAAAAAAh0/fHpYS5TOWZE/s320/n818210362_5803112_574.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301996960006739698" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Retard Sy with the Retard RM40 dolphin doll. </span><br /><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR4koxzIeI/AAAAAAAAAgc/tRjxrTRhO70/s1600-h/n818210362_5803077_9653.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR4koxzIeI/AAAAAAAAAgc/tRjxrTRhO70/s320/n818210362_5803077_9653.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301995232138830306" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR4kr_EVjI/AAAAAAAAAgk/HS3sT3vDzX8/s1600-h/n818210362_5803079_202.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR4kr_EVjI/AAAAAAAAAgk/HS3sT3vDzX8/s320/n818210362_5803079_202.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301995232999790130" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR4lA9WirI/AAAAAAAAAgs/1OiwugOHvKg/s1600-h/n818210362_5803082_1054.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR4lA9WirI/AAAAAAAAAgs/1OiwugOHvKg/s320/n818210362_5803082_1054.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301995238629739186" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >LPC !</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR4lMKOX-I/AAAAAAAAAg0/WDpA3j9iGig/s1600-h/n818210362_5803087_2577.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR4lMKOX-I/AAAAAAAAAg0/WDpA3j9iGig/s320/n818210362_5803087_2577.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301995241636519906" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR4lFtUXYI/AAAAAAAAAg8/GHWru7m36Nw/s1600-h/n818210362_5803089_3150.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR4lFtUXYI/AAAAAAAAAg8/GHWru7m36Nw/s320/n818210362_5803089_3150.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301995239904664962" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR5MhT5dOI/AAAAAAAAAhE/sdbL5vX9lQo/s1600-h/n818210362_5803094_4676.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR5MhT5dOI/AAAAAAAAAhE/sdbL5vX9lQo/s320/n818210362_5803094_4676.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301995917329134818" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Stupid SY Jays.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR5NNk9LOI/AAAAAAAAAhk/asm3bqrjGw8/s1600-h/n818210362_5803105_8245.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR5NNk9LOI/AAAAAAAAAhk/asm3bqrjGw8/s320/n818210362_5803105_8245.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301995929211841762" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR5MveqZFI/AAAAAAAAAhM/osZfJYIOvV4/s1600-h/n818210362_5803095_4982.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR5MveqZFI/AAAAAAAAAhM/osZfJYIOvV4/s320/n818210362_5803095_4982.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301995921132381266" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Look at Sy the retard !</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR5M4-lqOI/AAAAAAAAAhU/wLZFu3i4ZAE/s1600-h/n818210362_5803097_5632.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR5M4-lqOI/AAAAAAAAAhU/wLZFu3i4ZAE/s320/n818210362_5803097_5632.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301995923682207970" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR5M5f33TI/AAAAAAAAAhc/aVOfqe78Gq0/s1600-h/n818210362_5803101_6962.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR5M5f33TI/AAAAAAAAAhc/aVOfqe78Gq0/s320/n818210362_5803101_6962.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301995923821813042" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR6IzpCyXI/AAAAAAAAAhs/q5avOoluM-U/s1600-h/n818210362_5803109_9557.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SZR6IzpCyXI/AAAAAAAAAhs/q5avOoluM-U/s320/n818210362_5803109_9557.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301996953041815922" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >So this is it, the end of my simple update this time. Till next time.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;" >130209<br />0341<br />Jian<span style="font-size:130%;">™</span></span><br /><br /></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-7863089567939452847?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-54139123870153928602009-02-04T00:22:00.004+08:002009-02-04T17:27:06.670+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Happy Chinese new year !! Happy Chinese new year to all my fellow friends, my mates, dudes, lads, fellow strangers and all those who are not my friends yet, happy chinese new year. Anyway, its been awhile since i last updated my blog, recently im lazy. YES, im freaking lazy to update my blog nowadays. I have been really really tired recently, so even if i got the time also i dont have the energy to log in my blog and updates em. Recently, during chinese new year, there are alot of outings, and i seriously cant tell out which and when did i went for it. Just let the pictures do all the takings k ? Here it goes :</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhxMXqmzWI/AAAAAAAAAcE/iDEm8seG2Gk/s1600-h/DSC00392.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhxMXqmzWI/AAAAAAAAAcE/iDEm8seG2Gk/s320/DSC00392.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298609418926476642" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >GURU yikk !</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhxMTGmfeI/AAAAAAAAAcM/1aM49hVM0AE/s1600-h/DSC00391.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhxMTGmfeI/AAAAAAAAAcM/1aM49hVM0AE/s320/DSC00391.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298609417701719522" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Guru Yikk's backview ! Power !</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhxMt77oxI/AAAAAAAAAcU/0sqpCAFdJGw/s1600-h/DSC00383.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhxMt77oxI/AAAAAAAAAcU/0sqpCAFdJGw/s320/DSC00383.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298609424904725266" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >VILLU !</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhxMhFGR6I/AAAAAAAAAcc/UI9CSag3uH8/s1600-h/DSC00385.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhxMhFGR6I/AAAAAAAAAcc/UI9CSag3uH8/s320/DSC00385.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298609421453510562" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Lil Hazel and me. =]</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhy13xTaNI/AAAAAAAAAcs/GLCLuoA1RBc/s1600-h/DSC01357.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhy13xTaNI/AAAAAAAAAcs/GLCLuoA1RBc/s320/DSC01357.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298611231430764754" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Hers and mine.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhy2P2OzAI/AAAAAAAAAc0/DUOnRBr9OTM/s1600-h/DSC01359.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhy2P2OzAI/AAAAAAAAAc0/DUOnRBr9OTM/s320/DSC01359.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298611237893884930" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhy2EnzAFI/AAAAAAAAAc8/9jaFmw1oYu8/s1600-h/DSC00386.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhy2EnzAFI/AAAAAAAAAc8/9jaFmw1oYu8/s320/DSC00386.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298611234880553042" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Earns.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhy2Ivyh-I/AAAAAAAAAdE/V6Vc1WdZOXc/s1600-h/n1022846988_30297900_4674.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhy2Ivyh-I/AAAAAAAAAdE/V6Vc1WdZOXc/s320/n1022846988_30297900_4674.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298611235987818466" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhy2Z7D9MI/AAAAAAAAAdM/Y8Iv_FfDjLQ/s1600-h/n1022846988_30299403_7936.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYhy2Z7D9MI/AAAAAAAAAdM/Y8Iv_FfDjLQ/s320/n1022846988_30299403_7936.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298611240598500546" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Senorita Jess!</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlT50wp5zI/AAAAAAAAAdU/GExuQyMISlc/s1600-h/DSC07501.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlT50wp5zI/AAAAAAAAAdU/GExuQyMISlc/s320/DSC07501.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298858689458464562" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Chee Kheng and Lee CS !</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlT6MGHVnI/AAAAAAAAAdc/7CeZ6zMeVwE/s1600-h/DSC01380.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlT6MGHVnI/AAAAAAAAAdc/7CeZ6zMeVwE/s320/DSC01380.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298858695722489458" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Lil Hazel and me again. =]</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlT6CtpMII/AAAAAAAAAdk/XKTP1RO4rbg/s1600-h/DSC02281.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlT6CtpMII/AAAAAAAAAdk/XKTP1RO4rbg/s320/DSC02281.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298858693203931266" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Taking fresh air. =,=</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlT6EXdPMI/AAAAAAAAAds/rBikG3ClbAE/s1600-h/DSC00824.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlT6EXdPMI/AAAAAAAAAds/rBikG3ClbAE/s320/DSC00824.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298858693647744194" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Yang kena on ?</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlT6WLeUmI/AAAAAAAAAd0/nwSCpY4z4g0/s1600-h/DSC00825.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlT6WLeUmI/AAAAAAAAAd0/nwSCpY4z4g0/s320/DSC00825.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298858698429321826" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlWFOjx1_I/AAAAAAAAAd8/avGAK2XmBfs/s1600-h/DSC00850.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlWFOjx1_I/AAAAAAAAAd8/avGAK2XmBfs/s320/DSC00850.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298861084385597426" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlWFMZu1PI/AAAAAAAAAeE/UVm1BN4cO58/s1600-h/DSC00853.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlWFMZu1PI/AAAAAAAAAeE/UVm1BN4cO58/s320/DSC00853.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298861083806586098" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlWFIbYKDI/AAAAAAAAAeM/bo5TXA81f9g/s1600-h/DSC00854.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlWFIbYKDI/AAAAAAAAAeM/bo5TXA81f9g/s320/DSC00854.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298861082739746866" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlWFQ5ICzI/AAAAAAAAAec/OhXZWNaR5kQ/s1600-h/DSC07515.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlWFQ5ICzI/AAAAAAAAAec/OhXZWNaR5kQ/s320/DSC07515.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298861085012003634" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlWFCdvMdI/AAAAAAAAAeU/BV7BF7ZJFtg/s1600-h/DSC00848.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlWFCdvMdI/AAAAAAAAAeU/BV7BF7ZJFtg/s320/DSC00848.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298861081139032530" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Yang is drunk. =,=</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlX4H1k4zI/AAAAAAAAAes/_6RmMuvoj1Y/s1600-h/DSC07517.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlX4H1k4zI/AAAAAAAAAes/_6RmMuvoj1Y/s320/DSC07517.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298863058266153778" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Before yang drunk ? stupid face !</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlX3rmwhXI/AAAAAAAAAek/4LHtm4Uj4sc/s1600-h/DSC07516.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlX3rmwhXI/AAAAAAAAAek/4LHtm4Uj4sc/s320/DSC07516.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298863050687808882" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >This iS LPC! LAPU CHYE!</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlX4IfZtgI/AAAAAAAAAe0/F0octyZYBZc/s1600-h/DSC00859.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlX4IfZtgI/AAAAAAAAAe0/F0octyZYBZc/s320/DSC00859.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298863058441582082" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >At Mindy's place.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlX4DRwhsI/AAAAAAAAAe8/6uD9sAnsQ5M/s1600-h/DSC00861.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlX4DRwhsI/AAAAAAAAAe8/6uD9sAnsQ5M/s320/DSC00861.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298863057042179778" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlZLFA0t6I/AAAAAAAAAfM/IjBZT3nx9bI/s1600-h/DSCN1777.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlZLFA0t6I/AAAAAAAAAfM/IjBZT3nx9bI/s320/DSCN1777.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298864483437164450" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Bbq at Mung's place</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlZLT2zYqI/AAAAAAAAAfU/iGgiRQxOiWs/s1600-h/DSCN1780.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlZLT2zYqI/AAAAAAAAAfU/iGgiRQxOiWs/s320/DSCN1780.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298864487421665954" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlZLX0Z2uI/AAAAAAAAAfc/WtdafeU8KIo/s1600-h/DSCN1782.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlZLX0Z2uI/AAAAAAAAAfc/WtdafeU8KIo/s320/DSCN1782.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298864488485346018" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlX4VZMldI/AAAAAAAAAfE/Cv7YoeTN9aY/s1600-h/DSC00400.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlX4VZMldI/AAAAAAAAAfE/Cv7YoeTN9aY/s320/DSC00400.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298863061905216978" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlZLeJA0PI/AAAAAAAAAfk/C-KlO067gyA/s1600-h/DSC00883.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlZLeJA0PI/AAAAAAAAAfk/C-KlO067gyA/s320/DSC00883.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298864490182398194" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlZLoZwIBI/AAAAAAAAAfs/QUTOremEaEo/s1600-h/DSC00884.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYlZLoZwIBI/AAAAAAAAAfs/QUTOremEaEo/s320/DSC00884.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298864492936962066" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Group Gambling at Patrick's house.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYla79466zI/AAAAAAAAAf0/ZOOmSMRp3gA/s1600-h/DSC00885.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYla79466zI/AAAAAAAAAf0/ZOOmSMRp3gA/s320/DSC00885.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298866422850186034" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >FCK playing counter-strike. =,= </span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYla8E3hd8I/AAAAAAAAAf8/Z1t2rRgYbFI/s1600-h/DSC00886.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYla8E3hd8I/AAAAAAAAAf8/Z1t2rRgYbFI/s320/DSC00886.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298866424723371970" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >YYY playing counter-stike also. =,=</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYla8H_4xMI/AAAAAAAAAgU/wJ4jfkjTBmk/s1600-h/DSC07521.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYla8H_4xMI/AAAAAAAAAgU/wJ4jfkjTBmk/s320/DSC07521.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298866425563759810" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SYla8K2G1TI/AAAAAAAAAgM/1ur-SdGWzRE/s1600-h/DSC07522.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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Check it out ! Its very rare that he will drunk himself, and he finished almost 70% of the 18 years Chivas in Patrick's house. Okay, so it comes to an end to my update this time, till next time guys. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;" >040209<br />1729<br />Jian<span style="font-size:130%;">™</span></span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-5413912387015392860?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-13395794075301483242009-01-17T20:09:00.002+08:002009-01-17T21:07:13.311+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I have been busy and not to say lazy to update my blog since then. Allright, im lazy. This post came out of boredom. I thought i can drop dead after my fucking exam this afternoon. But hell man, I cant sleep well since those bastards from the lower floor blasting the fucking music damn loud. Well, i need to have a rest, i mean long long rest. Exam is killing me. Okay, here it goes, not too late to post up my new year planning eh ? 17 days had passed since 010109, well i guess i have to plan ahead what i want and what should i do in this coming year.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Things that i plan :</span><br /></div><ul style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><li>Stop drinking if possible ? or less drinking ?</li><li>Minimize night outings.<br /></li><li>Sleep early.<br /></li><li>Dont smoke too much ? </li><li>Maintain a healthy lifestyle ? Haha.<br /></li><li>Study hard ? Get good grades ? If possible. lol.<br /></li><li>Play even harder. Yeah !</li><li>Have long and good rest. If i got the time huh ?<br /></li><li>Work and earn money ? Im fucking broke nowadays. </li><li>Save an amount of money. I think i should. lol.</li><li>Learn how to look wider.<br /></li><li>Change my previous attitude ? I guess.</li><li>Stop scolding vulgar language ? HAHAH !<br /></li><li>Get a new laptop for myself. If i can.</li><li>Get a car ? If possible, but i dont think i can. </li><li>Love her more and more every each day. =]</li><li>Spend more time with her if possible. OMG in at KL now !<br /></li><li>Cherish every moment that i spent with her.<br /></li><li>Achieve a better life ! I mean improvement.<br /></li></ul><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Well, this is what i plan ahead for 2009, but im not sure whether i can make it or not. Okay, what the hell, maybe i should just follow all these, and maybe i can really get some improvement ? Chinese new year is coming up ahead, and i hope it will be a good one, but TARC ruined my fucking holiday. I still need to go back to this shit hole i stay in right now after CNY for some fucking lame exam papers. Damn. Seriously, i do hope this coming CNY too. Got to go for now.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >170109<br />2109<br />Jian</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">™</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1339579407530148324?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-75026727902621882232009-01-05T21:53:00.010+08:002009-01-06T00:31:01.702+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">1st January 2009</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Happy new year everyone. Today, woke up in the afternoon. Since i got nothing to do in the afternoon. So i decided to stay at home. Till night time, sy jays fetched Earns and her to my house and picked me up and we head to Batu Feringgi to get some cheap perfume. Lol. We walked kinda long already and sy jays still cant get a bag that he want. These are the pics i randomly took.</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIrxZ14iPI/AAAAAAAAAYU/NxmTyzEl25Y/s1600-h/DSC01072.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIrxZ14iPI/AAAAAAAAAYU/NxmTyzEl25Y/s320/DSC01072.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287837040236857586" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Last pic before sy jays left Penang to Kampar!</span><br /></div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIYo4ngdpI/AAAAAAAAAXU/EQFbSx0hd54/s1600-h/DSC00352.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIYo4ngdpI/AAAAAAAAAXU/EQFbSx0hd54/s320/DSC00352.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287816003158308498" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIYpQrwZlI/AAAAAAAAAXc/StK6oOML2cY/s1600-h/DSC00353.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIYpQrwZlI/AAAAAAAAAXc/StK6oOML2cY/s320/DSC00353.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287816009618581074" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >MUNIAMAH =]</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >After that sy jays finally get his bag and we left there at bout 10 something. But im feeling hungry. At last i went back and get my car from my dad and we headed to subaidah again. This time its just both of us. I felt happy. Lol. Nothing much different than usual, after makan, balik lah ! :]</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">2nd January 2009</div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >2nd January, woke up in the morning, my mum was nagging at me., asked me to cut my hair instead of letting it grow longer. At last i went to cut hair, using the bike. Sweat. At first Vivien said wanna cut my hair for me, but end up Stephen does the job. Lol. After i get my hair done, i went to her house, for awhile, talking to each other near the poolside. Lol. I was happy because she is willing to let me to spend some time with her. :] But sadly today i cant go to the night market with them, because i had to attend my grandma's birthday dinner, yeah something like that. It was a totaly waste of time as my cousin sucked. I kept quite for the whole night but eating only. Seriously, i rather spend my time with her than spending time listen to my cousins boasting about their stuffs. After that, i went back home at about 10pm. What a boring night.</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">3rd January 2009</span><br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >As for today, kinda tired. She woke me up around 9something in the morning. I quickly get myself done and when everything was settled i just found out my dad had went out with the car and i had to drive my mum's car to fetch her to Gurney first. After that i meet up with my dad and we switched cars again. After that i quickly went down to Redbox to meet up with her and Teang Seang. After some time, Mr. Soon Chye reached and we continue to sing till at around 12pm. After that meet up with Guru Yitt, fuhhh ! Let's see.</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIgPSHcLeI/AAAAAAAAAXk/AdlO6oMx4_s/s1600-h/DSC00358.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 217px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIgPSHcLeI/AAAAAAAAAXk/AdlO6oMx4_s/s320/DSC00358.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287824359419555298" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Guru's shadow!</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIgQnocmQI/AAAAAAAAAX0/J6xVr9d1Jok/s1600-h/DSC02021.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIgQnocmQI/AAAAAAAAAX0/J6xVr9d1Jok/s320/DSC02021.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287824382375008514" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIgP073m1I/AAAAAAAAAXs/Dx0stbNa8zI/s1600-h/DSC02018.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 226px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIgP073m1I/AAAAAAAAAXs/Dx0stbNa8zI/s320/DSC02018.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287824368766262098" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIgQixvutI/AAAAAAAAAX8/hzJCHBsH3sE/s1600-h/DSC02024.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIgQixvutI/AAAAAAAAAX8/hzJCHBsH3sE/s320/DSC02024.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287824381071833810" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIgQ33yPGI/AAAAAAAAAYE/-A2nrFLwuTY/s1600-h/DSC00361.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIgQ33yPGI/AAAAAAAAAYE/-A2nrFLwuTY/s320/DSC00361.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287824386734308450" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >We went to watch this movie called "Outlander", i guess it was not so nice afterall, but i seriously got no comment bout the movie. Lol. Moments later, How reached Gurney and we meet up with him too. After lepak for awhile, meet up with Debil. We talked for awhile and after that we decided to leave already. But hell, i lost my parking ticket and end up following Seang's car and rush out of the carpark withouth paying. Hahah ! Me, Teik How, and her decided to go to Bundle to have a look, so we headed there. I've been there once but i totally forgotten where is it located and Teik How gave us the lead. Moments later, we reached there and here's some random pictures that we took</span>.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIsdiKWOCI/AAAAAAAAAYc/aGzfkyLcquU/s1600-h/DSC07394.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIsdiKWOCI/AAAAAAAAAYc/aGzfkyLcquU/s320/DSC07394.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287837798384416802" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIsd5FD8nI/AAAAAAAAAYk/F6MWGLkNMmg/s1600-h/DSC07391.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIsd5FD8nI/AAAAAAAAAYk/F6MWGLkNMmg/s320/DSC07391.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287837804536263282" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIsd8U34hI/AAAAAAAAAYs/jqZEtVbWvu8/s1600-h/DSC07393.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIsd8U34hI/AAAAAAAAAYs/jqZEtVbWvu8/s320/DSC07393.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287837805407887890" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >The chic on the wall.</span><br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIseKBROpI/AAAAAAAAAY0/6A7bXN3keYA/s1600-h/DSC07385.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIseKBROpI/AAAAAAAAAY0/6A7bXN3keYA/s320/DSC07385.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287837809083759250" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIseJqweEI/AAAAAAAAAY8/4GAGSu2xplo/s1600-h/DSC07386.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIseJqweEI/AAAAAAAAAY8/4GAGSu2xplo/s320/DSC07386.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287837808989337666" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >End up, i bought 1 long sleeve shirt, 1 short sleeve shirt, and as for her i help her bought 1 red skinny 501, its man's cutting, i think if she alter it, it should be nice fitted. How bought 2 shirts and 1 tee shirt too. It cost me about 110 bucks there. :] After that, 3 of us decided to makan dinner at Raffee. Hahaha, 3 of us ordered "Captain Set". Fuhhh ! This is what Teik How did to the left over kuah. zzzzz. Take a look. Sipek gerli isnt it ? Hahaha.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIqRITJ1pI/AAAAAAAAAYM/Olkr0yejmOA/s1600-h/DSC00360.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWIqRITJ1pI/AAAAAAAAAYM/Olkr0yejmOA/s320/DSC00360.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287835386260346514" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >After dinner at Raffee, i fetch How back to his place at Jelutong and head back to her place and at last i went back home at around 12am. There goes my tiring Saturday. Kinda tired but im kinda happy thou. =]</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">4th January 2009</div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Today, was not a good day at all, starting off with alot of headache. Cut this thingy off. I dont wanna mention it here again. It just makes me tired and feel very very hard to decide things. But finally i decided it already. Thanks god. I finally found the path. :P Okay, I went Gurney with Shuh Jie in the first place, and i meet up with her and help her to decide which shoe to buy as she cant really decide which shoe that she wanted to buy. Finally she decided under my influences. XD After wasting soem time lepak in gurney, i fetch her and Shuh Jie back to my place so that Shuh Jie can get her car. After that, we decided and we head to Gurney again to find Earns and Sierras at Sega for a while. Lol. Here are the pictures. </span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWItgmjA21I/AAAAAAAAAZE/GjfT1Xbwf5w/s1600-h/DSC00364.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWItgmjA21I/AAAAAAAAAZE/GjfT1Xbwf5w/s320/DSC00364.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287838950612851538" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWItg02WAZI/AAAAAAAAAZM/Ednce0wR7GQ/s1600-h/DSC00367.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SWItg02WAZI/AAAAAAAAAZM/Ednce0wR7GQ/s320/DSC00367.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287838954452025746" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Thanks Earns my friend for 8 years for the 2 plates of fries ! After spending time with them at Sega, we finally head to sy jays's house to get Teng Seang's camera from his dad. After we took the camera we decided to go back already. When i reached her house, Teng Seang suddenly called us up and asked us to go for supper at Subaidah again. Lol. Lucky we are still in the car talking. Lol. End up we head there again to makan our MEE TOMYAM GORENG. Lol. Soon Chye ordered Naan and makan but he felt disappointed with the food. Lol. I fetched her back quickly, and i went back to Subaidah to makan and watch football again, with them of couse. At last, i went back home at around 12.30am. </span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >5th January 2009 </span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >I did not sleep at all yesterday night, so end up all night reading people's blog and cleaning my old shoes from the storeroom. Hahah. I dont know why I felt sad in the meanwhile i felt happy. I feel that this trip back im so damn happy. Lol. In the morning bout 6.45am, i followed my mum's car when she fetched my bro out to school this morning. After that we went to makan, its been a while since i last makan breakfast with my mum. After some time, we head to Soon Chye's house already since hes going to fetch me back KL. You guys know what, this Soon Chye was like so OMG you know, when i reached his place, he was not ready yet and still need to bath, set his hair and arrange some stuffs. zzzz. End up we set out our journey to KL at bout 10am. I slept in the car because im so damn tired and he drive steadily. Hahaha. We reached KL at bout 2.30pm. Well, im back to SIN-tuary again and again. Its getting harder everytime when i wanted to come back to KL. Wished i can stay in Penang. Exams coming soon, work harder now or die, i told myself. Guess this is where i shall stop. </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">050109</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">0023</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Jian™</span></span><br /></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-7502672790262188223?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-44547304602655295242009-01-01T17:58:00.005+08:002009-01-01T19:35:14.299+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >29th December 2008</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Monday, since that day she had to follow her mum to Kulim to visit her relatives, and since that the whole afternoon i dont get to use my car till evening, therefore i stayed at home. It was a rainy day, till around 8pm, she called me and i went to fetch her at One stop where her mum drop her there. </span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVyb9AHdXDI/AAAAAAAAAXM/vRgsQN1vOlM/s1600-h/DSC00347.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVyb9AHdXDI/AAAAAAAAAXM/vRgsQN1vOlM/s320/DSC00347.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286271534931729458" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">At first we wanted to go for a movie, but, not much time left and end up we jalan-jalan inside Gurney and Seang called her and after that we all decided to go for supper at Subaidah again at bout 9.30pm. I thought that Seang they all will reach late because their timing very bad. You had to let them know that we will meet at 9.30 pm if we decided to meet at 10pm. Sweat. But suprisingly this time Seangs and Earns reached earlier than me. We makan alot that day and something happened. I dont felt like telling it in here so i will just skip. Things ended up where Fiona cried and Seang had to console her and we left Subaidah before 12am and i fetched her home.</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >30th December 2008</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Today woke up damn boring in the morning. At bout 4.30pm, Earns reached my place and fetch me to meet up Seang and her at her place. Today, Earns fetched us all to Tesco to buy some stuffs. At first we went to Tesco, we bought all the things that we wanted to buy, but theres still a few to buy. Our sy jays gave us somw wrong information. Thanks to him. Haha. Here's some pictures that we had taken that day at Tesco.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVyY4ExW-RI/AAAAAAAAAWs/Jc4SKnQF8YQ/s1600-h/DSC01039.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVyY4ExW-RI/AAAAAAAAAWs/Jc4SKnQF8YQ/s320/DSC01039.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286268151746984210" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVyY4S6Q3kI/AAAAAAAAAW0/-PDD2ARW-HE/s1600-h/DSC01047.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVyY4S6Q3kI/AAAAAAAAAW0/-PDD2ARW-HE/s320/DSC01047.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286268155542429250" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVyY4VXE78I/AAAAAAAAAW8/OEEv4Z7fu0w/s1600-h/DSC01048.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVyY4VXE78I/AAAAAAAAAW8/OEEv4Z7fu0w/s320/DSC01048.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286268156200153026" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVyY4sInRnI/AAAAAAAAAXE/BfdJ6QJ3jnY/s1600-h/DSC01045.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVyY4sInRnI/AAAAAAAAAXE/BfdJ6QJ3jnY/s320/DSC01045.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286268162313504370" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">After leaving Tesco, we went to makan fried rice, inteoduced by Seang near Subaidah. After makan, went to Tesco Extra to buy coke and stuffs. This time our sy jays gave us another wrong information again, as a result we had to go to Queensbay to buy the bbq set. lol. We had taken a long way to get all the stuffs ready. After buying all the stuffs. Earns fetched us back, one by one, from giving me a ride back first because my house is like so damn far followed by her. Anyway, thanks for coming out and buying stuffs with us.</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >31st December 2008</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">The last day of 2008. Looking back on what i've done in 2008, its a total waste, a total disaster. But till now i still cant find my own path that suits me. Really in a blur case ? Okay, leave out all the unhappy things aside. The last day of 2008 we should be happy what. But, to be honest i cant be happy. Yesterday, alot of things happened. First of all, thank you for the sweater that you have bought me as my belated birthday present 2 years ago. Thank you, I like it. Many things came to me at once, i cant take all of them all of the sudden. Felt very tired and i felt that i have alot of indirect pressure pressing down on me. I felt uneasy. First, i still cant find my direction or i can say my path on how my life should go on. Seriously i still dont have any clue, like i've been living pointless and wasting all the times i had now. Since i graduated from high school, i've been searching for this path that i've mentioned before but seemed that i had failed miserably. Its like, i had been wasting years of time doing nothing, like no point, no motivation at all, living my life like a zombie. I dont know how to tell you guys, is it looking for the path that i really wanted to is so hard for me? These few years i only know how to waste my time, waste money to hang out with friends, enjoying life, chilling... Think back, its such a waste. Well, im 21 this year, everybody should had a target of their life but unfortunately i dont have one yet. Although i dont felt sorry for my parents as they dont really understands me. Due to my family problems, so here am i, today's Eugene, full of problems. So its still a maze to me where i can find my path. Endless. Secondly, my love life was a total mess this year. All the wrong timing and stuffs. Im really tired of it. Recently, its even harder i guess. You came back for me so suddenly and you still wanna be with me even though you knew that i love the other her. Seriously i dont know how to deal with it. Well after several nights of thinking, i decided that we will still be friends k? I wont avoid you and treat you cold k? After all, i still wanna be friends with you. I still love her very much and i cant let go of her. Sorry for my stubbornness. Please save me, take me home Im speechless and confused currently. I think i will stop here as for today's update. </span><br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">010109</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">1937</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Jian™</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-4454730460265529524?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-21892558366949857752008-12-28T16:33:00.002+08:002008-12-29T02:53:11.297+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">26th December 2008</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Woke up quite early in the morning and waiting for my friend Say Je to reach my house so that i can fetch him there.After that went out to my god father's shop and help him out for the whole afternoon in his bike shop. Half way through, sy jays called me and asked me out for some tea session. So there is goes again, sy jays came to fetch me first then head to Egate's oldtown and have some drink. Earns reached there firt later came us then Fiona at last. We sembang there for about 1 hour plus i guess if im not wrong. Talk bout bo bo's stuffs. After that we straight back to SHIN motor and i fetch Say Je back to my house again. Later at night i went to fetch her bak home after her work. There goes my 26th December.<br /></div><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVe_2FlynKI/AAAAAAAAAVs/TQbD1_hjHKE/s1600-h/DSC00344.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVe_2FlynKI/AAAAAAAAAVs/TQbD1_hjHKE/s320/DSC00344.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284903623677090978" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVe_2XtGroI/AAAAAAAAAV0/ttkY6ES7sR4/s1600-h/DSC00342.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVe_2XtGroI/AAAAAAAAAV0/ttkY6ES7sR4/s320/DSC00342.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284903628539604610" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVe_2TShFpI/AAAAAAAAAV8/keBp0e2YZyk/s1600-h/DSC00341.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVe_2TShFpI/AAAAAAAAAV8/keBp0e2YZyk/s320/DSC00341.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284903627354347154" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >27th December 2008</span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Woke up damn early in the morning that day. Station 1 : I fetch her from her house to Gurney to meet up with sy jays and fiona to KOTAK MERAH at bout 11am, but this hou gor overslept and woke up at 11 something and i have to take the trouble again and head to his house and fetch him to Gurney again. When i reached there its almost 12 already, and end up me and hou gor sang for i think around 20 mins like that. Station 2 : After K session, i fetched hou gor and her to Queensbay to kill some time. After searching for parking place, went outside of Queensbay to makan. Nothing to eat, end up makan economic rice. Sweats. After makan, went bac to Queensbay to meet sy jays as he wanted to buy himself one formal wear. Moment later, sudah tiba masanya nak masuk panggung wayang. haha. We watched The Spirit, the movie sucked. No ending and no point at all. Yeah, that's true. After that, theres some street dance competition there and we saw SLIM HANG ! FUH!!! Station 3 : After movie, we went to Fiona's house to makan as shes throwing some party at her place. Well, i cant eat too much because i was in pain. But my friend, she ate alot, fuhhh ! Actually i was a little bit unhappy that time. Hmmm, i dont know seriously. :] Station 4 : After Fiona's party, we went to sy jays's house as his bro is going to get marry soon and he invited us to his house and have a drink. Fuhh ! I did not know that sy jays's father is a powerful man, haha. We talked alot bo bo's stuffs too that time. After that, Earns fetch us back to my car which i parked at Fiona's place earlier. It was a tiring night, finishing by me fetching her back to her place again and that's all. I dont have extra pictures to post up here as i dont like to take pics execpt these 3 down there.</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVfFsBq2CtI/AAAAAAAAAWM/TaGh4mowRIA/s1600-h/%E5%9B%BE%E5%83%8F025.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVfFsBq2CtI/AAAAAAAAAWM/TaGh4mowRIA/s320/%E5%9B%BE%E5%83%8F025.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284910047895620306" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVfFss8Y0tI/AAAAAAAAAWU/otsfYAtrqhU/s1600-h/%E5%9B%BE%E5%83%8F016.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVfFss8Y0tI/AAAAAAAAAWU/otsfYAtrqhU/s320/%E5%9B%BE%E5%83%8F016.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284910059511927506" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVfGvidrElI/AAAAAAAAAWc/9juFBqz6Mds/s1600-h/%E5%9B%BE%E5%83%8F002.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVfGvidrElI/AAAAAAAAAWc/9juFBqz6Mds/s320/%E5%9B%BE%E5%83%8F002.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284911207749980754" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >28th December 2008</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Today, woke up kinda late in the afternoon, decided to go dinner with her. Hmmmm, in the end i went dinner with her and her friend. Its till good. :] I was waiting for her to PANG KANG actually that time i went to sembang with YITT. Well, we talked bout alot of stuffs too. Well Yitt, thanks for wasting your time with me k ? Thanks. While i was walking around with Yit we found out this. Somebody must have throw the flower into the dustbin. Hahah. Not just than that, we saw aunty wearing JEDI SB. Fuhhhhh !! Damn power. Salutes. </span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVfKJPCPoHI/AAAAAAAAAWk/ERDP_0AZCqU/s1600-h/DSC01845.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SVfKJPCPoHI/AAAAAAAAAWk/ERDP_0AZCqU/s320/DSC01845.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284914947746144370" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">While talking to Yitt, i bumped into my friend, Mr. Ng Woon Choon aka Ahboy aka CB. I was shocked that he had been together with JENNIFER LIM for quite some time already. Sweats. At last i waited her till she PANG KANG. HAHA! After that its almost time and i went back home too. </span><br /><br /><span style=";font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" ></span><span style=";font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">281208</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">0257</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Jian™</span></span><br /></div></div></div></div></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2189255836694985775?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-13181221222660334372008-12-25T12:06:00.002+08:002008-12-25T13:25:45.980+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;">已经好耐我未update我既blog佐, 今日, 因为昨日我训晤到觉, 搞到我以加好似个丧尸甘... 今日, 我忽然间想话要用广东话来update我既blog, so here it goes. 昨日系christmas eve, 人人都好开开心心地过拘地既平安夜,但系我就...你地知晤知,最近我有好多好多烦恼, 系我前所未有过既, 老实同你地讲, 我晤中意既人, 就同我讲, 话拘仲中意我, 我中意既人, 就晤中意我. 你地都知道系边个啦, 系晤系? 对于甘样既情况, 我已经习惯佐, 呢个世界真系某一样野系公平既. 我只可以怪我自己. 我可以怨天尤人咩? 晤可以嘛.. 真系人生坎坷. 讲多都系无谓. 只可以怪我蠢, 只可以怪我晤够吸引力, 只可以怪我晤够靓仔, 只可以怪我太过好心. 我真系真系好tired, tired of everything, 我好似开始麻木佐,虽然我系好tired, 但系我仲系度话卑自己知, 我系晤可以放弃既. 虽然, 我所做既一切, 你可能晤会领情, 可能仲会嫌我烦. 但系我无所谓, 我想话过卑你知我都系会甘中意你既. 虽然我知道我地系某可能, 虽然我知道我系度追紧无结局既野, 但系我始终都晤想去接受现实. 对你来讲, 甘样既野, 你可能系会晤想去喃, 但系你知晤知道无论系细细样既野, 我都会去记住. 你可能会觉得我配你晤起, 我晤系你所中意既type. 老实讲连我以加都觉得我真系配你晤起 ? 哈哈, 我晤知. 可能我晤系成日都会系penang既原因, 所以你成日都会同我既好朋友出去玩, 出去行街. 我真系好鬼死jealous bout them seriously. 老实讲啦, 我真系好鬼死jealous你同我朋友既关系竟然会比我同你既关系仲要亲密. 你好似对我朋友好过你对我. 你同我朋友讲野, 讲笑仲多过你同我讲野. 我仲注意到你同我讲野既时候你系晤会用正面望主我同我讲野既. 我真系晤知点解你要甘? 我发觉到你对我好冻, 真系好冻, 我feel到, 你晤好话你某甘样对过我. 有样野, 我想话过卑你知, 我作为一个男子, 我系会吃醋既. 眼呔自己心爱既女人同自己距离甘远? 你觉得我系会点喃列? 老实讲我真系好好好中意你, 我注意你既一切, 我好主意你点样对我, 我好主意你系度做紧乜. Maybe it wont meant anything to you, but seriously it meant alot to me. Regarding yesterday's incident, i am sorry, 对晤主, 系我一时中动, 饮醉佐酒, 系度乱甘讲野. 真系对晤主. I over reacted yesterday, i am drunk, i barely remember what i have done also. 我想话卑你知, 其实我系好中意你, 紧张你既. 我晤要求你对我付出, 对我好好, 我只系希望你对我好, 晤好再对我甘冻就够佐. 到佐今事今日既情况我都晤像去希望多多佐. I am sorry anyway. 我某野好讲佐. 祝各位朋友圣诞节快乐,<span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span>merry Christmas !<br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;">251208</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">1329</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Jian™</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1318122122266033437?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-61890238308365199952008-12-11T14:22:00.007+08:002008-12-11T14:50:39.294+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">耿耿于怀 - 麦浚龙</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><object width="403" height="296" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-34157cf1e3cf368a" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v13.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D34157cf1e3cf368a%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331655887%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D1A5820E4A27481AB290C7BFB5490A73B820BEF56.502B8E9B10B4F56BF1E51FCBB029611F09FC14%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D34157cf1e3cf368a%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DUJ4Q-am-cFLi11p0al04QoTfR2k&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="403" height="296" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v13.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D34157cf1e3cf368a%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331655887%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D1A5820E4A27481AB290C7BFB5490A73B820BEF56.502B8E9B10B4F56BF1E51FCBB029611F09FC14%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D34157cf1e3cf368a%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DUJ4Q-am-cFLi11p0al04QoTfR2k&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">你最近还好吗?尚爱看少女漫画吗?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">最近近乎没露面你有新对象吗?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">真想带你见见我刚识到的她</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我想听你意见这算是病吧?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">为何无论我愿意怎样试</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">怎样也不可一样爱慕她?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">难道没练习太耐感觉都追不回来</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">试图再努力爱也显得不自在</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">不懂得如何谈恋爱</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">还是我太爱你对过去太放不开</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">难道是寂寞太耐生锈的锁不能开</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">钥匙也折断了留在旧患所在</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">怀内难怪跟谁也再没法恋爱</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我有时仍很怕路过你那从前的家</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">往事若然未落幕再揭起有害吗?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">真想带你见见我刚识到的她</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我想听你意见这算是病吧?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">为何无论我愿意怎样试</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">怎样也没令自己恋上她</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">难道没练习太耐感觉都追不回来</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">试图再努力爱也显得不自在</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">不懂得如何谈恋爱</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">还是我太爱你对过去太放不开</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">难道是寂寞太耐生锈的锁不能开</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">钥匙也折断了留在旧患所在</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">怀内放满对你的爱</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">难怪跟谁也再没法恋爱</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">难道没练习太耐感觉都追不回来</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">试图再努力爱也显得不自在</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">耿耿于怀从前的爱</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">从没有振作过痛了再痛也应该</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">难道是寂寞太耐生锈的锁不能开</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">往事却似断箭还剩下在体内</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">若怀内放满对你的爱</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">害怕一直也再没法恋爱</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Today, i found out this in youtube. Juno's old song from the album - " Chapel Of Dawn ". Although this is his old song, its nice and this song really suit my current mood nicely. I found out two versions of the videos, but i like this one the most. Oh anyway, I cant resist to post it up in my blog so that i can share with you guys. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" > 111208</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" > 1449</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Jian™</span><br /><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-6189023830836519995?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-3463859887873759962008-12-07T19:51:00.007+08:002008-12-07T22:34:46.127+08:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Its been a while. Busy for 2 weeks time. Here's the update.</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">22nd November</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Okay, its 22nd November, I went back Penang that time. It's Teik How's birthday celebration. I reached Penang at bout 1.00pm and i went to Queensbay myself. I meet Sam there, and i think its been a freaking long time since i last step into Queensbay. After meeting up with Sam, we went to makan while waiting for How. After that, How fetch me back home. Thanks How for the ride. After that, at night, How's celebration at mois. Happy birthday How! Happy birthday! I went to fetch Christine first and head to mois. At first i thought i wont see her there that night, but at last Teng Seang brought her there. I was totally speechless that moment. Although i got talk to her for a while but she is still like abit struggling i think when she is talking to me. Maybe this is what we called avoiding ? hmmm, I dont know. She left earlier. After club session, i went mamak with Christine.</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STu-ZtwaQPI/AAAAAAAAAUk/Yoww0XLw4I0/s1600-h/23112008209.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STu-ZtwaQPI/AAAAAAAAAUk/Yoww0XLw4I0/s320/23112008209.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277020737383317746" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">23rd November</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Sunday. 23rd November. Today i went out with How again, to Gurney, at evening. Wow, its been awhile since i last step into Gurney and now theres alot of new upgrade, theres a new wing. Okay, since I was at there that time, we went to jalan-jalan at new wing. Hey, not to forget How got himself a Remix Taipei City X Rum tee from his bie. Haha, how lucky he was, I forced him to wear it on the spot. haha. Oh yeah, not to mentioned that i went to Ah Who's shop Paranoid at new wing too. I bought 1 NBHD tee, which is kinda cheap. After that, we went for dinner at Chopper board with her and her friend plus GURU YITT Suprsingly she is still willing to eat dinner with me. Funny. After that at night we went netcity for some dota session. I meet her little brother there and end up i need to fetch her brother back to house first and Teik how back to his aunt's place. There goes my Sunday.</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">24th November</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Monday, 24th November. I stayed at home the whole day till night. I went out to MCD with Teng Seang, Shin Young, Earns, Raevon, Shirly, Fiona and her. I did not talk much to her that night as i still feeling abit sad and weird. I fetch her home that night. Nothing much i can talk to her while i was driving. After i reached home, she called me. We talk bout alot of things, including me-n-her stuffs. She told me she was shocked when she read m y blog, I did not expected her to read my blog because i changed the link purposely, well she did. I was so shock and i cried out loud. I cant believe that I cried. I was so sad that I cried for almost 1 hour i guess, and shes on the phone with me, speechless. Well, at last i stop crying already and we talk for quite along time that night. Thanks for calling me that night. Thanks for promising me that you wanna think bout the question i told u that night. Im willing to wait for you no matter how long is it. I will wait and i will do anything for you. Nothing can change this feeling of mine towards you. I swear this feeling is true and i think you know that too dont you ? Anyway i repeat once again, I love you. I will wait for you no matter what. :)</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">25th November</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Tuesday, 25th November. That day i went out with How again and her again of course. We went to Gurney again. Well at first, we meet up with Debil, dint see you for quite a time already my friend. hahah. We went starbucks and sembang there. How and her was using the laptop that she brought while me and debil were talking to each other. After that, we went to kacau GURU YITT while he is working. hahah. After that, we went to watch movie without Debil because we dint buy her ticket. We watched storm rider the anime together. Lol. She keep hitting my arm and talking with me throughout the whole movie as she is sitting next to me. I dont know what happened that day as she was so active suddenly in a cinema. Haha. I felt that she began to act normally already towards me. I mean we are still friends of couse. After that, we went MCD again, How lost his parking ticket ! HAHA. While waiting for her to settle her meeting at MCD we went to Gurney again to find his ticket and end up we got no choice to go back to the security room to buy 1 for 20bucks. After that, How fetch Debil back home and i was waiting for her for more than 30 mins in the car, at last she came out and i fetch her back again. We talk inside my car for bout 1 hour after we reached her place. Seriously, thanks for talking with me yeah. :) Im happy enough if you talk with me and treat me this way.</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">26th-27th November</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Back to SIN-tuary again. Im back in KL again. Kinda rush that day as i need to meet up with the lecturer at 1.30pm and i reach KL at 1pm. End up i met her up late. Back to normal life again, attending class at Thursday morning is a total disaster, freaking tired that day. In the evening i went to Esther's place at Kajang for some camp preparation. It took me bout 1 and the half hour travelling from my place to her place. Darn, its freaking far !</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms;">28th - 4rd November</span><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Okay. This period of time, i spent my day at ahking's house making preparation for the upcoming camp. I was one of the organizing committee there. Since I had promised Esther that i will attend this camp so this means i will attend the meetings and the preparation too. Although its kinda tired everyday waking up so early, but its still okay for me. I actually enjoy the preparation i guess At first I went there not knowing anyone except Esther alone. But after a few days of preparation I had know most of them. Funny part is, im not even from UKM and im one of the senior organizing committe there, and i got 2 Juniors to help us out also. haha. Allright, this camp is actually some sort of day camp i guess. Well, what we do everyday is just making preparation and talk while doing preparation. Time passed real fast, and its almost the day already and we still got quite a number fo stuffs to do. Lol. What i hate bout this camp is meetings, we had meetings everyday, and it sucked. The sake of meething is just to discuss important things together at first, but to thsoe seniors, this is a good opportunity to shoot peoples out of their mistakes, this is what i hate the most. Well i forgotten to say, im under Esther, helping her on some administration stuffs of the camp. Our job range including, name tags, forms, Pa system, basicly all bout admin management's stuffs. I left the preparation at Monday afternoon because i need to attend lab the next morning. The next day after lab i went back and continued the preparation again. But one thing troubles me is the distance, i had to go back again at Wednesday evening because i got lab again the next Thursday morning. Sighh, its so inconvenient not to have a car here at KL. Its Thursday and we need to clean the place up but end up i came late and Esther waiting for me at Kajang still. At last we went out "makan ular" for half of the day with ahHuat and AhKing. Oh yeah, i drove Esther's car all the way to Nilai. OMG, so sad to tell you, this is my first time to drive a car on a highway in KL. Sweatness kaw kaw. Hahah. The day ends with a freaking long meeting which i hate and a fucking burn on my hand as a result of setting up a fire.</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms;">5th - 7th November</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Allright, the day i've been waiting the whole week has come ! This is it ! 5th November the first day of the camp, the first day, my job is to take the registration of the camp participant. We woke up damn early to make the preparations. In the afternoon i was asked to be one of the stationers, haha. Funny thou. I get to know alot of peoples there too. The first day was abit too tired for me as i did not really sleep well the previous night. When it comes to games and programme, i did not participate much because im tired most of the time. Same as the previous night, the night ends with a meething. The first night, me and Esther woke up damn early at bout 3am in the morning to watchover the place. After that, i help Zhen How up with his breakfast preparing such as preparing hot drinks and food for almost 100peoples. After that i went back tothe room and sleep till afternoon. One of the organizing committe was injured. She was sent to the hospital immediately. Next, im happy to be the photographer of the day. Haha, i took quite a number of pictures but i still had not got em yet. The 2nd night was supposed to be a campfire night but the had to cancel it as there are alot of problems going on plus the weather is so freaky nowadays. This is the part that i like, after the "malam kebudayaan" theres some event like "sharing session", wow this is the part i like most, i can talk as much as i want with the participants. Some of the committe cried too. Allright, here are some of the pictures that i wanted to show you guys :</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvYZqAGsAI/AAAAAAAAAU0/Z-GC7UFX-jE/s1600-h/071220082301.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvYZqAGsAI/AAAAAAAAAU0/Z-GC7UFX-jE/s320/071220082301.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277049323677724674" border="0" /></a></div></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvYZc6fU3I/AAAAAAAAAUs/JaZuDB58dVo/s1600-h/DSC00316.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvYZc6fU3I/AAAAAAAAAUs/JaZuDB58dVo/s320/DSC00316.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277049320164512626" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvYaAcFtvI/AAAAAAAAAU8/UgSJ1EkjuMU/s1600-h/DSC00314.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvYaAcFtvI/AAAAAAAAAU8/UgSJ1EkjuMU/s320/DSC00314.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277049329700681458" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvYahbObuI/AAAAAAAAAVM/Kyp6p8mbAVI/s1600-h/DSC00323.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvYahbObuI/AAAAAAAAAVM/Kyp6p8mbAVI/s320/DSC00323.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277049338555428578" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvYaZ8wRYI/AAAAAAAAAVE/td2VsEthrpg/s1600-h/20081207157.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvYaZ8wRYI/AAAAAAAAAVE/td2VsEthrpg/s320/20081207157.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277049336548574594" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvZ7OfuExI/AAAAAAAAAVU/FaI9WmOjKW0/s1600-h/DSC01520.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvZ7OfuExI/AAAAAAAAAVU/FaI9WmOjKW0/s320/DSC01520.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277050999921316626" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvZ7ao54tI/AAAAAAAAAVc/nJYd7GOK1EY/s1600-h/20081207164.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvZ7ao54tI/AAAAAAAAAVc/nJYd7GOK1EY/s320/20081207164.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277051003181064914" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvZ7W_Q6KI/AAAAAAAAAVk/Ao7Z3cqGoGM/s1600-h/DSC01516.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/STvZ7W_Q6KI/AAAAAAAAAVk/Ao7Z3cqGoGM/s320/DSC01516.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277051002201106594" border="0" /></a></div></div><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">The last day aka the third morning, all of us have to clean up the school compound. Its quite tiring thou because the school compound is kinda big. But we had participants to help us out. After that the closing ceremony and we had 1 slot is for socialing with the participants. After that the camp had came to an end. Time flies like a blink of an eye, 3 days 2 nights of camp had ended so fast that i cant imagine it could be so fast. Seriously I missed the days during the camp because i can talk and mix with so many friends i got there. But one thing to be sure, Esther Thank you very much because asking me to join this camp, i really do appreciate that. Thank you very much Esther ! If its not you, i wont be able to get to know so much friends, if its not you i wont be attending this camp, if its not you i wont be enjoying the camp so much. Seriously I do enjoyed alot in this camp. Hope there will be another camp like this and maybe i will participate. hahah. Seriously this kinda camps reminds me bout the camp i had during my high school life. :]</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Well, here it is, the end of my update this time. More to update next time. Stay tune! :)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">071208</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">2308</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Jian™</span><br /><br /></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-346385988787375996?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-53805409125117358262008-11-22T00:35:00.000+08:002008-11-22T00:36:59.174+08:00<div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> <div style="text-align: center;">19th November 2008<br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div> </div> <div style="text-align: justify;">These few nights, I cant really sleep well, alot of stuffs had been haunting and disturbing my mind. As for today, I wanted to tell you guys that I will always remember this day, 19th November 2008, this is the day where you decided that we remained as friends. Im glad you finally decided and this is your answer. Although I dont wanted to accept that this is the decision that you made but you give me no other choice. Although we have been together for not even 1 month, as we promised each other earlier that we gave ourselves 1 month to sort things out, but in the end it failed. Anway I really do appreciate that you gave me hope before and been together with me for a period. Seriously, Im really happy and glad. A dream in a jar, a memory scar, you've left a scar in my memory. Forever. This is the second time that you rejected me, but unlike this time, this is even tougher. Actually, during that period of time, i've already sensed that this might happened, few days ago, i saw alot of symtomps too. No doubt that i dont wanna accept it but still it happened. So, proved that my intuition is not wrong and this actually happened, at first i thought that i have already well prepared when i asked you bout it. But seemed that in the end i still cant really accept it. Im sorry to say that, i still love you, although you want us to remained as besties but seriously i really cant do it for you this time. Im sorry. You said that you needed time to think, and this is what you came out, Its okay, im cool with it, i respect your decision, so let us be friends since u love to be friend with me. Thank you for the scars. :) You said that after you treat someone as a best friend, the level of friendship will remained unchanged, you said that its hard for you to accept some one that is like a best friend to you as your bf ? Okay, since this is your main reason, I will accept it no matter what, once again, because i respect your decision, I dont want you to ignore me because im annoying. Do you know, that hurt me ? Oh I've forgotten, you also said that you gave me hope before as in be together with me just because that you dont want me to feel disappointed on all the things that I've done ? Allright, to be honest, this hurt me even more. But thanks for telling me this fast and thanks for being so honest to me. Thank You very much. I will always remember this and we will still remained as besties. Im speechless already. Maybe what is true, silence is golden for now. Maybe i should just keep my mouth shut and act like nothing happened before, like how you did, I really wonder how you did it ? Like its totally nothing happened before huh ? How come you can act so naturally like nothing actually happened ? This is amazing. This hurts. Maybe its me who clap one hand afterall. Sorry to disturb you and sorry for tormenting you mind to make such a hard decision. Im sorry. Im not a perfect person, im just not good enough for you. CINTA ITU APA ?<br />can any one tell me ? Sigh. GOODBYE.<br /><br />221108<br />0034<br />Jian™<br /><br /><br /></div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-5380540912511735826?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-32527017992214778572008-11-19T03:50:00.005+08:002008-11-19T04:12:38.708+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Today, was a total boring day. I cant sleep much yesterday night, or i can say i did not sleep at all yesterday night. Alot of things are flowing through my mind. I dont know what am i thinking seriously. As usual, went to school at 8am in the morning, came back and sleep till 9pm, that's y you can see me always updating my blog in the middle of the night. It had became a habit to me to sleep late everynight. Out of boredom, i found this virtual tarot prediction thingy inside facebook, i was too free and i had actually test it. Wow, to my suprise, this so called virtual tarot's prediction is like so damn ACCURATE, i mean its like so damn CHUN ! No joke guys !</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">.</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SSMeQBEH22I/AAAAAAAAAUU/tFvqStLtC3o/s1600-h/tarrot.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 231px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SSMeQBEH22I/AAAAAAAAAUU/tFvqStLtC3o/s400/tarrot.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270089249466080098" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">This is the description in Chinese :</span><br /></div>皇后 - 豐收 (逆位)<br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="mod"><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><div style="text-align: justify;" class="mod_title">塔羅牌義</div><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><div class="mod_details"><div style="text-align: justify;">皇后是大地的母親，自然有著母性，也就是充滿著溫柔和慈愛。同時她也是代表著華麗和尊貴，甚至是奢侈。 她也代表著豐收、收獲。她也是女性的領導者。<br /><br /></div><div class="mod"><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><div style="text-align: justify;" class="mod_title">愛情運勢</div><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><div style="text-align: justify;" class="mod_details">感情上深感迷惑、內心動搖，可能遭遇不正常的男女關係。彼此以往的歡樂時光正漸漸消失。愛情上會有小挫折，尤其是男性的你，可能會遇上缺乏女人味的情人。</div> </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">This is like so damn true the predictions, hahaha. i was shocked myself when i saw the results came out just now. I never thought that these kinda things will be so damn accurate. See the translation, especially the last part, oh yeah you are so damn right. lol. It mean alot to me, well at least the last part was like damn accurate, maybe you guys wont believe how accurate it is but wait till you see her. Heh! Then maybe that time ya all will know. Hmmm, well, maybe i will check again and see what it say tomorrow. Well, this is where i shall stop eh ? I need to get myself to sleep, i mean try to get myself to sleep. Tomorrow will be another brand new day again. </span><br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">191108</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">0408</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" > </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Jian™</span><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SSMeB-BIldI/AAAAAAAAAUM/62ZVsRWCTjg/s1600-h/tarrot.JPG"><br /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3252701799221477857?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-62503320393088631702008-11-16T02:57:00.004+08:002008-11-16T03:43:32.029+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;">Today, isnt a good day, i woke up at late afternoon. kinda tired. Today's weather isnt good as well. Its just the same as my mood today. Rainy day, bad mood. Hmmm, well i guess not to mentioned its a bad mood i had today, it is just that im kinda down.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR8fNODyFiI/AAAAAAAAAUE/PfzQQY2n47E/s1600-h/DSC00248.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR8fNODyFiI/AAAAAAAAAUE/PfzQQY2n47E/s320/DSC00248.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268964401019491874" border="0" /></a>What to say ? im speechless recently and tired of everything. Especially myself, i hate myself. Just to think of why am i so useless and why am i such a failure really pissed me off seriously. Oh by they way i was troubled by what you are thinking most of the time. What are you thinking ? What do you have in your mind now ? I cant really read it and I dont understand. I was totally devastated when you told me in your sms that day. It hurts, sadly. Honestly, i just wanna get to know what are you thinking nowadays. Can you tell me, please? Actually what is the problem now ? You said, that you need time to think ? Okay, its cool, its okay, you got all the time in the world i can give. But in return, is it the answer that you might be giving me is a good one ? I dont know. Hope you can give me a good answer after you have decide okay ? Well, I just wanted you to know that, no matter what happened, i will stand by your side, and go through everything with you, we just need to sort things out, like you said, i believe that everything will be allright. I have faith in you, i believed that we can be together afterall. I wanna be with you. bie, i really do, im serious. But lately, since today you have started to work, it might be a bad thing for me as you know i go back to Penang once a month and everytime i go back at every month's monthend and normally it should be a weekend. Sighh, why do you choose to work ? I cant go out with you too often you, you know dont you, well everytime i went out with you i cherish the moment alot. I thinked of you most of the time. Recently, i found out that there are some unknown problems that had been troubling us. Seriously i mean i felt that theres some kinda wall, some thickwall maybe, is blocking us. Like everytime when we are on the phone, suddenly both of us will be speechless and silence for a few seconds, i dont want that to happened. I hope that i can go thorugh all the problems with you, and i wished that i can break all the obstacles just to get to you. Im writing it all in my blog because i got no guts to tell you that on the phone, im such a loser such a coward that i dont even dare to tell you that directly when we talk. Sighh, im a sore loser. Hope that one day when you got the chance to read my blog, then you will understand what am i thinking back then and decide wisely. ahhhh, I MISS YOU, BIE. Suddenly, felt like having you by my side right now. sighh. Guess this is where i stop tonight.<br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;">161108</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;">0349</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;">Jian™</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-6250332039308863170?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-11417582468261144212008-11-15T02:18:00.000+08:002008-11-15T04:07:32.744+08:00<div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span>24th October</span><br /></div><div style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); text-align: justify;">Okay, since im away for about half a month, im back again, to update again. Well hereit is, starting from, 20th of October. Pretty much the same till i get back to Penang at 23rd October. 24th October, well, this is the day that i throw a bbq party at my place. It was a bbq party for my birthday. Well, personally i had to thanks Earnest, SY for buying stuffs with me early in the morning and helping me that much. Next, same goes to Ahboo for sponsoring charcoal and lastly, Teik How for sponsoring tiger beer. Oh yeah, not to forget, thanks dad and mum for the carton of beer and the cake plus the chicken wings. Thank you very much for making this bbq a success. Not to forget, PAUL YAO, thanks for that low class VODKA and VSOP that you sponsored too, LCTAN, thanks for the JD. At first it was smooth because i had a feeling that it might rained so i decided to make it at my place. Nothing much to say bout that night, pretty much the same, except 1 thing, ALL DOWN ! Many of them are drunk, especially MIAO, and others, not to mentioned that our GURU YITT also DOWN. We had beer marathon but too bad i was too tired that night and i went to sleep damn early. End up they got no choice andthey had to overnight at my place till the next morning.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3EQcUTNGI/AAAAAAAAATY/TkVnnqxQHB4/s1600-h/24102008142.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3EQcUTNGI/AAAAAAAAATY/TkVnnqxQHB4/s320/24102008142.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268582925851636834" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3EQQvY24I/AAAAAAAAATQ/LZqwC6vRl5k/s1600-h/24102008139.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3EQQvY24I/AAAAAAAAATQ/LZqwC6vRl5k/s320/24102008139.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268582922744028034" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3EQmd8weI/AAAAAAAAATg/GL5i3PZEFws/s1600-h/24102008147.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3EQmd8weI/AAAAAAAAATg/GL5i3PZEFws/s320/24102008147.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268582928576463330" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3EQP-MiRI/AAAAAAAAATI/WCgBW8tfrmw/s1600-h/1_781264314l.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 239px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3EQP-MiRI/AAAAAAAAATI/WCgBW8tfrmw/s320/1_781264314l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268582922537699602" border="0" /></a>Special dedicated :<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3FJs09BSI/AAAAAAAAATo/UKRlq6857zA/s1600-h/DSC00308.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3FJs09BSI/AAAAAAAAATo/UKRlq6857zA/s320/DSC00308.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268583909536105762" border="0" /></a>GURU YITT's DRUNK FACE. CLASSIC!<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">25th -28th October</span><br /></div>In this period of time, i cant actually remember what i did and where i went, what i can remember is that i went out with Teik How and Miao, help out Teik How with his bbq's fire thingy, went out supper with Teng Seangs, SY, Earns, FCK, Tommy, Miao, Soon Chye and others. Lol. What i can remember too is, we went to steamboat at the last day in Penang for me that month. We went steamboat with the usual gang, not to mention again huh ? lol. Oh yeah, Soon Chye bought the earliest bus ticket which is 7am on 28th October and i was forced to go back so freaking early that day. Damn.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3HUYEyvhI/AAAAAAAAATw/Z8Og9r76YpA/s1600-h/e%26h.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3HUYEyvhI/AAAAAAAAATw/Z8Og9r76YpA/s320/e%26h.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268586291967213074" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">29th October</span><br /></div>Happy birthday to myself. Thanks for all the birthday message that i received from you guys.Thanks to Wee Hwang, you are the only friend who actually remembered and call me. THANKS, i really do appreciate that alot. Well that day, i went out with some friend, actually is my ex classmates, to Pavillion. Same usual thing, but this time i get free lunch, lol, my friends decided to buy me a lunch in Sakae sushi. Well thanks alot guys and girls, after that we went to watched Tropic Thunder. Thanks again for treating me the movie. Well, i had enjoyed myself that day. At night, when i just about to reach home, Charlene called me. What a suprise she came with Ah Lai to yum cha with me at Old Town. Thanks for treating us, Lai. Never thought that u will wish me birthday. lol. What a suprised. Well, that's all for my birthday, till next year guys, till next year.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">1st November</span><br /></div>This is the day i moved out from the previous house, finally i set myself free from them bastards housemates. Damn, i really hate them alot man. They seriously sucked and they had mental disorders. What can i tell you about them is seriously they got fucking atitude which i cant stand it either way. No doubt that they hate me and i hate them too. Yes, im speaking that I HATE YOU GUYS seriously. Thanks God, that i finally leaved that cage. Oh by the way, thanks for cheating the money, the rentals and the electricy bills, really do need to thank you so much for cheating our money. Dont think that we are stupid enough to let you cheat on our money for more than 5 months ? Damn, seriously, anyone who moved in after us is so unlucky. Just three words, three words, which is FUCK you guys. Now that im in my new room already, i felt more relax because i dont need to face fake ppl with sacartic attitude. Well at least i got to live in my own space without problems. Hmmm, i dont know bout my new housemates yet, they seemed to be enjoying themselves in their rooms without coming out. Its okay with me as long as you guys wont mind if i played my songs too loud. haha. That's all for my housemoving story.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"><span>3rd November</span><br /></div>Bie, thanks for being with me on that day, i really do appreciate that you choose to be with me on that day. Im really happy and touched. Although im not always in Penang, but all i wanted to say is i will try my best to give you the best k? Although im not really a good person or a "BEH KI" guy that you spoken of, but because of you, im wiling to change myself, do anything to make you happy, always listen to you, and stuffs. To be honest, i thinked that i love you more than u love me. LOL, although it sounds like so old school, but i just wanted to tell you, that im willing to do anything just to be with you. I dont wanna lose you for nothing, Bie I love you. Although theres some problems, but i think we can sort things out right ? I dont wanna give up anything, i mean seriously anything bout you, im trying hard not to let you lost faith in me, and i hope it will be the same for you too. I will do anything that i could just to make you stay with me okay? I promised that to myself, i will try as hard as i could. Please dont give up on me so easily okay? Hope that you wont give up on me after you think okay ? NO RUSH bie, NO RUSH, you got all the time in the world, just think and decide, after that give me the news okay? Hope it isnt a bad one. No matter what, i will stand by your side. Even if things cant work out as i wanted it to be, i still wanna love you. Once again, i aint giving up things so easily. I Love You, Bie.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3PoZzlHGI/AAAAAAAAAT4/i8eDjgZqFww/s1600-h/miaonme.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 280px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SR3PoZzlHGI/AAAAAAAAAT4/i8eDjgZqFww/s320/miaonme.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268595432122293346" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;">4th - 15th November</span><br /></div>Well, is the same old shit again repeating everyday, till now, its still the same. DIFFERENT DAYS, SAME SHIT, aint nothing good. Yeah, you bet, everyday its almost the same, woke up, do stuffs, college, back home, lunch or dinner, went out, assignments. Im repeating these kinda things every single day, when can i stop these kinda shit anyway ? Its like totally no life man, if i were in Penang, i still can go out and chill with my friends, but not in KL guys, i got not much friends that i can chill with them. I mean like i was reapting that shit for two years man, two years, how many years more i need to go through life like that i wonder. Life's a struggle seriously, i felt boring with my life, why is it that peoples can enjoy their life so much while i cant? I know i know, im too young to say bout enjoying my life, but comparing mine and others, i was like speechless with mine. Well, this is the life i got i guess and i had to go on and on. So, conclusion, i hate my life. Another thing is i hate my college, like i said before, i hate my fucking college, affordable education, my ass man my ass. Guess i need not to tell you guys why i hate this college so damn much. Peoples that went in tarc kl campus before they will know why. NO shit man, i hate this retard college alot.<br /><br />There you go, recent updates about me has finally came to an end for tonight. Will update it if i got anything to write, but im busy recently. So, maybe will update it a little bit slower. Till next time !!<br /><br />151108<br />0341<br />Jian™<br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1141758246826114421?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-40072678082157979082008-10-19T16:38:00.000+08:002008-10-19T17:19:13.065+08:00<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;">Hey guys, think i had be missing myself for the past 3 months from my blog, but for now im back again, i have been damn freaking busy for the past 3 months, time flies just like a blink of an eye, its like so damn fast and its 3 months already. For the past few months, i have been in college, work, happy and sad for certain reason.<br /><br />allright, as a head start for my return, i wanna pray hard for my friend who passed away 2days ago. Kang Chin Heang, my classmate, i will always remember you, the time we study together for exam, and we cheated during exam. i will always remember that. Rest in peace my friend, may god watch over you in your afterlife. Life's is so short, unpredictable, and even unexpected, well i just talk to you a few days ago, and now you are gone, sighh, how unexpected. This is the 2nd time already i lost a friend so sudden. I felt kinda speechless and abit sad too.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SPr0mtcu2zI/AAAAAAAAASg/di0FW5Nhiaw/s1600-h/1472219800nx2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SPr0mtcu2zI/AAAAAAAAASg/di0FW5Nhiaw/s400/1472219800nx2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5258784460780788530" border="0" /></a><br />Another thing is , i soaked my PSP in the washing machine when i was washing my clothes. What the hell man, it was my own mistakes. sighh, i spoilt my PSP by my own hands. Damn it. Maybe i will try to send it to repair or i will just leave my PSP there. sighhhh. *SAD*<br /><br />This is the last thing that my friend send me before he meet with the accident. A song. The title is Here in my home by Malaysia artist for unity. Its kinda nice and simple yet relaxing.<br />Here's the link for the video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8Wl3firJQk<br />Thanks for the song. Bro, i will always remember you. *AMEN*<br /><br /><br />191008<br />1708<br />Jian™<br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-4007267808215797908?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-7717677305858854092008-08-13T01:23:00.000+08:002008-08-13T02:30:33.346+08:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Allright, after some time, i found out that i've been so busy that i cant even update my blog. Here it goes, i came back again. As for today, i went to pavillion at bout 2pm and to meet this seller from streething name Grasp to pick up my shoe from him. Thanks grasp for the nice pair of air max light.</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SKHKsZpgeJI/AAAAAAAAAQo/SwM72jZ9zgw/s1600-h/DSC00123.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SKHKsZpgeJI/AAAAAAAAAQo/SwM72jZ9zgw/s320/DSC00123.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5233687106129262738" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">After picking up the shoe, i head timesquare straight away, meet xinyi up for a movie. But before meeting xinyi up i went to lai's shop to put my shoe there first. We watched The Mummy. lol. Finally i watched that movie already. haha. Errr, i felt that the movie story is quite interesting but then its like kinda fake cuz Michlle yeoh and his daughter can magically speaks ENGLISH after a thousand years of immortality in China. Isnt that weird ? lol. and can really the emperor of the kingdom knows magic ? hmmm it just dont make any friggin sense. lol. I like Brendan Fraser's talking style. Funny shit.</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SKHNPMmvFbI/AAAAAAAAAQ4/JpJZnGrsoNE/s1600-h/hahahahaha.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SKHNPMmvFbI/AAAAAAAAAQ4/JpJZnGrsoNE/s320/hahahahaha.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5233689902946653618" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SKHNOyCAM3I/AAAAAAAAAQw/xBYP91evePk/s1600-h/the-mummy-tomb-of-the-dragon-emperor-poster-2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SKHNOyCAM3I/AAAAAAAAAQw/xBYP91evePk/s320/the-mummy-tomb-of-the-dragon-emperor-poster-2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5233689895813264242" border="0" /></a>4/5<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Right after the movie, we went to makan. Oh yeah, i bought a set of earing but its too big for me.haha. but luckily i manage to enlarge my hole so that the ear ring cant fit it in. hmmm, it feels so good to wear ear ring again. lmao. A few hours later, i reached home, i found out that my shoe is damn dirty, haha. damn i felt like its been ages since i clean my shoes. lol allright, back to basic again, its been ages i used toothpaste and toothbrush to clean my shoe. haha. seemed lame huh ? but it do works. haha. this is how i do, and this is how i clean. My atmos elephant pack looked fresh and bright again. wahahaha !!!<br /><br /></div></div><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SKHVuvUJjdI/AAAAAAAAARA/VssVvD5tXZg/s1600-h/DSC00122.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SKHVuvUJjdI/AAAAAAAAARA/VssVvD5tXZg/s320/DSC00122.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5233699240932904402" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Okay, im done updating my blog already. Im kinda tired today, and by the way, im talking on the phone with my friend miao aka hazel while im updating this blog. hahaha. So long folks, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">im gonna log off d. Till next time, ciaoz. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">130808 0231</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">JIAN ™ </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-771767730585885409?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-62496971493782345722008-08-03T19:21:00.000+08:002008-08-03T19:57:57.927+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;">There it hoes again, well pretty much the same, as im back in KL. Since im back in my house, i started to feel boring again and its kinda fucked up cuz my the router is like so shitty and i cant connect to the internet for almost a day or two. Damn ! Cant even update my blog. Shit. Ok, i pusposely went to my friend's house to use his internet to update my blog. Since im at my friend's house i cant update much. Allrightey, i finally watched Batman:Darknight. I went out with Charlene to KLCC to watch this movie. FINNALY guys. lol. Basicly, i think its a nice movie full of action and excitement. Well, i love the fucking bike of Batman while he came out with his bike from his car. damn, freaking cool. Next, i love joker too. Love his personalities and the way he talks and the way he act. After the movie, me and charlene went to Sake Sushi to have our dinner. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SJWcLlxLulI/AAAAAAAAAQQ/eibnhxQ2kgg/s1600-h/darkknight.jpg"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5230258265191594578" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SJWcLlxLulI/AAAAAAAAAQQ/eibnhxQ2kgg/s320/darkknight.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;"><br /></span><a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SJWcL2lyawI/AAAAAAAAAQY/VEfsfg29hVE/s1600-h/poster_dark_knight_joker.jpg"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5230258269707201282" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SJWcL2lyawI/AAAAAAAAAQY/VEfsfg29hVE/s320/poster_dark_knight_joker.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;"> 4.5/5</span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></span><br /><a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SJWcMBlgYOI/AAAAAAAAAQg/KDp0MYRrlQI/s1600-h/DSC001681.JPG"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5230258272658809058" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SJWcMBlgYOI/AAAAAAAAAQg/KDp0MYRrlQI/s320/DSC001681.JPG" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;"><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;">We had alot of sushi-s and i had this teriyaki chicken blah blah blah. forgotten the exact name. lol. Well, after that we went back again. This is the first time i mean in August, this is my first time hanging out with my friend. P/S, i fucking hate the internect connetcion, hope it will become better the next few days. Damn ! </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;">030808 1958</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;">JIAN™</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-6249697149378234572?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-227793952278718282008-07-28T23:47:00.000+08:002008-07-29T00:33:12.420+08:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Okay, Monday 280708, the last day of my self declared holiday in Penang. Yeah, everytime i came back and it became harder and harder for me to leave again. Damn. Allright, today, in the morning i slept at bout 7.30am and this fucking fren of mine Teng Seang woke me up again and asked me out for a movie again. This time, we watched "Sex and the city".</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SI3wO74A5fI/AAAAAAAAAPg/Xp1VHIIE2gA/s1600-h/sitc.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SI3wO74A5fI/AAAAAAAAAPg/Xp1VHIIE2gA/s320/sitc.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228098881828480498" border="0" /></a>3.5/5<br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />hmmm i think the movie is still okay, not line X-files which is kinda boring. aiks. SOOO sad that i still din watch "Wanted", "Batman" and alot more movies yet. lol. Think im gonna watch it when im back in KL later. After that, Seang said that he wanna buy himself another pair of spec and as an ex-staff from V-care our Mr.Koe Shern Ern had decided to give him a good price for the nice pair of spec. Thanks to the courtesy of Mr.Koe and Seang finally got the pair of spec with a freaking nice price. Oh yeah, Seang's car was knocked by some idiot fella who is trying to cross the road with his car. That fella was driving too fast when he knocked Seang's car. Damn. He nearly turn turtle. Lucky there isn't anything happened. I felt sorry for u Seang bout the car, and seriously i hope u will have some prayers in the temple as ur luck is like so so so so bad. TWO accidents in a week time. Damn, u must be doing something wrong. Hmm, well since today is my last day here, once again, all i can say is i wish u all the best and good luck k? Drive carefully next time. After i went home, i came out again cuz i need to meet this fella from Streething again named StreetGuyz who is going to sell me the plastic frame spec. First, i fetched Teik How from Tarc, and head to Deb's house to took back my KTH cap, and finally went straight down south to meet that guy in Sungai Dua's MCD. Well, thanks for the spec dude. Here it is....<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SI3ztZ9T9II/AAAAAAAAAPo/A7yYO6f0l78/s1600-h/spec1.bmp"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SI3ztZ9T9II/AAAAAAAAAPo/A7yYO6f0l78/s320/spec1.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228102703834723458" border="0" /></a><br />After picking up my spec, went back to Subaidah with Yitt to have our supper. Lucky Teik How's friend fetch him back else im gonna go back to Jelutong again and all the way back to Tanjung Bungah. Phewww! Thanks Teik How for the supper too. Here it goes, again, and im back in my room and packing my stuffs again as im gonna leave Penang early in the morning. Sighh. Till next time guys, errr i mean my friends. Ciaoz.<br /><br /><br />280708, 0033<br />JIAN™<br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-22779395227871828?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-29353431361892738472008-07-27T22:18:00.000+08:002008-07-27T23:21:42.413+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">260708 Saturday</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: justify;">What a good day, its a Saturday again and like what i had mentioned earlier, Saturday is my favorite day and and enough said, went out for the whole day of cuz. lmao. Starting off in the morning went for some praying session in Jalan Hong Kong. Here's some pictures of it :</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIyGaUVBJsI/AAAAAAAAAPQ/mPehXhdqvfk/s1600-h/DSC00164.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIyGaUVBJsI/AAAAAAAAAPQ/mPehXhdqvfk/s320/DSC00164.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5227701054161888962" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIyGaYVVkvI/AAAAAAAAAPI/kvH4HcM6kqY/s1600-h/DSC00161.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIyGaYVVkvI/AAAAAAAAAPI/kvH4HcM6kqY/s320/DSC00161.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5227701055236969202" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIyGZ7E4ISI/AAAAAAAAAPA/K0OKvmkbEqk/s1600-h/DSC00160.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIyGZ7E4ISI/AAAAAAAAAPA/K0OKvmkbEqk/s320/DSC00160.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5227701047383302434" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: left;">After the praying session, i went back straight, had a rest, and went out to Gurney with Teik How instead. He came all the long from jelutong to fetched me. Thank you anyway. Hope u enjot ur shoe and ur friend's shoe allright. Actually we wanna watch movie at first but its expensive and we decided not to go for movie but lunch instead. We meet Yitt up and we had our lunch at Wong Kok Cha Chan Teng. lol. Too bad i did not take pictures of wat we had order. After the lunch, end up wasting time lepak-ing in GP till bout 8.30pm. There's been a lot of activities going on that day. It's like i cant handle them at once. Ok, here it goes, i went to fetch Christine from her house at B.feringgi, and then drop her at Grace's place since it's Grace's birthday and she's celebrating it at her house. After that, i rushed down to Mois to meet up my friends. Ok, i meet alot of friends there, starting with, Ling Chun, How Chun, Wei Ming, Wei Hwang, Wei Dee, Hisn Yee, Shin Young, Hong Zhu, Gwen, Pei Yee, Zoei, Teng Seang, Earns, Natalie, Shirly, Weiwei, Qiqi, Qiwei,Sabrina, Qing Lee, Adrain, Kee Hong, Herng yi, Chao, Rosmala, How,Yang, Sung, Ann, Khiam Por, James, Anna, Wan Jing, Michael and etc, cant remember who else if i missed out. Im abit drunk yesterday and after Club with my friends i went to Grace's house straight away. When i reached there, they all forced me to drink again. Wat the hell, im fucking drunk and u guys still wanna drink with me. lol. Moments later, they decided to go for mamak, and we decided it shall be JAMAL. Guess who we saw that time, lol. It's Herng yi and the gang. LOL ! i was kinda like anti social that time cuz i got nth to say plus im half drunk. After that mamak session, Alvin fetch us back to Grace's place and i need to fetch Christine back to her place again. Well, after that it was kinda "early" in the morning and its already 6.15am if im not wrong. Phewww, finally i get to sleep after that.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">270708, Sunday</span><br /><div style="text-align: left;">270708, SUNDAY, it was such a boring day. I woke up having bad headache and hang over. Woke up at bout 4something in the evening. Damn. Nth much to do today as everybody is busy plus im not in the mood to go out. So i just lay low and stayed at home for the whole day. Untill night time at bout 9something and Mr.Lim Say Je came to fetch me to dinner. But unfortunately, there's some mulfunctioning in his bike's carburator causing the bike cant ride smoothly. LOL. Hillarious, he told me that Shell's petrol sucked. I was like laughing non stop. Well, he said he might taking his bike to the foreman- Pak Shin to see what the fuck is going wrong with his bike tomorrow morning. lol, and he personally asked me to post Pak Shin's picture up in my blog too. What a crazy guy. Allright, take a look at Pak Shin's picture. lol.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIyRE-oUPXI/AAAAAAAAAPY/TumXHzH_Nsk/s1600-h/ps.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIyRE-oUPXI/AAAAAAAAAPY/TumXHzH_Nsk/s320/ps.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5227712782187904370" border="0" /></a><br />270708, 1119<br />JIAN™<br /></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2935343136189273847?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-35889667174105597082008-07-25T21:27:00.000+08:002008-07-26T01:22:08.532+08:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Wow, its been a day again ! and now it's about 1am and im starting to keep my blog update again. Well, today's timetable was reli packed. Indeed its FULL ! Starting off with my old friend Teng Seang came to my house at bout 12pm or around that time, woke my little sweet ass from my sleep. hahah. Sorry Seang cuz i have to mentioned it here. lol. After that, i went off fetching Seang to Gurney to meet up with his friends while i meet my bro - CJ aka Zheng up to sell him my shoe. I sold my avenger sb today. Bye avenger sb. see u next time !</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoF1ZnFVOI/AAAAAAAAAOQ/miEW_3ZAfJY/s1600-h/DSC08429.11.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoF1ZnFVOI/AAAAAAAAAOQ/miEW_3ZAfJY/s320/DSC08429.11.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226996732482901218" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">By the way Cj you got yourself a fucking nice UDFT tee. Can i have them !? After CJ took the shoe, i went up 7th floor and meet up Seang, Earns and another two of their friends to watch movies. The X-files. Kinda boring. Lucky i can use my student card to watch movie. ngek !</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoI_LJKOnI/AAAAAAAAAOo/62YKH8Ws054/s1600-h/cod.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoI_LJKOnI/AAAAAAAAAOo/62YKH8Ws054/s320/cod.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5227000198932871794" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoGlJruxSI/AAAAAAAAAOY/h6CF9tBoSl4/s1600-h/xfiles2poster.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 255px; height: 307px;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoGlJruxSI/AAAAAAAAAOY/h6CF9tBoSl4/s320/xfiles2poster.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226997552841147682" border="0" /></a>3/5<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Well, after that, Seang and me had not enough siok-ness watching only The X files and end up we plan to watch The Red Cliff. Besides that, Earns and us went to Fos and i bought this shirt which i think its okay. Lol., im not gonna show it here cuz i did not take the picture of it when i washed it. aiks. Earns din join us for the movie as he already watched it earlier. Hmmm, The Red Cliff - i felt that its a nice movie, but theres still some ppl fell asleep inside the cinema. LOL ! The ahpek behind me fell asleep and started to Snore. OMG ! Its a real nice movie for those who reli know the history of The Three Kingdom. Those who knew the history will enjoy it gladly.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoGmRBeiCI/AAAAAAAAAOg/1TeZyGMGAUY/s1600-h/000d60aab2a609ef754d02.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoGmRBeiCI/AAAAAAAAAOg/1TeZyGMGAUY/s320/000d60aab2a609ef754d02.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226997571991275554" border="0" /></a>5/5<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Right after the movie, i straight away fetch Seang back to my place so he can go back with his bike. Okay, I took a rest and i tot i wont be going out anymore but who knows i chat with this girl named HAZELNUT aka miao and she does have alot of nicknames. Back to the topic, i asked her out for supper and there it goes, i quickly rush outta my place at bout 10.30pm to fetch this pig. This babi took quite along time to walk out from her apartment. What a pig ! While i was driving, we dont know where to go and at last we decided to go to "Faces". It's been a long time i never been to that place already. Hmmm, the price of the food there had increased since the last visit of mine 1 year ago. lol. There is it, some pictures i took when i was having my supper there.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoKSMg9pMI/AAAAAAAAAOw/JEOX_hilR5o/s1600-h/ja1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoKSMg9pMI/AAAAAAAAAOw/JEOX_hilR5o/s320/ja1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5227001625230288066" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoKSMN87vI/AAAAAAAAAO4/7GMvim7qrPk/s1600-h/babi.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIoKSMN87vI/AAAAAAAAAO4/7GMvim7qrPk/s320/babi.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5227001625150549746" border="0" /></a>Guess whose on candid camera... muahaha ! HAHA, here it is ! Check out the face of this babi while shes eating. I caught her picture in red handed. See her face, fuiyoo ! Memang tam jiak betul le ! Oh Pls dont screw me cuz i had uploaded ur nice nice pitcure. hahah ! But anyway, thanks for accompanying me tonight k ? hehe... Well, tomorrow will be a busy day cuz its saturday, my favourite day of the week, and since im back in Penang, lotsa activities yeah!! Allright, i will keep u guys update k ?<br /><br />260708, 0123<br />JIAN™<br /><br /></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3588966717410559708?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-3419508732668216222008-07-25T02:46:00.000+08:002008-07-25T03:11:39.245+08:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Ok folks, told u guys yesterday night that today will be another busy day for me again. So, i woke up at 2pm, hmm, guess this is the time that i woke up normally ? aiks. And after that, straight went off to KLCC, and have a 15 mins walk to Pavilion which is kinda near for me. Why ? It's because i have to meet another seller from streething.com named KB to collect the money cat SB for Teik How the fucker again. 2 pairs of shoe in 2 days time, damn. Rush hour ! Allright, thanks KB for the nice shoe but too bad there's some green stain on the shoe and i think its because of the gold paint. Oh yeah, nice to meet u KB and sorry for letting you wait that kinda long allright. Thank you for your "kesabaran" man, i reli do appreciate that. Here's the picture of the money cat SB. Sorry peeps for the low quality picture, its taken from my old phone and the quality sucked hard. damn.</span><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIjPqV7h4HI/AAAAAAAAANw/pv8i0ikXIgE/s1600-h/nike-sb-maneki-neko-money-cat-dunks-sb-1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIjPqV7h4HI/AAAAAAAAANw/pv8i0ikXIgE/s320/nike-sb-maneki-neko-money-cat-dunks-sb-1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226655693911744626" border="0" /></a><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIjPqYLywVI/AAAAAAAAAN4/n8V1skzkO2s/s1600-h/money-cats-copy.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIjPqYLywVI/AAAAAAAAAN4/n8V1skzkO2s/s320/money-cats-copy.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226655694516830546" border="0" /></a><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIjQAb88qmI/AAAAAAAAAOI/8rS9_465RkA/s1600-h/moneycat.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIjQAb88qmI/AAAAAAAAAOI/8rS9_465RkA/s320/moneycat.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226656073485429346" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">After getting the shoe, rush back to KLCC using the short cut route again and i reached home at bout 5pm. Time is super short for me as i have to quickly packed all my stuffs that imma bring it back to Penang later. I finally finished packing all those stuffs including teik how's shoes and my shoes. 6.45pm and i set off my house to chase the fucking lrt train again. In the beginning, its okay cuz its like not much ppl inside the train. But when i reached KLCC again, all of sudden, there too many of em ppls rush in and filled the train. DAMN. the crowd keep pushing and pushing till a woman screamed out loud. FUCK, that's the reason why i hate chasing lrt trains. I gotta tell u that, after i leave the train there's still another 15 mins walk to the Plusliner Bus station. Shit its so hot that time. Finally at bout 8pm, i boarded the bus and began my journey. I reached home at bout 1.30am. And now here im, writting it down in this blog at this moment.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">250708, 0313</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">JIAN™ </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-341950873266821622?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-20426483003479262322008-07-23T22:04:00.000+08:002008-07-24T03:18:45.898+08:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Okay, its a busy day for me today. seriously. Damn, here it goes again.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">i woke up at 2pm in the afternoon, was doing my shitty measurement work yesterday night till bout 5am god damn. After that, i've decided to buy my bus ticket. Since its abit early, i came there with lrt and by my foot. I bought it and i shall go back at 8pm tomorrow. hell yeah. Besides that, i got to tell you that i hate to travel in lrt cuz it sucked. Back sch at bout 4pm and had my class without going back home. 6.15pm i finally get back home, but then after 15 mins, i went out again. WHY ? It's because i have to meet this seller from streething named TOD to pick up the vans x beams x madsaki shoe for teik how that fucker. oh yeah, TOD is from CHINA, i first spoke english with him and he can answered me in full sentence using english too. What a suprise, i thought mostly guys from China cant really speak english. Anyway, TOD u are rocking a pair of fucking nice-two colourway vans era. Sadly, the shoe came without box and i had to ask my friend from Uncommon for some extra paper bag for the sake of packing the damn shoe before leaving Timesquare at bout 8pm. Thank you TOD for the great pair of shoe by the way.</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SId-GeOLgnI/AAAAAAAAAMw/2z-KEyIgI9Q/s1600-h/think+global.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SId-GeOLgnI/AAAAAAAAAMw/2z-KEyIgI9Q/s320/think+global.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226284542243603058" border="0" /></a><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SId-GSDSM3I/AAAAAAAAAMo/v5SBbgI0a5U/s1600-h/untitled.111.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SId-GSDSM3I/AAAAAAAAAMo/v5SBbgI0a5U/s320/untitled.111.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226284538976678770" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Oh yeah, thanks Joei for sending me some pictures we had taken during the Urban Scapes 2008 in this beginning of the month in Sentul Park. Its awesome, too bad i cant stay up late that day if not i can see sumore live action from Dj LAPS AP.</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SId_HYcalkI/AAAAAAAAAM4/UxQR48X3Z9E/s1600-h/1_704111916l.1111.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SId_HYcalkI/AAAAAAAAAM4/UxQR48X3Z9E/s320/1_704111916l.1111.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226285657384195650" border="0" /></a><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SId_IEw4vVI/AAAAAAAAANA/pHe-J5OEirM/s1600-h/1_886050008l.11111.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SId_IEw4vVI/AAAAAAAAANA/pHe-J5OEirM/s320/1_886050008l.11111.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226285669281217874" border="0" /></a><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SId_IuXHc7I/AAAAAAAAANI/mE5VFb5G0Qo/s1600-h/1_899209192l.111.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SId_IuXHc7I/AAAAAAAAANI/mE5VFb5G0Qo/s320/1_899209192l.111.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226285680447419314" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Here's some pictures of LAPSAP rocking the event and the place with some stunning Electro-phunk style music. Hell yeah ! Kinda loving it too.</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIeAr-E0TrI/AAAAAAAAANY/c4D0y6-Uk6s/s1600-h/1_406767990l.11.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIeAr-E0TrI/AAAAAAAAANY/c4D0y6-Uk6s/s320/1_406767990l.11.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226287385472683698" border="0" /></a><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIeArwPX8nI/AAAAAAAAANQ/3EOFEPzfWLs/s1600-h/1_611798926l.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIeArwPX8nI/AAAAAAAAANQ/3EOFEPzfWLs/s320/1_611798926l.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226287381758866034" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Oh yeah, im kinda obsessed with these shoe lately. Nike Footscape Wooven. Damn, seriously i missed out the chance to grab em since im fucking broke that season. Well fuck it, and now i got the cash and i cant find shit. Arghhh... These shoes are reeally hot, it poisioned me so deep that i wished to had every single of them. DAMN ! Here it is, some of the colourways of the shoe :</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIeCcS2dq6I/AAAAAAAAANo/bMFupcx6Xe4/s1600-h/n_airfootscape_greypink_02.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIeCcS2dq6I/AAAAAAAAANo/bMFupcx6Xe4/s320/n_airfootscape_greypink_02.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226289315194973090" border="0" /></a><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIeCcKfoyCI/AAAAAAAAANg/_bmUi0sJG48/s1600-h/nike5.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIeCcKfoyCI/AAAAAAAAANg/_bmUi0sJG48/s320/nike5.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226289312951748642" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Im fucking busy till i get back home at 9pm more or less that time and straight away went out for some DOTA session with my room mate and what the hell, went back home at 2.30am. Whatt a fucking busy day. Tomorrow will be the same i guess, full of stuffs to attend with. Damn. </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">240708, 0317</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">JIAN™ </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2042648300347926232?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-21329297329922092822008-07-20T00:11:00.000+08:002008-07-20T02:59:29.654+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;">Star date : 19th July 2008, Saturday.<br /></div><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:georgia;" >Today, oopps i mean yesterday, decided to go out. Where ? Timesquare. W</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:georgia;" >hy ? H</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:georgia;" >ave a walk after so many weeks didnt come out already. Time ? 2.15pm. okay, Chan the goodboy, volunteered to fetch me down town. I waited for his arrival so damn long at the guard house and at last he came. After a minor traffic jam we finally arrived at Titiwangsa Monorial station and momemts later we reached Imbi already. First and foremost, i went to JD's shop and bought some cheap ass tee. haha. 3 for 100 bucks, not bad eh ?? Here it is, today's</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:georgia;" > pick up :</span><br /><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIpf8DGPbI/AAAAAAAAAKw/DXMBhucLA6M/s1600-h/DSC02954.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIpf8DGPbI/AAAAAAAAAKw/DXMBhucLA6M/s400/DSC02954.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224784146374999474" border="0" /></a> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:georgia;" >Meanwhile, i meet up my roomate which is the cool blond dude that i mentioned earlier, yeah we meet him up in Uncommon and later on 3 of us went to Pavillion to meet that girl up. CHEEYI.</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:trebuchet ms;" > </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:georgia;" >yeah that girl which i meet her up almost 3 or 4 months ago. ahah. Guess whose on candid camera ?? CHAN and CHEEYI.</span><br /><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIItLRGtgwI/AAAAAAAAALA/W4qJewZOVyQ/s1600-h/DSC09805.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIItLRGtgwI/AAAAAAAAALA/W4qJewZOVyQ/s320/DSC09805.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224788189296558850" border="0" /></a> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:georgia;" >Oh yeah, i just found out that there's actually a WONG KOK in pavillion. haha. i just knew it today. kinda lame yeah ? WONG KOK CHAR CHAN TENG. lol.</span><br /><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIItv1SxAqI/AAAAAAAAALI/kX1UkPOIN6g/s1600-h/DSC09804.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIItv1SxAqI/AAAAAAAAALI/kX1UkPOIN6g/s320/DSC09804.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224788817486086818" border="0" /></a> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:georgia;" >We decided to watch movie later on but damn the cinema is like so fucking crow</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:georgia;" >ded. End up we que up for the tickets. Who knows all of them movies are like so full and packed till we gotta sit separately if we wanna watch some movie. As a result, we leave the cinema disappointingly. fuck it upside down. Guess i will be watching movies during weekdays.</span> <br /><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIuMl4oHoI/AAAAAAAAALQ/9SdQWTFFZ9g/s1600-h/DSC09806.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIuMl4oHoI/AAAAAAAAALQ/9SdQWTFFZ9g/s320/DSC09806.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224789311566126722" border="0" /></a> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:georgia;" >Despite of unwillingness and disappointment, we found ourselves eating lunch in the lower ground food court.</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIvizR08ZI/AAAAAAAAALg/Qj90xIKAG2Q/s1600-h/DSC09811.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIvizR08ZI/AAAAAAAAALg/Qj90xIKAG2Q/s320/DSC09811.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224790792630235538" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIvinHCmoI/AAAAAAAAALY/SS6ssMjl3go/s1600-h/DSC09808,1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIvinHCmoI/AAAAAAAAALY/SS6ssMjl3go/s320/DSC09808,1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224790789363767938" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIwE7praMI/AAAAAAAAALo/GLxO3ElnvlU/s1600-h/DSC09813.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIwE7praMI/AAAAAAAAALo/GLxO3ElnvlU/s320/DSC09813.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224791378993309890" border="0" /></a>CHEEYI's retarded face<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Since its quite meaningless walking around pavillion, we found out this Converse Advertisement crew in the center hall of pavillion. ahaha. We made fun of the girl in the picture out of boredom. i think that this kinda advertisement is quite effective.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIwY5RQQBI/AAAAAAAAALw/__EIx2oEhjw/s1600-h/DSC09815.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIwY5RQQBI/AAAAAAAAALw/__EIx2oEhjw/s320/DSC09815.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224791721951379474" border="0" /></a><br />Sorry Jeng, i got no money to buy u your avril concert ticket even though there's a counter selling avril's concert ticket in Sungai Wang. Sorry man, i cant help you.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIxZgAV6EI/AAAAAAAAAL4/zQMktA768Vw/s1600-h/DSC09816.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIxZgAV6EI/AAAAAAAAAL4/zQMktA768Vw/s320/DSC09816.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224792831861057602" border="0" /></a><br />Moments later, we hang out in sg. wang for the rest of the hour sitting in McD since CHEEYI said she wanna wait for her friend. But in the end, CHEEYI went off with her friend than joining us. hmmm, maybe cuz its too boring or something ? lol. i dont reli know actually. But theres some modelling show today in sg wang and i have capture some of the pictures too. Here it goes :<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SII0j-_gxTI/AAAAAAAAAMg/JaNxibB3ZvE/s1600-h/DSC09821.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SII0j-_gxTI/AAAAAAAAAMg/JaNxibB3ZvE/s320/DSC09821.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224796310512649522" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SII0j0__nQI/AAAAAAAAAMY/OGdyFBlxD7s/s1600-h/DSC09822.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SII0j0__nQI/AAAAAAAAAMY/OGdyFBlxD7s/s320/DSC09822.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224796307830316290" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIyeIWfzGI/AAAAAAAAAMQ/5GizMZYGXhE/s1600-h/DSC09824.1.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SIIyeIWfzGI/AAAAAAAAAMQ/5GizMZYGXhE/s320/DSC09824.1.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224794010922503266" border="0" /></a>After taking some pictures, we head back home. Too bad today Chan did not bring along his camera and we shall snap more nice pictures. Till next time CHEEYI. haha.<br /><br />200708, 0251<br /><h2>Jian™</h2><br /><br /></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2132929732992209282?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-9129309823611246532008-07-18T19:30:00.000+08:002008-07-18T19:54:11.842+08:00<span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Hey folks, just like other ordinary day of mine, today is a free day for me, free of class and free fo other problems. Every Friday is a happy day for me this semester. Well, it was a real hectic day for me yesterday and i woke up almost 4pm in the evening today. Real fucked up life i had.</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Anyway, after that, went for my "breakfast". Since i had predicted that the rest of my day will be like totally boring and shit. I've decided to play the guitar that i've rented from one of my friend since i dont have one in kL. While waiting for dude Edwin to come over i had practice for a while and i seriously do found out that the guitar's tuning was out of shape. Damn, i had no knowledge on repairing guitar or shit, so when Edwin came to my house, i asked him to do me a favor which is tune up that guitar for me. Since that we dont have some guide book or stuffs, we decided to search for some on line tuning shit or stuffs like that. Guess what, the first 5 first key is still okay, and after Edwin's slightly tune, it became better, but the last key, which is E, i dont know what happened to the key, and while Edwin pulled it, the string "pecah". lol ! and the other part of the guitar had some cracked too. Damn, i was like oh holy shit, that's not my guitar and i have to replace another for my friend. shit. Well, guess i have to tell my friend first before i can do any repair work on the guitar or worst come to worst i have to buy a new one for him.</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SICDGamExeI/AAAAAAAAAKg/hJtkm9xcwl4/s1600-h/DSC00068.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SICDGamExeI/AAAAAAAAAKg/hJtkm9xcwl4/s320/DSC00068.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224319713991247330" border="0" /></a><br />Take a look at the string<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SICDGc4SCNI/AAAAAAAAAKY/vlgHUNBws1g/s1600-h/DSC00067.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SICDGc4SCNI/AAAAAAAAAKY/vlgHUNBws1g/s320/DSC00067.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224319714604484818" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Well, wat the fuck right ?? hahah.<br /><br />180708, 1953<br /><h2>Jian™</h2><br /></div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-912930982361124653?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-31652528072992858962008-07-16T18:31:00.000+08:002008-07-16T20:00:44.709+08:00<div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Since the last day i left my blog here alone, im back again with some minor updates again.<br /></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;">Well, things are so far so good lately, nothing much to tell out bout how am i and what am i up to recently. What i can say is, this month, im broke like shit. damn it. i got not enough cash to spend nowadays. Since im free yesterday, and so happened that teik how aka ah teik came up to genting, i went up to meet him. I reached there about 12pm, and how is still there but not checking in yet. oh and by the way, i saw sukyi there. haha. she was so suprised that she saw me there yesterday. Nothing much to do over there, but just i got a free lunch from teik how only. haha. thaks for the lunch teik how. will treat u back next time k? After lunch we just chit chat there till bout 7pm, then i have to travel down town by cable car and bus and at last back to my home again. Thanks for the lunch and accompany how. Lately, i found that myself is so obsessed to madsaki's art work. Madsaki, <span class="style19">Born in Osaka, Japan in 1974, he moved to New York City </span><span class="style19">wh</span><span class="style19">en he was 6 and spent the next 25 years in the U.S. After spending</span><span class="style19"> three year</span><span class="style19">s as a bicycle messenger in </span><span class="style19">New York, he now lives and works in Tokyo. His work spans the gamut f</span><span class="style19">ro</span><span class="style19">m 3-D to paintings to just words. His</span><span class="style19"> art cannot be contained under any one category. That's w</span><span class="style19">hy his artwork is so so so special. Heres some of the pictures of his finest a</span><span class="style19">rtwork.</span><br /></div><span class="style19"><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3bvJxbDnI/AAAAAAAAAI4/1Fo50qzMP7o/s1600-h/ebf27e3b3dc1d4a1198245e35f1666d8.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3bvJxbDnI/AAAAAAAAAI4/1Fo50qzMP7o/s320/ebf27e3b3dc1d4a1198245e35f1666d8.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5223572745943191154" border="0" /></a>Madsaki with his mates. "Sound and Vision"<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">A few of Madsaki's sunsex's artworks. This is special that the artworks is so abstract. Many of his artworks are collab with Clot's clothing line productions. example, clot x madsaki x levis 517, clot aliengra tee and etc. Other than that, Madsaki also collab with medicom's breakbrick, sunsex breakbrick is the result. Madsaki also crossover with surrender and as a result, madsaki crackhead x surrender "Bizarre Beyond Belief" tee is born.<br />Some of Madsaki's sunsex's artworks :<div style="text-align: center;"><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3bu0wK4kI/AAAAAAAAAIw/a1k2jwKxtYw/s1600-h/sunsex21.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3bu0wK4kI/AAAAAAAAAIw/a1k2jwKxtYw/s320/sunsex21.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5223572740300792386" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">Sunsex 1<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3buj2FCBI/AAAAAAAAAIg/f5lx3IXb_D0/s1600-h/sunsex20.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3buj2FCBI/AAAAAAAAAIg/f5lx3IXb_D0/s320/sunsex20.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5223572735762171922" border="0" /></a>Sunsex 2<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3buseq-GI/AAAAAAAAAIo/bZZ_IihzxmY/s1600-h/sunsex.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3buseq-GI/AAAAAAAAAIo/bZZ_IihzxmY/s320/sunsex.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5223572738079914082" border="0" /></a>Sunsex 3<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><div style="text-align: left;">These are the collections of Madsaki's Crackhead :<br /><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3f9Kuv79I/AAAAAAAAAJQ/B7r2c2qjnsc/s1600-h/crackggg.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3f9Kuv79I/AAAAAAAAAJQ/B7r2c2qjnsc/s320/crackggg.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5223577384765091794" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3f881yPdI/AAAAAAAAAJA/yZCayeclbYU/s1600-h/crackg.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3f881yPdI/AAAAAAAAAJA/yZCayeclbYU/s320/crackg.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5223577381036506578" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3f83_uHRI/AAAAAAAAAJI/L6KX0vK3uiY/s1600-h/crackgg.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3f83_uHRI/AAAAAAAAAJI/L6KX0vK3uiY/s320/crackgg.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5223577379736001810" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3f9LJ4CuI/AAAAAAAAAJY/8PwX7GyEkZo/s1600-h/crack20.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3f9LJ4CuI/AAAAAAAAAJY/8PwX7GyEkZo/s320/crack20.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5223577384878869218" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Alinegra<br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />Besides that, i saw something cool too, and which are these :<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3gyjAYH5I/AAAAAAAAAJo/8Bgj6tOPfkA/s1600-h/elekimba2005.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3gyjAYH5I/AAAAAAAAAJo/8Bgj6tOPfkA/s320/elekimba2005.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5223578301814546322" border="0" /></a>Electric karimba guitar by Madsaki<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3gyUDKUtI/AAAAAAAAAJg/aguZdPjCKVY/s1600-h/amplimba.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SH3gyUDKUtI/AAAAAAAAAJg/aguZdPjCKVY/s320/amplimba.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5223578297799693010" border="0" /></a>Electric amplimba by Madsaki<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Damn, i cant get my eyes off them arts. These are like another big obsession to me recently. lmao.<br /><br />16/07/08<br />8.01pm<br />Eugene out,<br /></div><br /></div><br /><br /></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3165252807299285896?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-53730593398170139282008-07-04T21:25:00.000+08:002008-07-05T01:32:17.356+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Allright, im home alone again. guess what, part of my housemates which some i dislike had went for a trip to Penang. Apart from that, my beloved room mate, which is the cool blonde dude, he had went back to his hometown too. So, which mean im home alone again. Two nights before, the place where im currently staying in had a blackout, fuck it, tat time i was having my dinner with some friends. After that, the electricity supply came back and sadly the sudden blackout had made the internet server to breakdown. So, no INTERNET for the past two days, and can u guys imagine how boring is it to stay alone for two days withouth the internet? But thanks god, the internet came back to me today, but BLOODY HELL, who knows i cant connect and sign into my msn. I was like what the fuck is this and i ve been trying for so many many times untill i can connect to the line but i can only surf the net for the next few days. Freaking retarded ! I dont know what happened to my msn. Since im damn free today, i came up with this " MY WANTED LIST FOR 2008/2009". arrhem, its part of my birthday presents list too. okay here it goes......</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Starting of with this :</span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 204, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4uqM_OHUI/AAAAAAAAAIA/7OYiOXMG4gI/s1600-h/ipod_nano_2g_3.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 255px; height: 262px;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4uqM_OHUI/AAAAAAAAAIA/7OYiOXMG4gI/s320/ipod_nano_2g_3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219160320744758594" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" > Ipod nano. ( Black colour )</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 204, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4uqNYRtjI/AAAAAAAAAH4/6gLFHTUynOE/s1600-h/iphone_blog_image-755010.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4uqNYRtjI/AAAAAAAAAH4/6gLFHTUynOE/s320/iphone_blog_image-755010.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219160320849851954" border="0" /></a> Apple Iphone 3G<br /></div> <a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 204, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4uqNpy6pI/AAAAAAAAAHw/CVAoiQryebU/s1600-h/nikon_d40_12.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4uqNpy6pI/AAAAAAAAAHw/CVAoiQryebU/s320/nikon_d40_12.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219160320923331218" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 204, 255);"> Nikon D40<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4upzC2pfI/AAAAAAAAAHg/ZRQNqkiSWvM/s1600-h/00398_sony-a350.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4upzC2pfI/AAAAAAAAAHg/ZRQNqkiSWvM/s320/00398_sony-a350.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219160313780676082" border="0" /></a>OR<br /></div><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 204, 255);"> Sony aplha 350 <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4upy2Q0KI/AAAAAAAAAHo/5nzaI6nFIH8/s1600-h/400d.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4upy2Q0KI/AAAAAAAAAHo/5nzaI6nFIH8/s320/400d.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219160313727864994" border="0" /></a> OR<br />Canon EOS 400D<br /></div> <a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 204, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4wHNYJ9rI/AAAAAAAAAIY/gmCk_YommuM/s1600-h/3095422-m.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4wHNYJ9rI/AAAAAAAAAIY/gmCk_YommuM/s320/3095422-m.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219161918577178290" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">Nike Airmax ID<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4wGxn8ezI/AAAAAAAAAIQ/AwljDuqB58g/s1600-h/271273536_65890dab77.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4wGxn8ezI/AAAAAAAAAIQ/AwljDuqB58g/s320/271273536_65890dab77.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219161911127210802" border="0" /></a><br />Airmax 1 Ben Drudy<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4wG0jcE0I/AAAAAAAAAII/GjkQBSdwGpA/s1600-h/SQUIER%2BOBEY%2B0325001550.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SG4wG0jcE0I/AAAAAAAAAII/GjkQBSdwGpA/s320/SQUIER%2BOBEY%2B0325001550.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219161911913616194" border="0" /></a>Ibanez X Obey electric guirtar<br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Okay, that's it guys, these are my wanted listfor 2008/2009. If u guys are reading my blog, remember thse gadgets and stuffs down and suprise me when my birthday k ? haha.. i will be happy and glad if you guys get me these stuffs. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >040708, 2218</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Jian</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-5373059339817013928?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-86769431231107006762008-07-01T02:04:00.001+08:002008-07-01T02:43:09.107+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153); font-family: verdana;font-size:100%;" >Well, enough said, after a few weeks leaving my blog again, here am i, once again, back to the business. allright, since the day she left me and up to now, i guess i have been fully recovered huh ? hmmm, well things goes smoothly lately, back to the basics and back to those normal days again. Most of my friends keep asking me :" watssup dude ? " well, wat i told them :" dude, nth's up when life's like that" guess i had already back to those normal boring days as usual.<br />Back then, after the muar trip, it was a busy month, lotsa shit to be done by me. totally oh my gosh ! Busy college life started again, oh yeah and not to mention how much i hate tarc college. motherfucker ! my hatred against this college is far beyond imagine. lol. Things are in pretty fucked up situation as i got to repeat my course and theres still alot of things i dont know. god damn it ! As days goes by, im still wondering around looking for answers " shall i continue study or what .... ?" and guess what, im still searching for it now. haha, still a maze to me. well, guess i have to set my mind back into study mode again. shit.<br />After that, i went back to penang again, went back and chill with some old frens.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkilHUijnI/AAAAAAAAAGY/Eah8D_OhliQ/s1600-h/sis+and+me.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkilHUijnI/AAAAAAAAAGY/Eah8D_OhliQ/s320/sis+and+me.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217739664301133426" border="0" /></a>Here it is, its christine and me again. hehe. She's one of my good friends. hmmm. Its only 5 days till i get back to kl again, and theres not much i did in penang too. sighh. wat a sad case, its just like the old word " time flies like a blink of an eye ". its true indeed.<br />Allright, i went back to KL right after that, to continue my fucking hectic life. and oh yeah, theres some random pic i wanted to show u guys, check out my "cool" roomate. lol. dude i got a blonde friend from america. lmao ! cool eh ? hahah..<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkjogHRxRI/AAAAAAAAAGg/DZVMZL5E1F8/s1600-h/DSC00152.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkjogHRxRI/AAAAAAAAAGg/DZVMZL5E1F8/s320/DSC00152.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217740822007629074" border="0" /></a>I shot the picture randomly. haha. It's my masterpiece. hehe.<br />Well, theres another pic that i wanted to show u guys, my sohai friend got to graduate from tarc penang, hes kinda sohai and in the meantime he looked like some pro vcd seller. haha. Check it out. the guy on the left side, IS HIM ! see his face? freaking retarded rite ? oh yeah you guys are damn right !<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkkmbVl2AI/AAAAAAAAAGo/d2LJTOtXmzs/s1600-h/sohai.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkkmbVl2AI/AAAAAAAAAGo/d2LJTOtXmzs/s320/sohai.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217741885877377026" border="0" /></a>OH yeah, in the meantime, Spain become the champions of euro cup 2008 knocking out germany a 1-0. Torres score the goal at 33mins. lol. its such a good match. Congrats my fellow spainiards. viva la espana.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGklQ5SAymI/AAAAAAAAAGw/9bAwYf1ZJLU/s1600-h/279080610005_euro2008_esp_v_rus_article.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGklQ5SAymI/AAAAAAAAAGw/9bAwYf1ZJLU/s320/279080610005_euro2008_esp_v_rus_article.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217742615469935202" border="0" /></a>By the way, she became my favourite idol lately. Camilla Belle.<br />She's just so so so pretty. omg. im in love with her. LOL !<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkmBuo5uCI/AAAAAAAAAG4/Kj7XXN0w4pA/s1600-h/large_image-1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 246px; height: 284px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkmBuo5uCI/AAAAAAAAAG4/Kj7XXN0w4pA/s320/large_image-1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217743454426740770" border="0" /></a>Not to mentioned that, it was so funny when i took the " valueble" picture of pei yee during a chatting session last week too. hahah. i asked her to view her webcam and i purposely took her picture and sent it back to her. lol ! i was so so boring that day untill i make fun out of her. lmao !<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkmlOjUUkI/AAAAAAAAAHA/6F38wnQx-JI/s1600-h/peiyee.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 304px; height: 227px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkmlOjUUkI/AAAAAAAAAHA/6F38wnQx-JI/s320/peiyee.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217744064288674370" border="0" /></a>Check it out ! what a classic picture of her. muahaha ! p/s pei yee, beg me to delete this pic ! XD<br />Nowadays my blonde room mate is like so addicted to ganjaguru, wat the hell, hes playing his song 24/7 from day till night. damn. making me feel like fallen into a trance. lol.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGknJIya3hI/AAAAAAAAAHI/OZLX6o_KvnI/s1600-h/bcCD.gif"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGknJIya3hI/AAAAAAAAAHI/OZLX6o_KvnI/s320/bcCD.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217744681216695826" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGknJStMcAI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/fwhhW-Tcdhk/s1600-h/splash_02.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGknJStMcAI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/fwhhW-Tcdhk/s320/splash_02.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217744683879133186" border="0" /></a>But it is all good cuz im feelin' the bass too man ! thank you very much for playing it. lol.<br />hmmm, i guess it is a good head start for my new life ? back to my normal life like i used to be aint a bad thing rite ? well, guess im okay with it, live life to the fullest.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkoM2X1ZhI/AAAAAAAAAHY/Q68wrppodVw/s1600-h/12202094120650l.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SGkoM2X1ZhI/AAAAAAAAAHY/Q68wrppodVw/s320/12202094120650l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217745844504454674" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Till next time guys, Ciaoz.</span> <span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153); font-family: verdana;font-size:100%;" ><br />01/07/08 2.41 am, raining.<br />JIAN<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-8676943123110700676?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-20429298333176194792008-06-09T15:36:00.000+08:002008-06-09T17:21:33.588+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Guys, well what can i say ?? obviously i went for a trip to muar, with my mates of course. lol! memang a trip of a lifetime.Guess this is the first time i went there. I always wanted to visit there since i got friends from that area. hahah... basically, the place is almost full of agriculture stuffs, i mean its like the whole piece of place is for agricultural purpose. well, let's start things off. its a Friday night, at bout 9 something i arrived at pudu bus station to wait for the first bus trip to muar. lmao! and guess what, this is my first double-decker bus ride to muar as well. hahah. the bus is so fucking awesome !! enough said, its leisure enough for a bus like this.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEze28Di0dI/AAAAAAAAADw/HKUZInNWxas/s1600-h/DSC02007.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 237px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEze28Di0dI/AAAAAAAAADw/HKUZInNWxas/s320/DSC02007.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209783904376115666" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Hours later, we finally arrived at the bus station. i mean, what i saw was a bus gathering spot. hahah... We went back to sheng's house at once. moments later, sheng took us on his ride and set off ronda-ing around the town. oh yeah, we got ourselves the famous wan tan mee of the area. oh shit, i've forgotten to took down the pictures of the food. lol. Guess what, the wan tan is as big as meatball and fishball. lol!! 4 of us had finish about 65 wan than in less than half an hour. what a mess, and omg we felt like throwing off in the end. haha. After the wan tan session, sheng took us to "tanjung", a place in muar that famous for couples to have a sweet walk in the evening or at night. Too fucking bad cause it is also a gathering spot for em malays. it's a nice place and it's similair to the Esplanade in Penang. Quite a nice view at night over there, and hong went berserk and and emo and he began to went off to a corner himself sitting, hmmm, guess he enjoyed the night breeze there eh ? haha.. we got no idea bout it. After that, we went back to his home and get some sleep after that.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">The next day, after we settled off everything, sheng had bring us to have some special chicken rice. it's not like some normal chicken rice we can get in penang or kl. The rice was some special made rice ball and 4 of us had eaten bout 22 rice balls and 10 otak which is one of the famous food in that area. it is made of fish meat and others. Take a look at the food we order. lol.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzjK-40ESI/AAAAAAAAAD4/Qm6i4Et_qcQ/s1600-h/DSC02009.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzjK-40ESI/AAAAAAAAAD4/Qm6i4Et_qcQ/s320/DSC02009.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209788646780309794" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Not long after that, sheng went to the nursery which his uncle is the boss over there, and he's like a small person-in-charged there. we believe that he might be one of the main committe there some day. Besides that, sheng also took us to a bumpy ride in the big garden by driving 4x4 hiluk. hahah. we do enjoyed the ride as there's a lot to see in the garden. Here's some pictures of the garden, mainly the area around the office. oh yeah, we took the picture when theres some ntv7 dude was interviewing sheng's uncle.</span><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzlQvCjeNI/AAAAAAAAAEA/y-I2k5Saedo/s1600-h/DSC02011.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 207px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzlQvCjeNI/AAAAAAAAAEA/y-I2k5Saedo/s320/DSC02011.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209790944628668626" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzlpqQJ12I/AAAAAAAAAEI/0gurJ5KvO6o/s1600-h/DSC02012.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 218px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzlpqQJ12I/AAAAAAAAAEI/0gurJ5KvO6o/s320/DSC02012.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209791372840261474" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzmEMgH87I/AAAAAAAAAEQ/QL3Fgj5ft2g/s1600-h/DSC02010.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 222px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzmEMgH87I/AAAAAAAAAEQ/QL3Fgj5ft2g/s320/DSC02010.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209791828710650802" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Things getting good as his uncle bring us to some resort like place or restaurant even sheng dont know its existence. lol. Here's some of the pictures too.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEznJyAL9ZI/AAAAAAAAAEY/U3CQ0AJAMXY/s1600-h/DSC02018.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 252px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEznJyAL9ZI/AAAAAAAAAEY/U3CQ0AJAMXY/s320/DSC02018.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209793024188216722" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzqOu4uGqI/AAAAAAAAAFA/LaKSc3jR90I/s1600-h/DSC02016.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzqOu4uGqI/AAAAAAAAAFA/LaKSc3jR90I/s320/DSC02016.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209796407785822882" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzp4RRKLsI/AAAAAAAAAE4/LnHR8_FQ1Wc/s1600-h/DSC02017.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 345px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzp4RRKLsI/AAAAAAAAAE4/LnHR8_FQ1Wc/s320/DSC02017.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209796021878140610" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">After that, we went for a ride around the town area before ending up watching monkeys in tanjung. hahah. as u can seen from namewee's muar chinese, ppl purposely went there to feed the monkeys. OMG. haha..</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzq_v98PcI/AAAAAAAAAFI/-tblvutbpR4/s1600-h/DSC02023.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 221px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzq_v98PcI/AAAAAAAAAFI/-tblvutbpR4/s320/DSC02023.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209797249889746370" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzrZAJlhbI/AAAAAAAAAFQ/ugAXjFicPfY/s1600-h/DSC02024.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzrZAJlhbI/AAAAAAAAAFQ/ugAXjFicPfY/s320/DSC02024.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209797683730286002" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Moments later, we went back to the other side of tanjung, and we did quite lotsa things there.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">we went to tanjung and watch the sky, eat rojak and have a walk in the garden too.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEztkon-V9I/AAAAAAAAAFY/O8nGsMEd7No/s1600-h/DSC02026.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEztkon-V9I/AAAAAAAAAFY/O8nGsMEd7No/s320/DSC02026.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209800082596976594" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzuCdOugJI/AAAAAAAAAFg/_W5gBRqu6B4/s1600-h/DSC02028.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzuCdOugJI/AAAAAAAAAFg/_W5gBRqu6B4/s320/DSC02028.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209800594934366354" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzuZ8sPtsI/AAAAAAAAAFo/qT0soBZuEKs/s1600-h/DSC02029.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzuZ8sPtsI/AAAAAAAAAFo/qT0soBZuEKs/s320/DSC02029.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209800998516668098" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Guess what, and i found out some auntie collecting oyster alongside the riverbank of the Muar river. kinda gerli cuz its like shes collecting and korek-ing the oysters from the rock beside the rivers. its like so omg, so fucking dirty ! god damn it. </span><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzvKBnntsI/AAAAAAAAAFw/Pm9mr5TQjTo/s1600-h/DSC02033.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzvKBnntsI/AAAAAAAAAFw/Pm9mr5TQjTo/s320/DSC02033.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209801824473167554" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i think a 20% of the population is full with "pendatang asing" haha.. i mean those foreign workers. Alot alot of them i mean, from different countries different race and different languages.They were all over the town and we was like, "omg are we in another country?? god damn it" lmao. oh yeah, let me introduce the locals red light district. hahah.. here's the picture of it. and during weekends these foreign workers will gather around this spot and take turns to enjoy. hahaha..</span><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzy-iFqCaI/AAAAAAAAAF4/Sg7taP-LpFc/s1600-h/DSC02022.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzy-iFqCaI/AAAAAAAAAF4/Sg7taP-LpFc/s320/DSC02022.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209806025077164450" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">After this chilling session, we went to wetex shopping center, sheng told us that it's only a small place and it's where most of the teenagers went to chill out with their mates and partners during weekends. it can be considered the second shopping complex after Giant supermarket at the outskirts. Besides that, at night we had some asam fish head for dinner. and this time we almost finish that's shop's rice u know ? hahah.. its kinda funny thou. but then i can said that foods there it's kinda cheap, not as heavy and expensive than those in kl. Went for another mamak session after that, but it's only for a while and we end up wasting time in sheng's grandma house chit chating. lmao.we end up sleeping early cuz we are so damn tired a whole day of outing.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">A day had passed and its time for us to go back KL already. but before that we went for breakfast, and guess what, i found out that the aerials in this place is so damn long compared to ours in the north its like so fucking short only. lol. they could receive singapore tv transmission with that long long aerials too. </span><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzz_BYPsgI/AAAAAAAAAGA/4jHhoiaMsjI/s1600-h/DSC02039.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEzz_BYPsgI/AAAAAAAAAGA/4jHhoiaMsjI/s320/DSC02039.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209807132988256770" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">End up eating bak kut teh and the lor mee with sheng's and his family before we came back to kl. Here's some of the pictures of the city which edwin took before leaving the city.</span><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEz0yU9-wzI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/syo2rsqjZ6Y/s1600-h/DSC02043.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEz0yU9-wzI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/syo2rsqjZ6Y/s320/DSC02043.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209808014420132658" border="0" /></a><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEz0xIff-7I/AAAAAAAAAGI/N-Y0P75YuMY/s1600-h/DSC02044.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEz0xIff-7I/AAAAAAAAAGI/N-Y0P75YuMY/s320/DSC02044.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209807993891191730" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Actually i had quite a fun in this trip to muar this time. As so many things had happened to me lately, i think its best for me to relax. Honest speaking, i do hope that my life wont be so miserable since then. Once again, thanks sheng for everything in these few days and if there's a chance i would like to drop by muar again. ( : - EUGENE out !!</span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2042929833317619479?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-28524720517747167932008-06-09T01:36:00.001+08:002008-06-09T01:38:06.444+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Beautiful things by Dj Tiesto</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Got up early, found something's missing</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">my only name.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">No one else sees but I got stuck,</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">and soon forever came.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Stopped pushing on for just a second, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">then nothing's changed.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Who am I this time, where's my name</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">I guess it crept away.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">No one's calling for me at the door.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">And unpredictable won't bother anymore.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">And silently gets harder to ignore.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Just let it go, what now can never be.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">I forgot that I might see,</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">So many beautful things.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">I forgot that I might need,</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">to find out what life could bring.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">this trace of blame.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Frozen still I thought I could stop,</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">now who's gonna wait.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">No one's calling for me at the door.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">and unpredictable won't bother anymore.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">and silently gets harder to ignore.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">what's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">just let it go, what now can never be.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">so many beautiful things...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">so many beautiful things...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Now what do I do</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">can I change my mind</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">did I think things through</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">It was once my life</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">it was my life at one time</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2852472051774716793?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-88587645293594273372008-06-05T17:51:00.000+08:002008-06-05T18:28:19.519+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">Time went passed so fast and it's already 3 months since i last log in and keep my place updated. Well, it's been a while, it's been a while. Things are so fucked up during these 3 months. In short, my life was lik</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">e a total disaster in these 3 months. Many stupid things happened, but there's some happy stuffs did happened too. Well, what can i say is, miserable stuffs happened much much more than happy stuffs. sighh... It's been a he</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">ctic, busy, tiring 3 months as i had been working my ass off. First of all, starting from where i stop, i felt that i gain much more stronger than before. But as a matter of fact, she left me. what a sad ending, but im all okay right now. so what the fuck right ?? life is full of ups and downs, but hell no i totally disagree with that, compared to others, my life is like downs</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;"> all the way down but not ups u all know ?? as i told u before, this place is like a place for me to shout out and scream my heart out. Too bad nobody knows, nobody is willing to ask and</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;"> care bout what actually happened to me. I was quite busy working my ass off in the stupid construction firm till mid of April, during that time, i meet with an accident. injured my elbow of course. i am okay, i dont blame anyone for that. was a bit buys after that preparing for my resit papers, oh my gosh! i do really hate resit papers but no way they kept coming non stop, totally like what the fuck... Things happened just too fast during the holiday as we finally get together after a year of draggi</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">ng and stuffs. i was so so so happy that time and well, time flies like a blink of an eye. The day has come. One day, when i was wo</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">rking in the SONY fair in gurney, she had told me that she wish to end it with me. well, what can i say?? could i say no for it ?? since she's so confirm bout it, what else i can do? oh yeah guys, hard to tell that, i did actually cried for her. stupid enough huh ? haha.. that's what i thought of too. =]</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;">i hate myself cause im too obsessed to her. it's like the first time i had been hurt till a level. arghhh shit, i kept</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;"> repeating what she used to said. god damn it. nevermind bo</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">ut that, i was totally disappointed on which what she did to me. nvm nvm, this is just another test of my life, i know god was trying to test me. But then, god, are you</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;"> happy now ?? as u succeeded in torturing my life. hahaha... im quite happy as well cause u made my life even more miserable than ever right now. But its okay, its only a part of my fucked up life. and now, i guess its been 2 weeks d, since what happened, i still cant get over it</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">. sighhhh.... please devil, show me a darker path to my happy life, will you ?? oh yeah, by the way, i cant even graduate in time, as a result, i have to repeat all the fucking shit that i used t</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">o do. e</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">nough said, was a total disappointment for the past few months and i don't hope for much bet</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">ter life</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;"> for t</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">he next few months.<br /> Dreams Ends After 2 weeks : ='(<br /></span></span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEe_bs-XvZI/AAAAAAAAADo/WdGswgO1Zns/s1600-h/DSCN3132kkkkk.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/SEe_bs-XvZI/AAAAAAAAADo/WdGswgO1Zns/s320/DSCN3132kkkkk.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5208341976727403922" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-8858764529359427337?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-72268900944500328602008-03-07T00:10:00.000+08:002008-03-07T00:20:56.901+08:00<span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Eugene Tham Yaojian </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">JIAN</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Is a total loser. a sucker. an asshole. </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He's good at nothing. he knows only how to waste everything he got in his life.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He's very lame. an idiotic person will be a better word for describing him.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He's a stubborn person. he is stupid tooo. </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He is hatred by his friends. betrayed by his friends too.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He is disappointed bout how life stars and end. </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">All his life, he see through what it is going on. </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He always accept the fate, that he will be lonely forever.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He believes that himself is a imperfectionists. </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He hates all bout himself, including how he looked like.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He suspected that deep beneath him, theres another JIAN, with split personalities. </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He said, if you dont like me, go jerk off. like he care bout anything.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He is boring with his life now, and wish to change a new one.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He is a useless person, he knows shit. He's good at nothing.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He is rebellious, emotional, and cold hearted.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He dont believe in god, he believe in satanism.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He said, he wished to see how many true friends will attend his funeral when he's dead.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">At the very very last, JIAN, </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">He said, he is going to shut himself down now. </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">BYE BYE LOSER JIAN. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-7226890094450032860?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-18196855088439969102008-03-05T18:34:00.000+08:002008-03-05T18:40:10.737+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">TODAY</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">i found myself failing 4 outta 6 subjects that i had taken last sem.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">its like a narrow one. i got C-. a few more marks to PASS !</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">But fuck no, i fucked my results. which means...................................</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">NO GRADUATION for me in time. SORRY to myself. sorry.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">cuz of my fucking results i got shit loads of resit need to attend. damn it.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">really disappointed. Maybe i will be ask for retain the course too.. sighhhh..</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">extremely down. i dug my own grave for my future. </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">might as well sleep inside the coffin and wait for my funeral.. god damn it.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Nothing much else to say. Fuck myself. </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">So long and good night ! BYE!</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-1819685508843996910?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-37469614426032908212008-03-04T18:33:00.000+08:002008-03-04T18:58:43.248+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >TODAY</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >i finally realized and found out something bout myself....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >i realized that i ve been surrounded by emptiness... Although i got lotsa friends but still i can feel the emptiness haunting me outside the shell of my fragile soul. Actually i would like to say it this way, i dont find any meaningful thing in my life. Things that bumped into me are most likely shitty things. Hate my life. i wonder why ppls can lived their life happy and fun while i cant. is it because they got all what they desire.. ?? who knows? my life, full of downs but no up, seriously i do hate it very much. Everything is so boring, everyone's so fake, everybody's empty, everything is so messed up ! Extremely moody and extremely DOWN ! Fuck it. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >let me introduce my real fren that had been shadowing me these few years - LONELINESS !</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >he's been a fren of mine since a few years back. i felt so numb, so cold. Sometimes i even wonder why is it my existence will bring so much torment to me ? sighhh.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >Life is unfair. we dont get things that we wanted even u give out or sacrifice alot. Life sucked to the max. Life is freaking unfair, im not saying that it should be, i've even suspect that i got split personalities myself sometimes. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >My life :</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >Mental problem </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:10;" >×</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >Emo </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:10;" >×</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >Singleness </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:10;" >×</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >Emptiness </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:10;" >×</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >Lonliness </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:10;" >×</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >Sadness </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:10;" >×</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Pain </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:10;" >×</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >Health</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >Charm</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:georgia;" >Wealth</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3746961442603290821?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-68368921036122567692008-03-03T18:37:00.000+08:002008-03-03T19:46:29.496+08:00<div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); text-align: left; font-family: arial;"><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); text-align: left; font-family: arial;">Hey guys, im finally back. back from the disappearance from my blog.<br />i guess its bout 2 weeks plus i did not update any shit here d.. so here it is. today. updated.<br />okay. things started off with me working in some kinda construction company named JMR.<br />Quote from Eugene, which is me : " office is the most boring place i've ever known in my entire life"Lol, i swear i wont be working there anymore. Guess what?? till now im still doing some shitty paper works everyday sitting on the chair from 8.30 till 5.30. god damn it. just like any other day, today is just the same. count downing 7 weeks more to go !!<br />okay. lately, my dad bought another bike. which i dont like obviously. fucking bike. he said i supposed to use it to work every, but hell no, from the beginning till now i did not touch the bike.<br />my dad;s stubborn. kinda hate him in a way. what to do ?? i better fucking hate my fucking job everyday rather than hating my dad. god damn it too.<br />okay. let me rewind things back a few days kay ??<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">29th Feb Friday</span><br />Starting off with waking up freaking early, went to work as usual. From 8.30 till 5.30 pm.<br />im kinda tired and bored with this fucking industrial training d. Worst, im starting to fucking hate it tooo... i was supposed to attend some BN ceramah at 6.30. but things not going smooth as planned. So i went home straght away. After that, its ewe hin's bithday i went. LOL!<br />Bookie Hin;s birthday. Went to sri sayang. which is quite near to my house, lol and its like ages since i last stepped there. okay, wow, i meet alot of my friends there too although i was kinda late. hmmm, let me see, weidee,jianquan,chunchien,haochun,weehwang,jimmy,woonchoon,morven,teng seang,nicholas,<br />ahboo,yikming,hongchan,rimon,lingchun was there. lol. these are a few buddies that i can remember. haha. the rest, lol, no comment. owh yeaah. almost forgotten them bitches too.. The last thing i can imagine is bumped into them in hin;s party. fuck them hard cuz i fucking hate them backstabbing me. AMEN!<br />LOL *to jimmy* - haha, you are one lucky son of a bitch. hahah.. u know what right ??<br />remember to pass me ur wedding invitation card when u r getting marry with her allright ??<br />hahah.. u gotta be more faithful.. dont hit the club too much yeah. hahaha.<br />Anyway, went back at about 1am from b.feringgi. Lights off !<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">1st March Saturday</span><br />OKAY, its saturday again. My favourite day of the week ! lol. went out to work in the morning. as usual after that went back home to rest at bout 1pm. *BORING*<br />went to gurney alone. well, i meet some of my friends. ahaha.<br />first of all, i meet debil, and her gang of frens. owh yeah. i made a new fren tat day too.. haha<br />after that, when lynne reached gurney. i went to starbucks with her. awwwh... i missed her.<br />this is like the first time in this year i saw her ? aikss. haha.. hope to seee u soon kay? take care.<br />wookay, as i walk up, meet hazel, aka miao, aka nutty. shes a crazy one. and she;s my heng dai too. allright, here;s the picture. hahaha..<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/R8vbaKhrG6I/AAAAAAAAADE/rEMqoMPCzE4/s1600-h/me+n+miaoz.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JLx-U6rPD7g/R8vbaKhrG6I/AAAAAAAAADE/rEMqoMPCzE4/s320/me+n+miaoz.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173469839513820066" border="0" /></a> and OMFG !! am i that really fat nowadays ? aiks.<br />Just take a look at her, looks stupid right ? hahaha.<br />yeaah she is stupid, tat;s y shes miao aka cat.<br />lol. just joking! DInt see ya for quite a long time d. never thinked that can see u there tat day. anyway, ur hair is longer than u-know-who. muahaha. take care kay? kinda hate you for being aeroplane queen. hahah. But shes still a good heng dai to me... =D<br />LOL. after meeting this pig, meet my daughter WEN.<br />OMG. i missed her !!and it was lk OMG again cuz i suddenly become sumbody;s grandpa. swtness all along. haha. after that, end up meeting my another daughter. lol. daughter again huh ? yeaaps. my daughter, ros. meet her and eat in mcd. Lol, after tat, deb came n join me sembang. she fucking rich la weihh, take a cab to go home. LMAO.<br />After that, went to mois. with some old buddies. ahaha. but half way through i went back d cuz i was like so damn tired after a whole day of "activities". But one thing, i never thinked that i could meet so freaking lotsa friends in a day.<br />=] <br /><br />Even though i was kinda happy these few days, but my life still a tiring one.<br />Full of problems and all kinda shit u cant imagine. Well, wat the fuck right ?? still gotta go through it. Eugene OFF !!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-6836892103612256769?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-58742075297377088832008-03-03T18:24:00.000+08:002008-03-03T18:35:11.295+08:00<div style="text-align: left; font-style: italic; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);font-size:100%;" >I ve been addicted to this song since dont know when ? lol.</span><br /></div> <span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-style: italic; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >okay here it goes.<br /><br />Attack by 30 seconds to mars<br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;"> I won’t suffer, be broken </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Get tired, or wasted </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Surrender to nothing </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I'll give up what I </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Started </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">And stop this </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">From end to beginning </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">A new day is coming </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">And I am finally free </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway, Runaway </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway, Runaway </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Go chase yourself </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway, Runaway then</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack, I’ll attack </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I would’ve kept you forever </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">But we had to sever </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">It ended for both of us </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Faster than a... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Kill off this thinking </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">It’s starting to sink in </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’m losing control now </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Without you I can finally see </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway, Runaway </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway, Runaway </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Go chase yourself </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway, Runaway then</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack, I’ll attack </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Your promises </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">They look like lies </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Your honesty</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Like a back that hides a knife </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I promise you (promise you) </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I promise you (promise you)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I am finally free </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway, Runaway </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway, Runaway </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Go chase yourself </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway, Runaway then</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack, I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I will attack </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I will attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I will attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Runaway Runaway then</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I’ll attack, I’ll attack </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I will attack </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Your promises (promises...promises...)</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I promise you (promise you...)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">I promise you (promise you...promise you...)</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-5874207529737708883?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-82995936678841280132008-02-19T21:31:00.000+08:002008-02-19T21:46:01.155+08:00<span style="font-family: courier new; color: rgb(255, 204, 255);font-size:100%;" >Start working yesterday at JMR.<br />lol. First day at work was not fun at all.<br />damn tired. whole day learning about how to excavate the drain. lol.<br />Drain and road. lol.<br />Day 2. which means today, whole day standing in front of the photocopy machine.<br />lol. was standing more than i sit. hahah.<br />photocopied alot of shit bout the upcoming project too. lol.<br />although i dun reli know wat;s all that bout.<br />but still i do as wat they told me to.<br />im getting tired from day to day, aiks.<br />and im sick now !!! urghhhhh !!!<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-8299593667884128013?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-38357791526418666462008-02-14T14:42:00.000+08:002008-02-14T15:05:20.554+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: verdana;">Do you guys know ?? The days that i hate the most in my life are... valentines day and my birthday. i actually hate my life from the beginning. What is valentines day ? hmmm, well i guess i dont really know bout it, but i hate it, dont know why, is it because of jealousy? I dont know. Maybe i used to be lonely d. = D Valentines day, Valentines Day is a day celebrated on February 14 which is TODAY. In North America, it is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other by sending Valentine's cards, presenting flowers, or offering confectionery. The holiday is named after two among the numerous Early Christian martyrs named Valentine. The day became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished -- Wikipedia. To be honest, i dont celebrate a single time since i was alive. i should say,i got no chance to celebrate it also. What a shame isnt it? This year's valentines day really make me aware that im actually single for about 3 years d. hahaha.. no doubt that i really enjoying my single life, but still i wished i had somebody to accompany me sometimes. sad case. its like a beautiful tragedy that im still single. ( : Any single wanna go out makan tonight ?? hahah. well looks like this year is the same, nobody is going to go out with me again. hmmm, maybe i shall go out at night and ruined those whoe are dating and celebrating ? ahaha... hmmmm, not a bad idea right ? lol. owh yeah i hate roses. Roses are for the dead. Dont bring me roses unless im dead kay? =D im gonna buzz off already. need to shut myself down.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">-Eugene out- </span><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3835779152641866646?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-9672203180675790152008-02-13T00:24:00.000+08:002008-02-13T01:39:14.425+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: verdana;">TODAY - woke up late in the afternoon. got nothing much to do.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">LATER ON - went out to meet wee sheng. my mates in college currently. He's from Muar, johor. MUARIAN, lmao, the place where NAMEWEE was from. hahaha. that funny dude whos shooting the MALAY-sian government. Anyway, sorry for letting u to wait. Owh yeah, he's with his gf, yeelu, from my college too, and shes's from Puchong. never thought that they will come together. lol. allrightey, end up makan at gurney hawker stall. Waiting for my other mates from the same college, we end up heading to sega and drink again, which was very boring. lucky that my friends from alor star came in time, else we might end up sitting there like a bunch of idiots. hahah. well, went to northam beach cafe to makan again. lol. and i ate the teluk kumbar prawn mee. its RM6.50. i was like wat the fuck ?? 6.50 for a jawaa mee? lol. this is the first time and the last time im gonna eat tat stuff. wat the hell. lol. Moments later, fetch em back to hotel. This is the first time we eat together in Penang, and it might be the last time too. anyway, take care my friends. we shall meet again some day. - Eugene off- </span><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-967220318067579015?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-32903906554669568152008-02-12T00:48:00.000+08:002008-02-12T00:50:34.923+08:00<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">The Arms Of Sorrow by Killswitch Engage<br /><br />Imprisoned, inside this mind<br />Hiding behind the empty smiles<br />So simple (the anguish)<br />As it mocks me<br />Crawling back into the dark<br /><br />Running, always running, into the distance<br />Stop me before I bleed, again<br />The echoes of my voice<br />Follow me down<br />The shadows I cast<br />Follow me down<br /><br />Deeper I'm falling<br />Into the arms of sorrow<br />Blindly descending<br />Into the arms of sorrow<br /><br />There must be serenity<br /><br />The echoes of my voice<br />Follow me down<br />The shadows I cast<br />Follow me down<br /><br />Deeper I'm falling<br />Into the arms of sorrow<br />Blindly descending<br />Into the arms of sorrow<br /><br />The demons of my own design<br />This horror must not remain<br /><br />Deeper I'm falling<br />Into the arms of sorrow<br />Blindly descending<br />Into the arms of sorrow<br /><br />There must be serenity<br /><br />There must be deliverance<br /><br />Deeper I'm falling<br /><br />Blindly descending<br /><br />Deeper I'm falling<br /></span><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3290390655466956815?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-28811190546899408422008-02-12T00:34:00.000+08:002008-02-12T00:47:14.255+08:00Things arent that okay from yesterday till now. i've actually argued with two of my frens in a same day. wat the hell ? okay, im cool. sorry to both of them. although im not wrong, but still, im sorry. nevermind bout all the stuffs. i just dont wanna lose my friends. *headache*<br />owh yeah, today i went out with mum, watched kungfu dunk. NO COMMENT bout the movie. Im speechless at that time with all those unhappy things in my mind. damn it. <br />After that, went to some high sch reunion dinner with my ex sch mates at some steamboat place at new lane. Dint really seen them for ages !!! My big brother sekalians, my buds, my bros, my bitch. wow, saw mostly all of them. okay, thanks to the courtesy of weewang and ahbu. really had a great time with all my friends. Thanks! <br />And, one more thing, i really hate ppls simply throw their comments bout all my things.<br />Please, please think properly before u throw some unfriendly comments to me. okay?<br />much appreciated. thanks again. -OFF-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-2881119054689940842?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-37126761693997111702008-02-08T13:46:00.000+08:002008-02-08T13:58:25.354+08:00allright, its the second day of chinese new yea, but seems like i dont really enjoying this festive season. Its like normal days like that, wat a disappointment. sighhh. anyway, back to topic, im kinda moody. cuz u noe, my watch and my shoe. sighh. sad case. ='(<br />first of all, my damn shoe, i ordered it from my fren 1 week ago before CNY, and i tot i can wear it during cny, but then, my fren failed to do so, and i got no shoe to wear during cny. i mean the second pair. sighh. i gotta wait till next week only i can get the shoe. saddening lerr.. ishk.<br />allright, gotta talk bout my watch too, sighh. i have sent my watch to repair for 4 months and u noe wat, i went to the shop, and i even paid the guy the balance and he told me that my watch havent fully repaired yet, i was like wtf, u took 4 months to repair my watch and u asked me to collect my watch n now u tell me u havent repair it yet. wth ? i tot i can wear my watch once again during cny, mana tau...... fine. its okay with me already. damn it.<br />anyway anyway, im okay with it already. i have no fate with my shoe or my watch, wat can i do? sighhh..<br />guys, u gotta see this, lately im obsessed with these two songs from the "killswitch engage", here it goes..... "The curse", and "The arms of sorrow". Check out the song playing in my page. =D -END-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-3712676169399711170?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-77323857995247959902008-02-07T02:49:00.000+08:002008-02-07T03:03:36.341+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">well guys, i still cant sleep yet although its bout 3am d. lol, new year mood ? haha.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i dont know. i just cant sleep. anyway, later in the morning, im happy to rock my new shoe,</span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">and this is the shoe im talking bout. let me show you, and let me proud of the shoe that im gonna</span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> wear it later =P here it goes. looks cool aint it ? </span></span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://images.nicekicks.com/images/new-balance-576-japan-conbini-pack-4.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 397px; height: 204px;" src="http://images.nicekicks.com/images/new-balance-576-japan-conbini-pack-4.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">i guess there's nth much i can talk bout how i celebrate my chinese new year. most probably spending my whole day in my relative's house ?? lol. we will get to see. - OFF-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-7732385799524795990?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ReleaseMyRealOwnSelfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957315507737576830.post-55434915405872607722008-02-07T02:47:00.000+08:002008-02-07T02:48:19.083+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-family: arial; font-weight: bold;">HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS !!! =D</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4957315507737576830-5543491540587260772?l=upagainstmywall.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>